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i swear to god maslow's hierarchy of needs does Not apply to me when i'm sick with a hyperfixation. like memes aside i actually need to think of this fictional bitch more than i need food or sleep. basic need is Talking About The Fictional Bitch actually

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old piece with some of my fav characters! :^)

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I recently finished a run of Into The Woods. I've been doing really well in school too and I'm begining to work up the courage to eventually come out to my parents as genderfluid nonbinary. :>

The world is scary right now. I think it would be nice if every trans person who encounters this post reblogs with something good that is going on in their life. It does not have to be related to being trans. It also doesn't have to stay in the tags.

I'll start. I'm starting testosterone soon! I already have my prescription for it, but I'm going to have a few more conversations with my parents before I start. I'm really excited! Every time I see myself in the mirror, I imagine the beginnings of a beard on my face, and I start beaming.

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me fucking learning my parents were talking shit about me and making fun of me for something i had texted my mom while I was overstimulated and texting her begging her to pick me up from a party I didn't want to be at and Pleading while also texting apologizes for spamming her :(

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God nothing makes you feel more alone in the world than texting 3 different members of your family over the course of 40+ minutes and having none of them respond

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when I want so desperately to be a hater but unfortunately my people pleasing, self-imposed guilt, and belief in goodness keeps me from feeling good whenever I hate :(

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Maybe someday I'll color it, who knows. You have it now

Turn on sound btw

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having a brother who's in live theater productions but doesn't gaf about the crew is insane actually. "ummm i don't see you going in at 8 am every morning and staying till 4 rehearsing" ok? well i don't see you uhhh accidentally cutting your hand on an impact driver (not my proudest moment) and doing manual labour?

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Here is a list of books that Project 2025 is looking to ban and the reasons for each.

These are the books they are afraid of. These are the books we need to be reading.

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Jigsaw Falling in Place

a cover for my Paul Matthews playlist with an extra Paulkotho doodle ^_^ (yes, I drew him in that infected Paul suit again cuz I really liked the design and I want to draw him more than that damn brown suit)

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Take care of yourselves everyone 💚🏳️‍🌈

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the government wouldn’t do that

oh…yes, yes they would

MaKe sUrE tHeY dOnT🫵🏼

(credits to betterbebugs on tiktok)

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I want you to remember:

The fascists hate you too and they just will pretend otherwise until after they've killed the rest of us, before they turn on you.

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Can we just say abuser again. “Narcissist” this “narc abuse” that, and then 90% of the time people just describe regular abuser behavior.

“It’s a classic tactic for narcissists to take away something you care about and then give it back and expect gratitude” you mean it’s a classic tactic for abusers. That is not some special strategy that only narcissists use, it’s literally just manipulation. Manipulation is a classic abusive behavior.

I am begging people to understand that abuse is a pattern of behaviors that anyone can fall into, not some special separate group that you can neatly label and separate yourself from.

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Red Fox (Vulpes vulpes)

Observed by irkuem, CC BY-NC