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12/9/24

Today was alright. I woke up at five to let my dog out, and couldn't get back to sleep, so i had to stay up. I had coffee to wake up more, then went to the gym. I don't usually have coffee before the gym, but I needed it today. I had scrambled eggs for breakfast, then got some laundry done. I read another chapter of One Of Us Is Lying...it's gotta be Bronwyn, bruh. I also started a new book called Court Of The Vampire Queen (?)...and it's very to the point, straight from the beginning. I've been feeling nauseous lately and Idk why :( I just ate dinner, and now I need to study for my written CNA test because it's on the 21st

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12/1/24

Soooo, I did not make that cake for thanksgiving. Didn't have space in the fridge. I'm just hoping the stuff doesn't go bad before I can make it. A few days before thanksgiving, my bf got in an accident. He's okay, but his car was totaled, so Idk when I'll get to see him again, other than christmas. I DNF'd a few books again too. I still feel guilty every time I do that, but I just couldn't get through them (The Magus, and Sense and Sensibility). Thanksgiving was pretty good, we're still eating leftovers. I'm back in the gym consistently again and my body is so sore. I have my written CNA test coming up and might also have to start looking for a new job. I wanted to wait until i get my CNA license before leaving my job, because I don't want to have a temporary job in between for just a month or two, but I may have to. My work is getting a new automated board for drive-thru that takes orders, and that's mostly what I do, so without that, I'd only be cashing out and cleaning. That means they'd probably cut my hours, and they're already only scheduling me 7 a week. I still have my other job, but that's one check a month and it's from home. That won't do.

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11/19/24

SIIIIIIGHHHHH. Yesterday was pretty good but now I feel so empty. My anniversary was on the 16th, but he worked, so we went out yesterday. We went out to Cheesecake Factory then went shopping at the mall. He bought me a dress, a bow, a choker, and fishnets. I love the dress, I wore it today. My makeup also came out pretty good, I felt so pretty. Mom and I went out to get the ingredients for a pumpkin cake I'm making for thanksgiving, then we tried the new dulce de leche frappe from McDonald's. When we got home, I made a salad and watched a movie with my mom and grandma. Now i'm just relaxing with a candle lit. Might watch a movie or something, but I also need to study. I also finally started reading A Court of Thorns and Roses a few days ago, and i'm already pretty into it. Gonna read some more tonight. Though, still pissed I bought it and Barnes and Noble for $30 just to find out Walmart had it for $12.

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10/12/24

Finally, the fall weather is coming. Things are going alright. It's not hotter than Satan's ballsack anymore, and Aftershock is tomorrow. I'm so excited. I also was able to schedule the written portion of the CNA test, but it's not until the end of December. And Halloween is coming!

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Archived Entry: 12/16/15

Dear diary,

I'm losing it...

Grades, tests, friends, my appearance, it's all challenging me right now. My grades have really dropped. It's mostly because i have zeros, but I'm about to fix those. I feel like an idiot. We take a science test every friday, and I keep getting a C or a D. I feel like I'm losing my friends, like they secretly hate me. I hate everything about myself. My weight, skin, legs, eyes, hair, all of it. Christmas is in nine days and I'm not in the spirit at all.

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9/9/24

I woke up early today because I planned to do my makeup and go grocery shopping. I wound up procrastinating and not having the time to do my makeup, but I still went to the grocery store. After my dumbass forgot the important first step of cooking the noodles when I was making mac and cheese from scratch the other day and completely fucked it up, I went out today and rebought all the ingredients to make it properly. When I got home, I just relaxed the rest of the day. Since I had to get up early and it was hella hot when I got home, I didn't go to the gym today. I still made progress though, because I submitted my application to move forward with scheduling my CNA tests :) Now we wait.

