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We know where this will go

Oop- protective brother Aym???

He would tbh-

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So I made some parts of the comic I was working on

THATS REALLY CUTE

See I told you I ship it 😌😌

Wedding is tomorrow actually

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What do you think

I ship it 😌

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Leader it my birthday today!!!🤩🥳

OH HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎂🎂🎂

(Sorry I'm not on this account much-)

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Vent post.

I'm still not over what ended up happening on the public server I used to have. It was getting decently big (30+ was big for me anyway) and I formed a new best friend group that was fun for months. Then all of a sudden they slowly turned on me for every little thing. Specifically after I added someone who was my best friend for a couple years- he's a chronic fucking liar and he probably said some shit behind my back and stirred things up. I can acknowledge I did some stuff wrong that they got mad at me for, like when I accidentally interrupted someone else's vent with my own. Then I used one of my own channels to vent and no one ever said anything, and during one of those vents I mentioned something about how no one even sees those and those pricks were like "no we see them". So they were just ignoring vents about me being severely depressed for who fucking knows why. Then there was the time I said something about ripping apart an animal sounds fun, which I get how that sounds, but in my defense, I am wolfkin and was having instinctual urges, which obviously I can't control. I also said very clearly I'm not doing that irl. The funniest thing that happened during then was that one of the people there (the liar) had agreed with me in dms that this very subject sounds fun, then stayed quiet when I said it publicly until someone else got mad, then he joined them. Another thing I still don't get. One of em sent a long ass "fuck you, goodbye" message in the main chat and in that message, they said, "The way you treat Vox", (the liar), "is disgusting. You use him as some sort of outlet for your 'uwu yaoi headcanons.'" The only thing I can imagine they were referring to was when I was telling him about my RadioStatic ship headcanons and he agreed with them and either said they were funny or accurate. If he was actually uncomfortable and lying about it, that is entirely his own damn fault. That guy also gave them my former AO3 account where I had a lot of proshippy stuff. I sent him a normal fic I was quite happy with, and apparently he looked through the rest of my works and showed the others and they got mad. Like- I was keeping that shit to myself out of consideration for the likely possibility that they wouldn't be a fan of it, then they get mad anyway just because it existed. That was when I thought I was some sort of abnormal mentally ill freak who needed serious help. But no, they're just fucking assholes. I'm mad at myself for being such a pushover when they left and trying to "leave on good terms". I don't know why I cared so much about trying to fix our friendships. I should've just stood my ground like I do with anyone else, or even better, kick them from the server and move on. I hate that I didn't realise they were just being unnecessarily hateful over everything I did and thinking there was something wrong with me. I'm so happy I have people now who make me feel otherwise. This is why I'm so open about being a proshipper- I don't ever want to get close to anyone who might pull this shit again. I have these people blocked, but I hope they somehow see this and know how toxic they were being for absolutely no reason. I'm not sorry for who I am and I shouldn't have let them make me think I should be.

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My theory on cotl Crowns:

So, the domains in which each Crown bearer resides - Chaos, famine, pestilence, war and death - are not original or unique to those who were controlling them (The Bishops). We see this confirmed when the Lamb destroys Narinder - the god of death - and becomes the new god of death themselves. And each Crown is powered by the worship of followers and the heretics struck down. I believe each Crown is made of compositions of the power of every previous god in that domain. The Crowns are lost when the bearer is defeated or killed, and thus it's no longer their domain. Whoever finds that Crown gains both its power and its position, and, as in a god's nature, they nurture their Crowns with more worshipping followers and more sacrifices, more power added to the Crown. Where they first originated from, I'm not sure, but it could be Chemach. Chemach, along with Clauneck and Kudaai, have been around since the first gods, not as gods themselves but as assistants or guides. Chemach makes relics, and she tells us she made her Crown herself. Her Crown, while similar in appearance to the other Crowns, doesn't appear to be much other than cosmetic for her. So, we know she can make powerful relics out of former gods, and she can make Crowns. I imagine she made the first Crowns for each fated domain, of the first gods to form those domains, and the Crowns have been passed down since.

Also, I don't think the Crowns are sentient, but rather the last lingering beliefs and morals of the first gods to hold those Crowns and that they influence the bearers towards the right path of handling their domain.

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Now leader I need your opinion on him

Oh I love it!! It gives Hollow Knight vibes tbh

The shading is done really well, way better than anything i can do atm!

The ears and the tail are super cute, the hands are good, the shirt symbols are a nice touch!

Very good! Keep it up ^^ 🤍

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Okay wait I actually am improving tho

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hiiii leader

Hello 😌

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I made a new update on my cotl oc and was wondering what you think of it

It's pretty cute! I like the helmet

The little paws on the feet are nice, by the tail I'm assuming it's some sort of canine, possibly feline

Interesting choice /pos

It's pretty detailed! Very cool!

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Well apparently I'm "good at drawing" and "my art improved" so here's some doodles from today

...it signifies how much I'm NOT in love with the Goat

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I SWEAR I'M NOT ATTRACTED TO THEM

(Art by anuphim/anu🌸 on twitter)

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So, my proper thoughts on the Goat, as the Lamb

I hate them, they're blasphemous

My entire goal was to destroy all other Crown bearers and be the only deity

The Goat is a Crown bearer

I don't care that they're from another dimension, I don't care that they're in my place in that dimension, they come here, I'M the god

We aren't equals or friends

They want to help, they abide by MY rules

...

And I do not have a crush on them

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Yall I made a post on r/asexuality abt how I hate myself for being ace bc I feel like I should be able to provide that kind of stuff for my partner and almost everyone just replied saying our relationship doesn't sound good :/

One person said smth abt how they "can't reciprocate" bc they're aromantic. Like???

Meanwhile, that absolute light of my life made a small animation about me comforting them yesterday and it made me so happy I cried.

It just pisses me off that so many people think they can make assumptions about our relationship and assume it's *bad* in any way. Jesus fuck.

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Word of advice

Be upfront about you being a proshipper so you don't get attached to someone just for them to treat you like a damn criminal when they find out

You're not a bad person, antis are just very hateful and aggressive and hostile

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Not my usual content on this account, but this is VERY IMPORTANT to me and I need to spread it around-

SPREADING THIS AROUND ON ALL MY TUMBLR ACCOUNTS

AS IT SAYS ON THE POST, WE NEED TO *RESPECTFULLY* SPREAD THE WORD AROUND ON SOCIAL MEDIA

POST CREDITS TO MARLEE WEREWOLF

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Another kin announcement!

Turns out, in addition to being Lunar, I am also Sunrise or Sun from The Security Breach Shows/Sun and Moon Show on youtube.

So that's something ^^'