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🐝  *  ―  𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action.  )

[ wipe ] sender wipes away receiver's tears [ hurt ] sender hurts receiver with words [ lonely ] sender finds receiver alone in a dark room [ wounded ] sender patches up receiver's wounds [ crying ] sender finds receiver crying [ help ] sender runs to receiver when they scream for help [ nightmare ] sender wakes receiver up from a nightmare [ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying [ hold on ] sender pulls receiver into their arms [ anger ] sender takes their anger out on receiver [ argue ] sender gets into a heated argument with receiver [ scared ] sender scares receiver [ sick ] sender cares for receiver while they are sick [ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something [ fight ] sender gets into a physical fight with receiver [ comfort ] sender tries to comfort receiver [ blood ] sender notices that receiver is bleeding [ collapse ] sender collapses into receiver's arms [ pressure ] sender puts pressure on receiver's wound [ slap ] sender slaps receiver in the face [ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack [ lie ] sender catches receiver in a lie [ sobs ] sender sobs uncontrollably while receiver holds them [ hiding ] sender finds out that receiver has hidden an injury from them [ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out [ chin up ] sender lifts receiver's chin to stop them from hiding their tears [ fears ] sender talks to receiver about their fears [ scream ] sender screams at receiver [ coping ] sender teaches receiver some coping mechanisms [ loss ] sender is there for receiver after they've lost someone important to them [ needs ] sender asks receiver what they need [ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver [ bruises ] sender finds bruises of unknown origin on receiver [ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain [ hospital ] sender wakes up in a hospital bed and finds receiver sitting by their bedside [ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds [ calming ] sender tries to calm down receiver [ inspection ] sender holds receiver's face while inspecting an injury they got [ rescue ] sender carries receiver to safety [ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body

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🐝  *  ―  𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action.  )

[ wipe ] sender wipes away receiver's tears [ hurt ] sender hurts receiver with words [ lonely ] sender finds receiver alone in a dark room [ wounded ] sender patches up receiver's wounds [ crying ] sender finds receiver crying [ help ] sender runs to receiver when they scream for help [ nightmare ] sender wakes receiver up from a nightmare [ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying [ hold on ] sender pulls receiver into their arms [ anger ] sender takes their anger out on receiver [ argue ] sender gets into a heated argument with receiver [ scared ] sender scares receiver [ sick ] sender cares for receiver while they are sick [ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something [ fight ] sender gets into a physical fight with receiver [ comfort ] sender tries to comfort receiver [ blood ] sender notices that receiver is bleeding [ collapse ] sender collapses into receiver's arms [ pressure ] sender puts pressure on receiver's wound [ slap ] sender slaps receiver in the face [ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack [ lie ] sender catches receiver in a lie [ sobs ] sender sobs uncontrollably while receiver holds them [ hiding ] sender finds out that receiver has hidden an injury from them [ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out [ chin up ] sender lifts receiver's chin to stop them from hiding their tears [ fears ] sender talks to receiver about their fears [ scream ] sender screams at receiver [ coping ] sender teaches receiver some coping mechanisms [ loss ] sender is there for receiver after they've lost someone important to them [ needs ] sender asks receiver what they need [ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver [ bruises ] sender finds bruises of unknown origin on receiver [ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain [ hospital ] sender wakes up in a hospital bed and finds receiver sitting by their bedside [ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds [ calming ] sender tries to calm down receiver [ inspection ] sender holds receiver's face while inspecting an injury they got [ rescue ] sender carries receiver to safety [ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body

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—    ۟. ♡ starter call !!

