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guys i rlly need some advice

so there’s this con next week and i wanna go in cosplay

and i’ve been hyperfixating on saya no uta recently so i wanted to go as saya

but when i told my friend who knows nothing abt the game, i could tell she wasn’t a fan of it or me cosplaying as saya

i’m also scared that i’ll be judged for cosplaying a character from a controversial game

so should i cosplay saya? i already ordered the wig and i’m currently looking for a dress that fits the one she wears

but yeah i rlly need a second opinion :(

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nvm i’m okey ily guys

you guys are all liars!!!!! no one cares about me!!!!! no one’s gonna save me!!!! you all want me to rot don’t you!!!!

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Hope you're doing better, love you <3

tysm ily too :(

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you guys are all liars!!!!! no one cares about me!!!!! no one’s gonna save me!!!! you all want me to rot don’t you!!!!

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i wanna rip my hair out can somebody pls just shoot me already

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i’m lowkey spiralling sorry

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had a dream last night that my best friend found my tumblr

anyways i changed my username!

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i don't think i'll ever leave the jirai community. even if i decide in the future to focus fully on recovery (which i don't think i will) i have too many friends here to just move away. that'd hurt both of us, so i'll stick here close as i can to forever /pos

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does everyones dad hate their oldest daughter or is it just mine

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Me and WHO!!~~ °//w//°

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i’m genuinely so unlovable

it makes me feel ill

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i feel like i can’t even call myself dis0rdered

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Coming to the realization that I'm actually not smart at all, I'm just good at regurgitating information.

I want to create something original but all I can do is replicate things that others have already created.

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don’t hospitalise me for this one but omfg ppl irl have been annoying me SO MUCH lately!!!! i need to be alone in my room for at least a week straight or else i might just stab someone

i wish i was kidding