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I love a mf that make time for me.

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How superficial to spread your energy thin with different women

a real man knows one woman is enough

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cheating don’t even cross your mind when you got who you want

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then i’m aching all over again, clawing at the spaces between us, trying to pull you closer to something you don’t even notice is missing. i call you, hoping this time you’ll hear it in my voice, the thing i can’t say out loud, the impossible ask i keep swallowing back. couldn’t you just want me the way i want to be wanted? couldn’t you miss me so much it steals your sleep? couldn’t you look at me like i’m the only thing holding your world together? couldn’t you try, just once, to make me feel like i’m the only thing that matters? it’s not fair to ask, i know that, but the ache doesn’t care about fair.

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If I were to die,

the sun would still rise,

the tide would still flow,

the leaves would fall,

and grow again.

It doesn't mean

I wasn't worth the while.

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— Roland Barthes, A Lover's Discourse; Fragments [translated by Richard Howard]

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Toxic is when they can't let you go, but can't treat you right either.

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It was that smile. The first time I saw it, I knew I wanted to see it for the rest of my life.

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You're all I think of.

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Never beg anyone for anything, not time, not attention, not love, nothing.

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"I have my mothers rage, and my father's ability to walk away. this, I've learned, is a very lonely combination."

Rose Brik, my father's eyes, my mother's rage

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Lu

Darling, you made everyone else unattractive to me.

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i like dates. i like quality time. i like reassurance. i like spending time together.i like reciprocated energy..

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We don’t talk anymore in the 3D,

You’re no longer mine,

So I lie here with this void,

An empty space inside.

My consciousness drifts,

To the 5D,

A dimension of all time and space,

A universe where we’re entwined,

Where we first meet,

And our souls collide.

I am yours, and you are mine,

I promise I’ll always find you,

In the next lifetime.

-mng

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Having access to me is rare, don't blow that shit.

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Communication is never hard for someone that’s actually obsessed with you