  ۟. ♡               ៶           i've  know  i've  been  absent  .  with  school  and  work  and  actually  touching  grass  for  once  in  my  life  ,  i  haven't  had  a  lot  of  time  to  write  ,  but  i  do  plan  on  getting  back  into  it  .   that  being  said  ,  i'll  only  be  continuing  a   FEW  of  my  drafts  in  the  coming  days  .   &&  with  that  ,  i  would  like  to  start  new  threads  .   so  PLEASE  ,  if  you'd  like  a  small  (ish  ,  no  guarantees)  starter  ,  please  give  this  post  a  small  ♥   .    LIKE  this  post  for  a  starter  ;  feel  free  to  specify  muse  on  my  end  if  you'd  like  .   the  only  thing  i  ask  for  is  if  you're  a  multi  ,  pls  specify  which  of  YOUR  muses  you'd  like  it  for  .  currently  ,  there  is  no  cap  ,  but  that's  subject  2  change  .  i'd  luv  2  get  my  activity  up  and  runnin  again  !

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—    ۟. ♡ starter call !!

  ۟. ♡               ៶           i've  know  i've  been  absent  .  with  school  and  work  and  actually  touching  grass  for  once  in  my  life  ,  i  haven't  had  a  lot  of  time  to  write  ,  but  i  do  plan  on  getting  back  into  it  .   that  being  said  ,  i'll  only  be  continuing  a   FEW  of  my  drafts  in  the  coming  days  .   &&  with  that  ,  i  would  like  to  start  new  threads  .   so  PLEASE  ,  if  you'd  like  a  small  (ish  ,  no  guarantees)  starter  ,  please  give  this  post  a  small  ♥   .    LIKE  this  post  for  a  starter  ;  feel  free  to  specify  muse  on  my  end  if  you'd  like  .   the  only  thing  i  ask  for  is  if  you're  a  multi  ,  pls  specify  which  of  YOUR  muses  you'd  like  it  for  .  currently  ,  there  is  no  cap  ,  but  that's  subject  2  change  .  i'd  luv  2  get  my  activity  up  and  runnin  again  !

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۟. ♡               ៶        OH   ,   how  he  sets  fire  to  her  with  simple  words  ,  burning  a  blaze  warm  and  deep  in  her  belly  ;   playing  with  the  danger  she  gets  high  on  TIME  and  time  again  ,  drinking  his  words  like  they're  no  DIFFERENT  than  the  bourbon  that  she  indulges  in  when  she's  sure  he's  off  sleeping  in  their  shared  bed  .         ❛     my  love   ,    ❜      honeyed  tone  on  agent's  lips  ,  katarina  clinging  to  his  touch  :  an  addict  ,  needing  ,  craving  more  .   (   never  enough  time  with  him  ,   it  seems  .   )   bliss  lingers  on  her  features  ,  peering  up  at  LOVER  like  he's  nothing  short  of  a  god  .           ❛     you  SPOIL  me  .   what  if  you  catch  a  cold  ,  hm  ?    ❜      but  her  tone  teases  ,  prods  at  him  ;   wrapping  his  coat  around  her  body  tighter  ,   ignoring  comment  .   if  only  he  knew  .  IF  ONLY  HE  KNEW  .        ❛       can't  i  just  look  good  for  the  man  i  love  in  peace  ?   you  didn't  seem  to  have  a problem  with  my  dress  when  you  were  looking  at  me  all  night  .      ❜   

"　oh, katarina,　"　he speaks her name with such sweetness, he loves the way it tastes on his tongue, the soft rumble within his voice. arms so naturally wrap around her frame, hands firm in their touch ⸻ smoothing up and over the curve of her back before long coat wraps itself around her.　"　better?　"　he is warm throughout, blessed with a warmth that was made to be shared with her, only her, his old speaking louder than words, saying that she should stay because he wanted her there, that the world was better when she was in his arms.　"　it's getting late, i wouldn't want you getting a cold. as much as i love the dress, it wasn't your smartest choice in outfit,　"　he teases, the grin on his lips says so, his rich laugh sounding as a simple chuckle, peering down at her, tufts of pink hair peeking out as he finally catches her shimmering gaze,　"　you're beautiful.　"　

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—    ۟. ♡ starter call !!