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8/31/24

Feelin' pretty good...for now. Yesterday, my boyfriend and I went to SacAnime. I didn't get to cosplay like I wanted, but I still had fun. Unfortunately, we had to wait in line outside for three hours, because we thought they opened at nine but they actually opened at 12. I got a Loki comic, X-Men comic, Spider-Man comic, a Sailor Moon print, a Wolverine print, a snake ring, and a fancy pair of scissors that look like a dagger. For my my birthday, J got me a Nightmare Before Christmas mini backpack. The Wolverine print is by the same artist that made the Winter Soldier and Ghost Face prints I have, that I got from SacAnime last year. And the ring I bought matches a pair of earrings I already had. Today, I woke up early and went to the gym. It's a little irritating because they completely remodeled so almost everything is moved, and they got a bunch of new upgraded equipment, so I have to learn how to use them all. When I got home, I started some laundry and I cleaned up my room. I need to find frames for the new prints now. I'm about to read a bit and relax until dinner. Tomorrow, I work.

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8/19/24

We got a new dryer! Finally, I can do my laundry and not worry. The last one was becoming a fire hazard so we bought a new one a few days ago, but it was finally delivered today. I started yesterday, so I didn't go to the gym this morning. It was nice getting to sleep in. I don't work again until Wednesday. I just spent today watching a movie and writing. I decided to start a new story, it's gonna be a Tom Hiddleston fanfic. I prefer completely original works, but sometimes it's nice to write a little fanfic. People seem to enjoy those more on my Wattpad anyway. After I write a few chapters, I'm probably gonna read a bit. Tomorrow I'm gonna do my laundry and get some cleaning done. I'll also need to study.

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Archived Entry: 12/18/23

I'm worn out. The original plan was that I'd wake up early, do some laundry, get some cleaning done, then meet up with an old friend. There was a thunderstorm last night, so I didn't sleep well, and didn't wake up early. I woke up at 7 instead of 6. I did some cleaning and got some laundry done. It was still pouring this morning. Since it was raining, I texted my friend and asked if he wanted to reschedule. We were supposed to meet up at a park not far from my house. He said he doesn't mind the rain, and even offered to come to my house. I don't like bringing people to my house, plus I don't feel comfortable in my room with a guy who's not my boyfriend. So, I gave in and we met up despite the weather. I got ready quickly and left at noon. It was fun. We talked and laughed and caught up. After I got home, I finished some chores I needed to get done. Now I'm unwinding in bed. I might work on some art, I haven't done that in a while. Tomorrow I have to get some groceries and run some errands.

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8/16/24

Today's date is so satisfying 😩 Anyway...today is a rest day, so I didn't go to the gym. I still woke up early though because I couldn't get back to sleep, so I've been up since 6. I made a cup of coffee with pumpkin pie creamer and pumpkin cold foam. That shit slapped. I received my new Cirkul bottle yesterday and I'm so excited. I had one of the basic plastic ones before but had problems with it growing mold constantly, so I got one of the insulated metal ones and got to choose the color, so that's cool. I got some laundry done, but not as much as I needed. Our dryer is having issues and becoming a fire hazard, so we have to get a new one tomorrow. I just want to wash my bedding, man. I did my makeup and wrote a few new chapters of my story. I plan on scheduling the written portion of the CNA test soon, and I'm so nervous. I'm about to study and maybe play Sims. Tomorrow I'm going to the gym but thats about my only plans.

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8/8/24

Today was productive :) I got up early and went to the gym since I didn't work today. After the gym, I ordered some food and had a banana smoothie with strawberry bursting boba. I played Sims for a bit and I'm about to read. I just finished making some cosplay content and might make more tomorrow. Tomorrow, I heading to walmart to run some errands since I won't be seeing my boyfriend. I also need to study, I plan to take at least the written portion of my CNA test this month. My birthday is the 29th and I'm having an ice cream cake this year :)

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7/24/24

It was too hot after work and I really wanted to hop into the shower, so I didn't go to the gym after work, I just worked out at home. I worked a short shift today, but didn't get my break :/ It's so fucking hot outside. I'm about to eat dinner then take a shower. Afterwards, I need to study, then I'm gonna read a bit. Tomorrow I'm going to the gym for sure, since I don't start work until 12, so I have time to go before then.