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They make me siiiick.

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Someone once called him "Dean Winchester Princess of Suicide" in the tags of one of my posts and I just wanted to say that I think about that daily

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“cause maybe I was born to hold you in these arms” (x)

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5.13 The Song Remains the Same

One unimportant little man. What makes you think you get to choose?

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Anz’s 14k celebration requests samwena/destiel parallels - requested by @hellhazers (more sets: here & here)

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I bet you did.

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a ‘quick’ doodle… cas is a biter

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x

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i do think jensen over-exaggerates the whole "i was just watching misha perform" / "i forgot to act" a little bit as a strategic way to avoid ascribing any specific emotion to dean in that scene. not because i think he doesn't know what dean was feeling or because he thinks dean doesn't love cas back, but because, as he's said multiple times before (and which i Agree with him about!!) it's not his place as an actor to tell us "word of god" style what dean was or was not feeling. it's the audience's job to read the scene and come to our own conclusion. and also, IF/WHEN there's a continuation we will likely (hopefully) get to see dean expand on his feelings. the whole "can we talk about that goodbye for a sec". like, misha can talk abt cas's feelings more freely and definitively because CAS got to talk abt cas's feelings on screen. though what we do know is that it's jensen's belief that dean didn't full process cas's words until after when he was sitting alone sobbing. and that jensen was thinking in that moment as dean that he should've said something. should've told cas he loved him too and hugged him. and so, because of this, and because i Know that man thinks SO much abt dean and specific choices i therefore call BULL (a little bit) (affectionately) on his whole "i forgot to act" and i think it was a deliberate choice to play dean as "confused" and processing / overwhelmed and unable to speak, and only later processing after the fact. (also let us not forget his whole admission to "playing a montage of cas scenes in his mind" during that scene)

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I fuck with SPN now, so here’s sad Dean.

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12x12, Stuck in the Middle (With You) 14x10, Nihilism 15x08, Our Father, Who Aren’t in Heaven 15x18, Despair

[ID. Four GIFS comparing similar lines in the last four seasons of Supernatural. In the first GIF Mary sighs and tells Sam “Since when is life about getting what you want” In the second GIF Pamela leans towards Dean in the back office of Rocky’s Bar and asks him “How come you only want what you can’t have?” In the third GIF Adam shrugs off Dean’s apology with “Since when do we get what we deserve?.” In the fourth GIF Castiel, early in his confession, tells Dean “Because the one thing I want, it’s something I know I can’t have.” /END ID

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Conspiracy theories are things the cia or cw just straight up admitted to doing

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