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You're fucking KIDDING ME. THAT'S WHY THE GAME NEVER HAD ANY PROGRESS?? THAT'S WHY THE COMMUNITY WAS LIKE THAT????

Jesus FUCKING Christ.

This shit is wild.

Man, this is a fully funded project, people's money went into this this???

I'm trying so hard not be a bitch about this but...Oh my fucking god. I have hundreds of dollars put into SDJ from supporting the patreon. And my financial input PALES in comparison to some of the other members of the community. I'm so sorry for the backers of this project.

I know for a fact a few of the community members were 125 tier supporters.

I know mental health is important, but...I don't know how to feel about this.

I do actually.

I feel fleeced.

I still want to know what exactly has been done for the game since the demo.

This sucks. I really liked SDJ. Just in the interest of money I hope the game gets completed.

Hey... SDJ community, how we feeling? It's been kind of tough lately to process all the stuff going on at Snaccpop. I mostly stayed out of it publicly aside from discussing the events with some close mutuals.

I guess I just wanted to ask if everyone's good? I'm going to be fine, but this projects fruition still meant a lot to me and others. It's probably impacted you all somewhat with the different news and such.

So, if everything's all well and good, spill your guts.

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Decided to jump on Atlyss, had a pretty great time. Fishie imp. 💖

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And now time for something completely different.

Here is my one OC, Slashly Ashley, an demon serial killer summoned from an old ritual heard in an urban legend. Very tropey, very much a parody on the slasher genre.

Facts about Ashley :

* 5'10"

*looks to be about mid twenties, 24/25

* smells like love spell from Victoria secret

* pussy tastes like bubblegum but there is a distinct metallic flavor if you kiss her.

* all of her fashion takes are from 90's and y2k popculture

* is a lesbian, who favors eating women's souls but not their flesh.

* loves eating the flesh of men, but desecrates their soul straight into hell.

* is an excellent dancer

* eats constantly and is a messy eater, loves BBQ chips and famous Amos cookies.

* can be distracted by singing classic eurodance. I.e. All around the world, Barbie girl

* was given a plur bracelet once by a pretty rave girl and that pretty rave girl went on to be very successful in life

* has a soft spot for nuns

I was spired by Pamela Anderson, the actresses from White Chick's, and my own interest in pretty girls and rave culture.

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Someone said more Texan Jacktor and I had a moment.

Ignore the absolute SHIT job on the buckle.

pls

Also I don't know if the 'sun rays' make sense but oh well.

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While I will not share deets on the demo, I feel the vibe shift for 'Jacktor'. I made him a devious creature here. Also, I got lazy with the tats lmao. The crown is my own touch for my own art.

POV: Once in a while, there are moments when the tone shift in Jack's voice drips with something more venomous and bitter than anything you could ever imagine.

Recently, the offers of safety and protection in his strong arms feel more like threats.

You can't pull away anymore. He's made sure of that.

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My take on 90's Jack! I'm not super pleased with his lack of bulk, but I adore his hair and face💖 also featured is various sunshine writings.

I will never stop drawing him in crop tops I fear.

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I really love your art style! I saw it on Pinterest once but was never able to find it again till now. Anyway, I saw your post with Jean, and his hairstyle kind of reminded me of 90s Ryo Asuka (not trying to insult in any way, I think it looks cool). Did you take inspiration from it?

OMG I feel so terrible I've never answered this!! And you don't insult me at all, Devilman is once of my favorite series. I didn't pull inspo from that, but I am flattered to be associated <3 SO sorry for not seeing this :[ Thank you for liking my art!!

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Feeling very inspired by JambeeBot's diligence and wonderful creativity, so I decided to jump headfirst back into the SDJ fandom <3 It's been a minute since I drew our resident ray of hope, and I'd like to think I've improved since then! He is featured here with a lil bed head.

I gotta say, I missed him. :']

POV: The haunted photo had somehow led to your (already cramped) bed being taken over by a hulking ray of sunshine. You promised him that he'd eventually get shirts that weren't cut at the waist. You were lying and he knew that but he loved your antics all the same. <3

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I fell into bg3 and I fell HARD

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lmao did a doodle of the boys talking about the new gaffer.

My headcannon is that they hate each other but still talk to each other because they don't know that they hate each other if that makes sense...?

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Okay! I reworked this sketch and left it uncolored because I was unhappy with it.

Anyways, here's Tate again. Fais dodo 'sha.