  ۟. ♡               ៶           i've  know  i've  been  absent  .  with  school  and  work  and  actually  touching  grass  for  once  in  my  life  ,  i  haven't  had  a  lot  of  time  to  write  ,  but  i  do  plan  on  getting  back  into  it  .   that  being  said  ,  i'll  only  be  continuing  a   FEW  of  my  drafts  in  the  coming  days  .   &&  with  that  ,  i  would  like  to  start  new  threads  .   so  PLEASE  ,  if  you'd  like  a  small  (ish  ,  no  guarantees)  starter  ,  please  give  this  post  a  small  ♥   .    LIKE  this  post  for  a  starter  ;  feel  free  to  specify  muse  on  my  end  if  you'd  like  .   the  only  thing  i  ask  for  is  if  you're  a  multi  ,  pls  specify  which  of  YOUR  muses  you'd  like  it  for  .  currently  ,  there  is  no  cap  ,  but  that's  subject  2  change  .  i'd  luv  2  get  my  activity  up  and  runnin  again  !

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—    ۟. ♡ starter call !!

  ۟. ♡               ៶           i've  know  i've  been  absent  .  with  school  and  work  and  actually  touching  grass  for  once  in  my  life  ,  i  haven't  had  a  lot  of  time  to  write  ,  but  i  do  plan  on  getting  back  into  it  .   that  being  said  ,  i'll  only  be  continuing  a   FEW  of  my  drafts  in  the  coming  days  .   &&  with  that  ,  i  would  like  to  start  new  threads  .   so  PLEASE  ,  if  you'd  like  a  small  (ish  ,  no  guarantees)  starter  ,  please  give  this  post  a  small  ♥   .    LIKE  this  post  for  a  starter  ;  feel  free  to  specify  muse  on  my  end  if  you'd  like  .   the  only  thing  i  ask  for  is  if  you're  a  multi  ,  pls  specify  which  of  YOUR  muses  you'd  like  it  for  .  currently  ,  there  is  no  cap  ,  but  that's  subject  2  change  .  i'd  luv  2  get  my  activity  up  and  runnin  again  !

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—    ۟. ♡ starter call !!

  ۟. ♡               ៶           i've  know  i've  been  absent  .  with  school  and  work  and  actually  touching  grass  for  once  in  my  life  ,  i  haven't  had  a  lot  of  time  to  write  ,  but  i  do  plan  on  getting  back  into  it  .   that  being  said  ,  i'll  only  be  continuing  a   FEW  of  my  drafts  in  the  coming  days  .   &&  with  that  ,  i  would  like  to�� start  new  threads  .   so  PLEASE  ,  if  you'd  like  a  small  (ish  ,  no  guarantees)  starter  ,  please  give  this  post  a  small  ♥   .    LIKE  this  post  for  a  starter  ;  feel  free  to  specify  muse  on  my  end  if  you'd  like  .   the  only  thing  i  ask  for  is  if  you're  a  multi  ,  pls  specify  which  of  YOUR  muses  you'd  like  it  for  .  currently  ,  there  is  no  cap  ,  but  that's  subject  2  change  .  i'd  luv  2  get  my  activity  up  and  runnin  again  !

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i know , i know , i've bene absent ; dealing w the end of the school year . i have some stuff drafted . will probably clean out inbox save for original asks . my discord is @ gxgis for plots !

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  ۟. ♡               ៶            shuffles  a  bit  CLOSER   to   [   your  muse  ]   ,   looping  arm  gently  through  theirs  .   she  really  should  have  listened  to  her  SUPERIORS  when  they  said  to  wear  a  coat  when  befriend  this  mark  ,   but  i  won't  be  cold  ,  she  said  ,   it'll  ruin  my  look  ,  katarina  continued  .  what  a  fucking  joke  .  instead  ,  find  agent  pressing  her  body  into  [  your  muse  ]  once  more  ,  if  only  to  preserve  what  little  body  heat  she  has  with  the  small  ,  black  mini  dress  she  dons  .  

۟. ♡               ៶              ❛     mmm  ...  sorry  .  i  didn't  realize  it  would  be  this  cold  ...     ❜     pout  rolls  over  her  lips  ,  prepared  to  leave  the  other's  side  to  just  ...  shiver  .

