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That feel when you've been sitting at the computer for three hours and have written exactly zero words

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Author of a series/book/movie: *gives a bad/sad ending to a character*

Fanfiction Author: *puts away their sleep schedule*

Fanfiction Author: *gets their keyboard*

Fanfiction Authors: hold my eyelids because I will not sleep tonight. Not if I'm not done making my sunshine happy how they should be.

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Plotting some holiday fics and hoping to get at least one of them done in time for Christmas

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Happy Birthday Satoru🥇🎉

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Finished uploading all the chapters of Fragments! Normally I struggle with endings, but the ending was actually the first thing I wrote and I really love how it turned out, so if you'd like, please check it out ٩(◕‿◕｡)۶

Random trivia for this fic (with spoilers for Jujutsu Kaisen and the fic itself) and personal ramblings are all under the cut (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

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I've been wanting to write a SatoSugu fic for a long time and it was really the ending of JJK that made me start writing it. I actually liked the final chapter because I love that Nobara, Megumi, and Yuji just got a breather with a silly little case, but I was definitely unsatisfied with a lot of the lead-up and I didn't like how we didn't get any proper closure on Gojo (Plus, isn't the world of JJK a lot worse off now? And nobody really talked about it? And Sukuna had some sort of backstory that never became relevant until the last three pages? Plus Yuji found out the truth of his parents offscreen?? Huh???)

So I wrote this to cheer myself up ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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I had fifteen chapters written out before I posted it because originally, I'd done the outline for twenty chapters. Then stuff happened and it somehow ended up being thirty five chapters long. I couldn't decide whose POV I wanted it to be from, so I settled on switching between Gojo's and Geto's POV

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I loved Riko's character from the get-go and, even though I knew it was going to happen, I was heartbroken when she was killed. So I had to include her in and give her the happy ending she deserved. I like to think she would've been good friends with everyone at Jujutsu High had she lived. I also gave her a water-based cursed technique because a lot of her happier times in JJK seem to revolve around the water (the beach, the aquarium, the river)

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Somehow this fic turned into a little personal contest to see how many of my favorite characters from JJK I could include. I just wish I could've expanded on Yuki's character since I really liked her too, but I just couldn't figure out how

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Shoko was supposed to appear at some point, but by then, the story had gone in a whole different direction than what I had drafted, so I had to cut her scenes out because they no longer made sense

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I made Gojo and Geto childhood best friends just because I love that trope so much. I love the idea of them being reincarnated in a peaceful world where they got to grow up with each other. I'd like to write a oneshot one day set in this universe where they're kids getting into trouble

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God, I struggled with chapters 29 and 30 and rewrote them several times. Everything sounded a little OOC because there's a lot of emotional vulnerability and neither Gojo nor Geto (especially Gojo) seem like the sort of people who would allow themselves to be that vulnerable with another person, but eventually I came up with something I liked. Plus hey, maybe they're a little more emotionally intelligent in this world ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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I like writing dream scenes. They show up in a lot of the fics I've written and there are a ton in this one. They're not prophetic dreams, but mainly manifestations of the character's fears coupled with past and present memories

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I'd always planned to include original characters since it's a reincarnation AU, but I didn't plan for Satoko (Gojo's grandmother in this fic) to have such a big role. I made up a whole story of what happened to her during her first life as a member of the Gojo clan, but it was too much and just didn't fit with the rest of the fic, so I had to cut it out. I really wish we could've learned a little more about the previous Six Eyes users in canon (actually, I wish we could've learned a little more about everyone in canon, particularly their families)

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I wrote most of chapter 31 while listening to the Digimon: The Movie soundtrack (yes, that "so bad it's good" pastiche of three different movies that came out in North America). I'm a Digimon fan myself, so I had to include a few references in the fic

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The final chapter is my favorite. The idea of the trio somehow seeing Gojo's ghost when they visit his grave is hilarious to me. I also wrote it while listening to "Ao no Sumika/ The First Take" because it's just perfect

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Of course they're the songs I listened to while writing my SatoSugu fanfic (o˘◡˘o)

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With only five more chapters left to post, I thought now was a good a time as any to promote my newest fic Fragments. This is a Sato/Sugu reincarnation AU where curses don't exist, but somehow, they keep springing up and Gojo's working hard to stop them. There's a mystery, hurt/comfort, a slow burn romance, canon typical violence, and even a few Digimon references (and spoilers for the series overall, so please be careful if you're an anime-only). I wrote it to cheer myself up after Jujutsu Kaisen ended, so please check it out if you wanna see my take on what I think happened to Gojo and Geto (and a bunch of other characters) after that one scene in the manga (IYKYN) (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

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Is there a word or phrase for when a month goes by and all you’ve done is think about the relationship issues of two ineffable beings?

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Sat down to write a fic about Crowley and Aziraphale, but through the efforts of procrastination, I somehow ended up writing a fic about Muriel and Eric ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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Me and all my besties mooning over the new Renga art

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all the love we unravel

merry christmas @koyue from your secret santa 🎅!!

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The TARDIS is officially fed up with Yaz and the Doctor never confronting their feelings for each other and decides to do something about it the same day that the Doctor decides it's Christmas on the TARDIS.

aka the one where yaz gets stuck in a timeloop

read on ao3

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Merry Christmas, @goddessyonakuromatoki! I'm your Thasmin Secret Santa and I've written you a little fic that you can find here on AO3: Hearts for Stars . If you have an AO3 username, please let me know and I'll gift it to you there. I hope you enjoy it and have a wonderful holiday season! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ Special thanks to @thasminsecretsanta! Thanks so much for hosting this event (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ

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super quick doodle before bed bc tadashi’s birthday art was just so good ;w;

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Lowkey still can't believe I got to see Vampire Gerard in the flesh

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We're getting an OVA and a new season for SK8?!?! OMG My weekend is complete!!!

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Me sustaining myself with all the nice comments on my fic

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“Man decays, his corpse is dust. All his kin have perished; But a book makes him remembered through the mouth of its reciter.” - The Immortality of Writers (Papyrus Chester Beatty IV)

Thank you for everything, Kazuki Takahashi ☆