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lan sizhui and lan jingyi for a prompt <3

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I was just re-reading something I wrote and I kind of cooked ngl!!

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i'm still alive 🤯 here's a shitty sketch

rodent save me rodent, vincent save me vincent

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heyyy wassupppp

lowkey forgot this app existed but hiiiii

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bro it’s been over 2 monthes ☹️

are u acc gonna finish fengshen fic by end of october?? 😔

that's a really good question and the answer is since i completely forget about it until you remind me it probably maybe won't be but i'll try my best okay 😭

tho i did get another prompt that cAughT my fAncy........

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Inktober Day 7: Eyes

another school doodle that got out of hand!! things are so nice when you have a sub <3 tws idk if they apply but just in case yk

don't look too closely... you may find something you shouldn't...

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Inktober Day 6: Grief

this was originally supposed to be shen qingqiu with zhengyang but i forgot how to draw robes in this position so i altered it to be a modern au version of my oc's. pls ignore the name of the gravestone i PROMISE you it's not that deep lmao

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THIS IS SO GOOD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @chrysofightme! Here's a drawing of Chinmayi!

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Inktober Day 5: Swords

ehh i ended up doodling this for fun and then it got out of hand, hehe. tbh the haircut reminds me of shen yuan!! i did the plaid skirt by hand so im glad it turned out okay, and im so enjoying doing the backgrounds like this. it's my jam- *gets shot*

tf you mean it's the 17th? i think you're in a different timeline man

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i saw this in the making 😼

prompt complete for tgcf rarepair action @luckymoonly

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Inktober Day 4: Wine

Another more saturated version is under the cut in case you want to see it!! Apologies if it's unorthodox, I messed up a bunch on the sketches. And what do you mean, it's October 9th? You must be tweaking.

Anyway, I wanted to practice coloring traditionally since normally I sketch and then take a picture to color it online (definitely not because my one and only art slot was taken by another WIP, cough cough, kleki.com). Still, I don't think it came out too badly... even if it looks better in person.

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Inktober Day 3: Studying

also this is a prompt submitted to @hkvthm-action by @flatvvoods (i think their on twitter but they didn't specify)

i hope it meets their expectations bc it didn't meet mine but!! i really tried!!!!

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Inktober Day 2: Video Games ALSO!! this was a prompt for the juniors gotcha for gaza: Ouyang Zizhen letting Lan Jinyi believe he's better at video games than him for anonymous :D

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Inktober Day 1: Moon

moon guang :> also fanart for every night, i'm talking to the moon by @good-vs-evo not sure if i'll do the rest of the days but in case i don't, consider this my submission for my first ever inktober, 2024!! ALSO. i was a teensie weensie bit tired so please ignore everything below the knee area :>

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There is a bleeding-heart cage made of gold, with soft beds and the freshest water inside. One day, a crow walks by. "Hello!" the bleeding-heart cries, "Would you like to come inside?"

OR: Miyo Asuki is born in a world where everyone has wings. Her own are said to be the "most beautiful" in the world: bold claims, but fitting for royalty such as herself- even if being royalty comes with the increased chance of being assasinated. When a girl named Bea Chiho comes into the palace, Miyo is excited to finally make a friend that may not see her for only her wings. But in the end when truths are revealed, none of them know what to do.

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if u had to choose to stop reading (books) 4ever, stop drawing 4ever, or stop writing 4ever what would u choose?

oh shit uhhhhhhh idk. i have no clue. erm. fuck. uhgh. ugh. ahjhjr. erm. akejrhkjaehr . i'll get back to you 19 to 3091349834 business days.

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is the last sentence a love confession

sometimes you have those moments when you realize just how truly *human* everyone is. like yes, i knew they all had their own lives, but now it's hitting me like a bullet train that these people have people who they care about and care about them, that they have hardships and memories that they cherish and regrets that they want to forget and theyre alive and it's beautiful that theyre alive. and i want to help them, want to ease their lives, but it's hard. and then the feeling fades, and now it's just a fact that lives in your subconcious- but you want it to come back. it was overwhelming, sure, but i want to be aware of *you*. i want YOU to be happy and i want to know the memories you love and the hidden past you've always wanted to share. be human with me. talk about yourself. i want to listen. i want to be (with you).