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★彡["ᴄᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴀ ɢʟɪᴍᴘꜱᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ɪɴᴠᴇɴᴛᴏʀʏ."]彡★

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pov me reading the 80 mile long list of trigger warnings on every chapter of crimson rivers

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the black brothers never made up ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ they never got to heal from their childhood trauma ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ they didn’t get to grow old together ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ they didn’t get to be brothers again ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

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hot take but i don’t think sirius would ever get mad about james and regulus being together. i think he’d be quite happy about it. it only means regulus is forced to stay in his life since james won’t ever leave his, so

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AAAHHHH

Crimson rivers spoiler

I can’t with this lyrics of The Water is Fine

Blood runs thicker than water

Blood runs thicker than water

Blood runs thicker than water

But both feel the same when your eyes are closed

Regulus drowned in blood in this story

Regulus drowned in water in canon

But both feel the same when your eyes are closed

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my mice staring at the shadowy figure twitching, sobbing and cackling in front if a large glowing box at 3AM:

(i’m rereading crimson rivers)

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starchaser "just because" jegulus

fic: crimson rivers by bizarrestars

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just finished crimson rivers. i will never recover.

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CRIMSON RIVERS IS THE MOST ANXIETY INDUCING FIC TO EVER EXIST

i’m rereading the arena breakout, why the fuck am i so stressed???? I KNOW WHAT HAPPENS

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reading the maze chapter of crimson rivers at work and the kids are watching the maze episode of phineas and ferb. sirius is fighting for his life and im listening to “it’s so much fun not knowing where you’re goin” ���

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crivers remus you will forever be iconic

Courtesy of tiktok

What I was reading (or at least posting about) on this day in 2022.

Remus "unfuck this man" Lupin when it comes to Sirius.

-crimson rivers wolfstar my beloveds

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i’m sorry but can we talk about the second games in crimson rivers????

like yeah sure regulus and james are fighting, but SIRIUS AND REGULUS???? idc about jegulus THE BLACK BROTHER ANGST KILLS ME EVERYTIME

they actually make me wanna rip my eyeballs out regulus’ “you’re dead to me” is the most horrible gut wrenching line in the entire universe, and is SUCH a sibling thing to say like OH MY LORD

and them in the games???? regulus making everyone believe he’s going to kill sirius???? but instead he’s actually planning on getting sirius so mad that he kills regulus????!!!! and he tries to use remus as bait I- GOD I CANT

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you said normal girls were boring but you were gone when I showed you the bar graph I made showing the number of times I cried in each chapter of crimson rivers

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I've just finished Crimson Rivers. It's 3.37am and I'm sobbing my soul out of my body. I am not the same person I was before 3.37am. This beautiful great big tragedy will haunt me for the rest of my days. Regulus Arcturus Black and I are the same person. Jegulus dynamic is the most precious thing to me in the world. Wolfstar healed me while traumatizing me. I'm a fucker for Black brothers angst, their lore knows no limits when it comes to shatter me whole. PRONGSFOOT MY BELOVES. There was a landmine. A landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine a landmine. NO ONE THINKS TO LOOK UP UNTIL THERE'S A SOUND (I think I will not sleep tonight). There are sosososo many things that will stay with me forever from this story. I'm so grateful and so broken after Crimson Rivers that I can assure I am not the same person. "You're hesitating, love" I screamed the three times I read that. Always his little brother.

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I'm literally dying inside

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do you ever just randomly think about how sirius volunteered so regulus didn't have to go into the hunger games and then regulus ended up having to go anyway or are you sane

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things the marauders fandom has ruined for me

pink sticky notes

accidentally in love by counting crows (specifically in shrek 2)

leather jackets

grape jelly

red converse

david bowie

toast

mars bars

bagels

stargazing

any taylor swift song

eucalyptus + lavender scent combo

halloween

timothee chalamet

rubik’s cubes

several very specific paintings

paintings and art museums in general

10 things i hate about you

leonard cohen by boygenius

the grudge by olivia rodrigo