—    ۟. ♡    (       open.      )    !

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happy munday . ( she / they )

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  ۟. ♡               ៶               a  snort  to  come  from  the  OTHER  ;   gentle  smile  rolling  'pon  lips  like  a  knowing  mother  would  to  their  CHILD  .   ❛       thanks  ,    ❜        jaylina  offers  softly  ,  nursing  her  own  DRINK  as  she  watches  the  other  tend  &  fix  his  area  after  her  refill  .  it's  hard  to  tell  if  she's  saying  thanks  to  his  COMMENT  ,  or  the  refill  ,  but  surgeon  will  make  no  move  to  clarify  .   (    pity  .   it's  pity  :  that  familiar  feeling  swirling  in  the  base  of  your  stomach  ,  making  it  impossible  to  enjoy  the  wine  that  you've  found  yourself  having  rekindled  a   love  for  ;   disgusting  and  slimy  pity  that  makes  you  wish  you  still  attended  church  ;  that  you  were  still  catholic  ,  because  you'd  pray  to  god  for  him  to  find  the  strength  he  seems  so  desperately  needs  .  )

  ۟. ♡               ៶              mother  waves  him  off  as  she  takes  hearty  drink  from  her  GLASS  ,  almost  a  bit  too  much  to  be  considered  refined  ,  but  not  nearly  enough  to  be  considered  CRUDE   ,  letting  the  now  half  filled  glass  to  be  set  upon  bartop  .  swallows  .      ❛       don't  apologize  for  taking  up  space   ,    ❜       she  says  in  disapproving  tone  ,  shaking  head  ,       ❛      you're  more  than  just  your  job   &   it's  normal  to  want  to  talk  about  things  on  your  mind  .  so  ,    ❜      another  shake  of  her  head  ,   red  locks  to  follow  ,    ❛     don't  waste  your  breath  apologizing  for  taking  up  the  space  that's  rightfully  yours  .    ❜   

—    ۟. ♡    (       @sosordid     )    !

❛ You know .. you say some violent things for such a soft face. ❜ it almost started to scare him the way she spoke so casually , the snipping of a life. Holding the cabernet he tops off her glass of wine. An attentive bartender to behold. ❛ I'll bear that in mind next time I'm thinking about a way out. ❜

He cleans glasses behind the bar with a concerned expression toward her , Frankie was exposed to many freaks at this establishment. She seemed normal , but not the shadows under her eyes. What kind of baggage did this one hold ? ❛ it's not really my job to complain when I'm here. Sorry for talking your ear off. ❜

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𝙶𝙾𝙳, 𝙶𝙾𝙳, 𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙳𝙾 𝙸 𝙳𝙾 / 𝙰𝙵𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝚂𝚄𝚁𝚅𝙸𝚅𝙰𝙻? ⸻ an independent writing blog for an original horror character. tormented by honey. ©

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  ۟. ♡               ៶           and  perhaps  there'd  be  a  TIME  where  little  light  were  to  flinch  from  the  OTHER'S  aggression  :   when  she  was  not  so  easily  ruined  and  attracted  to  every  aspect  of  the  WOMAN  in  front  of  her  ,   that  the  blood  would  be  something  to  make  her  turn  CHEEK  instead  of  into  akali's  bloodied  touch  .   and  if  she  were  better  ,  if  she  were  SMARTER  ,   she'd  do  what  every  single  book  ,  every  single  TUTOR  had  taught  her  –  turn  tail  and  run   ;   never  look  back  ath  the  violence  and  BLOOD  trail  that  seems  to  follow  akali  around  .   and  yet  ,  and  yet  ,  and  YET  :   finds  a  tugging  in  her chest  towards  the  OTHER  ,  desperate  for  just  a  little  longer  ,  always  ,  always  waiting  for  her  to  come  back  .   for  akali  to  come  back  home  to  her  .     ❛     i  ...  know  ...  m'sorry  .       ❜      a  soft  ,  gentle  whine  to  come  from  the  crownguard's  lips  ,  demure  and  sweet  .  