It was nice knowing you bebé.

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POV: You're a gaffer on the set on the set of The Sunny Time Crew Show.

You've had your eyes on the actor that plays Jack, but much to your misfortune the actor that plays Rory has had his eyes on you.

After sending you on various runs throughout the day Jean had demanded you deliver his new pack of cigarettes to his dressing room. Alone.

Good luck Sugar.

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I drew a cursed nasty boi based on @threadsun stories!

Honestly I was super stuck on the hair. I know Rory has the longer hair, but I wondered if it could be a wig? Then I saw an old Jambee image with short hair so I stuck with that and kina combined both?

Also...This was my first time doing lighting like this...I don't know if I love it...I imagine Jean would bully me over it. Perchance.

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Screammmmm absolutely TRANSCENDENT 💖💖💖💖💖💖

Zelophilia! If you would be so kind, I would like to request the jealousy kink with Jack. Like we know he gets stabby, but what if our dear sunshine got off on the idea of making Jack jealous to reap the benefits of delicious jealous make up sex? Drool.

Content: zelophilia, rough sex, degradation, biting blood, implication of murder

For the ask game

There's nothing quite like his bloodstained gloves gripping your hips tight enough to bruise. The way his teeth and lips mark up your neck, shoulders, chest. The pace at which he fucks you, like he's trying to punish you for daring to make him jealous.

"Couldn't help being slutty, could you Sunshine?" His voice is a low growl as he fucks you into the mattress. "I couldn't let him have you. No one else can have you."

"Jack~" Your legs lock around his waist, nails digging into his shoulders as he pounds into you.

"See what you made me do, Sunshine? I didn't want to, but you forced my hand. Flirting with him like a shameless whore. What else could I do?"

With how tight he holds your hips, you know you'll wind up with finger-shaped bruises. And plenty of blood to wash off too. Some of it your own, spilling around his teeth as he bites hard into your shoulder. All you can do is cling to him and moan, aching for more. For him to punish you more.

"You're mine. And I won't let you forget it."

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Fixed the goddamn shorts >:[

Take two!!! I drew our sweetheart

POV: You and Joseph finally spend the night together after dating for a few weeks. 

You woke up in his bed, covered in marks from the night before. Your face flushed at the memory of the desperate love making between you and him. Your fingers traced along the tender bites on your shoulders, reliving the feel of Joseph's tongue lapping at your skin. 

His beathy moans echoed between your ears while his full chapped lips brushed against the pulse of your neck. It was difficult to focus on anything while he drove himself into you, but through the moans of promises and praise Joseph said something that stood out like a nail in the floorboard. 

 "I'm gonna marry you some day baby...I'll give you everything...Just...Love me.. Please.."

Your heart throbbed. The innocent way he asked for you to love him flooded your body with feelings of bittersweet endearment. His soft doe eyes pleaded for your heart while he gave himself to you physically. Your hands gently clasped his face and he paused just long enough to hear your answer.

Your reverie was torn from you at the sound of Joseph entering his bedroom. He looked at you with a curious smile and asked "Hey baby, I'm glad you're up. Want some coffee?"

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Yoooooo!! I had to fix the shorts and I'm glad I did. It works better and fits with his Jack design.

I am mad irritated about it tho

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Omfg consistency in style??? Lol what the fuck is that??? Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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I drew clown daddy!

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POV: You compliment Jack's pajamas and he poses for you cutely.

He then brags about his time at the university, much to your confusion. Cloudy Town had a university? Impossible...Right?

You couldn't resist asking.

"So...Uh...What did you major in?"

Jack beams and excitedly says "I'm glad you asked Sunshine! My major was in Early childhood education, with a minor in fun!"

You smile and nod, stifling a giggle at the absurdity of it all. But, when he starts speaking about his favorite facets of childhood development and the studies he found most interesting you begin to consider the truth of his statement...

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Whew! Finally! I'm very proud of that shirt.

GO CLOWN U!!

Side note, I've only ever drawn fem presenting bodies, so this is very fun and refreshing to draw male bodies. Just in the small time I've drawn SDJ characters I've really seen my art improve. Like, tremendously.

I have two more of these to draw. One is obviously Jacktor/Joseph, but the other is very secret. <3

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I drew sad daddy lmaoooo

Sad lil meow meow.

Nah but even tho he's for the streets (right now anyways) I have an immense soft spot for him.