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crawling back to tumblr for a sec to share my thoughts

unfortunately I can’t be normal or chill about ghoap bc I compared them to brokeback mountain once in my head and now it haunts me, especiallyyy after MW3

obviously ghost is ennis and soap is jack

Like I’m not even that big of a ghoap truther, but the thought of them being like ennis and jack? ouch 😔

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fucking love when I'm on a call with someone and they start to do a little errand or go somewhere else and they say "and you're coming with me" like. absolutely I am let's go on an adventure I've been spirited away

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I'm sorry I'm going fucking insane over trans people in sports issues the anti trans crowd has lost the fucking plot and then has the audacity to act like its the trannies who are ridiculous

I used to be of the "well the sports issue isn't really important to me its w/e I just don't want it to be a gateway into other transphobia" but oh my fucking god we are so far gone. The fencing shit is sending me over the edge. What the fuck.

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stop playing it cool, just be passionate and intense and insane and whoever sticks around is meant for you

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simon riley x reader & platonic!johnny third wheeling, my love

obsessed with the idea of you and simon dating, and johnny being the third wheel, almost like a little puppy following the two of you

haven’t even thought about the romantic or sexual aspect, like in my brain it’s literally just like you and simon and then there’s Johnny just like :)

sure you and simon text one on one, but social media? you know johnny will like this tiktok too so might as well just send it to the group chat of the three of you. half of time it’s you and johnny sending things to the group chat and simon just giving a thumbs up anyways

night in watching a movie? don’t worry, johnny grabbed the take out on his way over. I can picture him laying on his stomach at the end of the bed snacking on some popcorn, watching the movie, while you and simon are cuddling near the headboard

bringing lunch for simon? the first time you also brought johnny a lunch he swears he almost cried, he was so excited. ever since then when he sees you bringing simon lunch, he waits patiently with puppy dog eyes until you pull a bagged lunch out for him and he breaks out in a huge grin. doddles into simon’s office behind the two of you, shutting the door behind him and plopping onto the couch, happily munching away listening in to the casual conversation between you and simon.

there was even one time where you had to convince simon to let johnny join you guys on your trip during leave since johnny didn’t have his own plans. you guys were going to be gone for a week and a half, so what was johnny supposed to do if not going with you guys? (using the word convince loosely here, simon was already on board to bring his friend even if he didn’t want to admit it).

johnny just likes spending time with his two best friends and it works out even better for him that his two best friends are always together too 🤷🤷

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advertisement should be illegal. this is based in the 3rd pillar of my belief system: leave me the fuck alone

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your stupid boyfriend doesn't have a crumb of whimsy

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"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

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"No one wants to work anymore." Damn right brother. If I could sit in a beautiful field for 40 hours every week of my singular precious life I would

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you don’t gotta tell me to boycott the Nintendo prices by not buying bc i don’t have the money to get them anyways

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i just know in my bones that i will somehow make a beautiful life for myself no matter what the world throws at me

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Some of you guys have never burned a CD and it shows

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No matter how progressive or well-read you are, there are always going to be moments in your life where somebody pushes back against something that's so culturally ingrained you never even considered it before. And you'll say "Huh, it never occurred to me to challenge this but you're right" and that doesn't mean you were "morally toxic" before, it means you're a non-omniscient human capable of growth.

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witchy lovers

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its so scary to put yourself out there but a SINGLE message saying "hi i loved what you made it touched me in some way" makes it all worth it 10000%

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are you there. like mentally