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I want to die

I keep breaking out into cold sweats,

I haven't eaten a decent meal in three days, and ive barely slept,

My wrists feel like they're on iching and fire and there's bugs crawling inside them and it's all i can do not to cut then open

My insides feel like they're being pulled out and burned one by one

My heart goes from being freezing to intensely too hot to non-existent "hole" to a constant aching pain like someone punched the wind out of me a thousand times and left it pernamently bruised

And

I've almost puked 3 times

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Когда ты накуренный и не помнишь, как выключается кран

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Mental illness: You have to suffer.

Mental illness: But you can’t burden anyone else with your suffering, or you’re a terrible person

Mental illness: But you gotta suffer real hard, so hard it makes it difficult to function and hard to not physically show.

Mental illness: But you can’t let anyone know you’re suffering otherwise you’re manipulative and a liar

Mental illness: But you can’t smile and act happy otherwise you’re invalid and not truly suffering correctly.

Mental illness: Suffer.

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can we skip today

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“It’s almost like drowning.“ She said calmly, almost as if she was accepting defeat. “It’s like struggling to swim, until you slowly give up because it seems pointless to try. And if anyone tries to save you, they might go down with you. It’s like dying.”

— N.C. // depression

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“Antidepressants change you”

Me:

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It's not that I always have bad day,

I just never have good ones anymore

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When you get mad at your girlfriend for something they did, and then they get mad at you for being mad at them

In the end you're just left with the feeling that you're so certain that your girlfriend is only keeping you around till she can find somebody better than you, because you're just trash who hates yourself.

And no matter how many times you tell yourself that she loves you, you don't believe it because you're always either too busy to talk to each other, or too mad at each other for being busy to talk.

So nothing happens. And you can never talk about it. And you just feel bad.

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The bit in Deadpool where he accidentally leaves his bag full of guns in the car because they didn’t have the budget for any gun SFX in the final confrontation is literally the cinematic equivalent of a webcomic artist going “I blew it up because it was taking too long to draw”.

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I don’t know what’s going on here - but it has my full support.

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entertain me

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