  ۟. ♡               ៶           movements  are  soft  ,  and  barely  noticeable  :  purposefully  quiet  even  as  she  shivers  and  NIGHTTIME  air  seems  to  blow  right  through  her  thin  sleeping  gown  ,  but  approaches  the  assassin  ,  pout  lingering  on  her  features  .  arms  will  slip  around  her  waist  ,  pulling  akali  flush  to  her  own  BODY  ,  breath  lingering  on  her  neck  .  she  offers   a  desperate  plea  ,   a  COMPROMISE  knowing  that  the  chasm  between  them  is  far  too  big  to  put  a  BRIDGE  over  it  and  call  it  resolved  ,  so  watch  her  cling  to  akali's  form  like  afraid  she  might  turn  to  dust  between   her  fingers  .      ❛      don't  go  ,   ❜      luxanna  will  whisper  like  holy  prayer  to  lover  ,  pleading  on  golden  tones  of  saccharine  .   there's  a  gentle  whine  falling  from  her  lips  ,  as  she  pulls  away  from  akali  ,  attempting  with  gentle  touches  to  get  the  taller  woman  to  face  her  .    her  hands  leave  the  other's  side  ,  cupping  face  with  slender  hands  ,  light  pink  nails  almost  glittering  in  moonlight  .  ❛      can  you  at least ...  stay  ?  even  if  ....  just  for  tonight  .  please  ...  'kali  ?      ❜  

  There was a moment where The Ninja would lean inward , intentions of kissing the other woman on the lips quite apparent even to an untrained eye . . .

  to be left behind by the person you need most .

  . . . then came those words , like a broadsword piercing through her in emotional agony ; her hand droops , returning to her person as she glances away in shame . . . or was it anger ? Perhaps they were one and the same , ❝ Lux . . . I can't stay . Your people will never accept someone with Demacian blood on her hands as a citizen ; let alone the girlfriend of their beloved little princess . ❞ it upset her to no end , that such notions prevented her from experiencing long term happiness in the form of love . . . and how such an inconvenience hurt the mage that she cared ever so much for .

  Akali could easily murder high ranking Demacia officials , infiltrate the deepest reaches of Noxian defenses , even smooth talk her way through Bilgewater . . . but Luxanna Crownguard's heart was one mountain that she struggled ever so with .

  Emotions grow better than her , a fit of frustration causing one of her many kunai to be plunged within a nearby wall . . . yet it doesn't feel cathartic at all , and the ninja simply turns towards the balcony overlooking the city scape . . . her face burrowed into her palms as she tries to steady her heart rate .

  ❝ どうしてそんなに頑固なんだ ？❞ she argues into her own hands , knowing that the other's limited fluency with the language would prove beneficial .

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thinking abt marina ...... thinking abt how she loves and cares even at her best , even at her worst , that she can't not love and that it is a miracle the only person that she's ever like , been taken advantage of in her post angel life is silas . thinking & wanting a muse to realize how fucking naive she is and that she will always always come running back to them like a puppy because she's so desperate for the love and affection she gives to others

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  ۟. ♡               ៶            shuffles  a  bit  CLOSER   to   [   your  muse  ]   ,   looping  arm  gently  through  theirs  .   she  really  should  have  listened  to  her  SUPERIORS  when  they  said  to  wear  a  coat  when  befriend  this  mark  ,   but  i  won't  be  cold  ,  she  said  ,   it'll  ruin  my  look  ,  katarina  continued  .  what  a  fucking  joke  .  instead  ,  find  agent  pressing  her  body  into  [  your  muse  ]  once  more  ,  if  only  to  preserve  what  little  body  heat  she  has  with  the  small  ,  black  mini  dress  she  dons  .  

۟. ♡               ៶              ❛     mmm  ...  sorry  .  i  didn't  realize  it  would  be  this  cold  ...     ❜     pout  rolls  over  her  lips  ,  prepared  to  leave  the  other's  side  to  just  ...  shiver  .

—    ۟. ♡    (       open.      )    !