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The Quiet

It’s late.   I take a deep breath.   In this quiet moment I let the tears flow. I prefer to cry alone.  I’m authentic in this moment. The fear is real. The moment is surreal. I feel gratitude for the moments I have left. “One breath at a time”  I say when it’s just us.   A reminder to us both. I play music, we stare at the TV show.   I can’t do the quiet with her. The thin thread…

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Low grade depression?

I know the term low grade fever is used when describing someone having a fever that is not dangerous. I feel like these last few months I have had a low-grade depression, because I am functional, I go to work, I make an effort to sociable for the most part. But the solitude that I normally cherish and value and find satisfaction is not fulfilling. I find that the things that I love are starting…

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Uncensored and Unfiltered?

I have started and erased a few rants this month.  I have considered adding a new category to my site called “Uncensored and Unfiltered” because that is the only way I could in good conscious write some of the things I deleted.  It would serve as a disclaimer or maybe more of a rating like the movies.  If you see the tag and you are easily offended, you will not read the post… right?  Well,…

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Te Amo Mami

It is the MLK holiday and as I like to do when I have a day off from the “jobby-job” that pays the bills and keeps me fed and clothed, I like to focus on my writing.  In my search for a better understanding of how to put my thoughts and stories on paper, I was reading a passage from MLK Jr’s “Letter from Birmingham”, while making mental notes of his style of writing, without much notice my mind…

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(via Thank You For Entering)

Everyone comes into my life for a reason.