klxudykai

[klxudykai]

sometimes i wanna respawn cause i hate my cr and other times i wanna thug it out and deal with what i got to grow endurance 💀

[klxudykai]

I lied put your clothes back on, I'm going to explain how once you start shifting it will change the course of your life forever

[klxudykai]

no cause i relate to this heavily 💀💀

literally didn’t try to shift one day cause i was going to see family up north 💔

I find the saddest reasons to stay in this reality like having pizza in the fridge waiting for me in the morning

[klxudykai]

GUYS I SHIFTED FOR THE FIRST TIME YESTERFAY AFTER A YEAR OF TRYING I SAW HARRY RON HERMIONE NEVILLE AND LIKE SO MANY MORE AND I WAS EATING IN THE GREAT HALL I ONLY SHIFTED FOR A COUPLE OF MINUTES BUT STILL OMGGG ITS REAL

I DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING I JUST HAD A STRONG FEELING AND WAS FEELING SURE THAT THAT NIGHT WAS THE NIGHT AND THEN IT HAPPEND

PLEASEEE ALL YOU NEED IS YOURSELF PLEASE DONT GIVE UP I PROMISE ITS REAL NONE OF THE “FAILED ATTEMPTS” WILL MATTER ONCE YOU FINALLY MAKE IT AND FEEL ALL RUSH OF EMOTIONS AND THE HAPPINESS KNOWING YOUR FINALLY HOME

the hogwarts food was bomb it was so yummy🤤🤤

[klxudykai]

the most realest thing i’ve seen ever 😭😭

Significant other topic. I miss mine.

When I'm talking about mine, I'm not talking about his version of this reality where he's in a show. When I'm talking about mine, I'm not talking about the actor that plays as him in this reality. When I'm talking about mine, I'm not talking about his other versions where they're other people's significant other.

No, I miss MINE. The one I know, the ONLY version I know who is in my drs. There could be a room full of different versions of him who is other peoples s/o, yet I know that I will recognize mine and run to him immediately. He could be in a different body, different identity in another reality, I would still know it's him. Someone could share the same face as him, but I will know that they're not him.

Everytime I get jealous (which is completely okay and normal to feel) of people shifting for my significant other, I remember that I only truly love mine, not theirs. I could meet his other versions, and there is chance I wouldn't like them. I have seen edits of him, and sometimes I still don't FEEL like he's my s/o, because he's a different version of him in this reality. Similar, yes, I would most likely still care about other versions of him but he's still not him. And I can never get rid of mine out of my heart and head, no matter how similar they are, I only want mine.

I have other versions of myself in different realities who is not in love with him? Doesn't matter. I'm choosing this version of me, I'm choosing to shift to realities where I love him with every being of me. I promise myself that I will protect him in all realities I'll be in.

You could see someone shifting for your s/o and get jealous, but think for a second, would you choose someone's other version of them over yours?

[klxudykai]

scripting that all my drs feel like those coming of age teen shows/movies where it’s like summer time is all year round

literally i love those sm and it makes me feel like an escape from reality

[klxudykai]

can’t wait to perform all the songs i scripted i’d do because i know for a fact i’d be a great performer and singer (plus the songs i chose are fire asf) 😮‍💨😮‍💨

[klxudykai]

maybe. just MAYBE if i embrace my true self and stop caring about certain things i’ll actually shift. i spend so much time trying to fit in and do what i feel like is my role but i never actually ENJOY my true self

literally my favorite movies are the ones where the main character is a weird girl

I AM A WEIRD GIRL AND I LOVE IT

i need to focus on being myself and doing what makes me happy instead of wishing that i was like my dr self more because guess what? i AM my dr self and i need to stop wishing and start acting

and ykw maybe this is the closure that i needed to actually shift because i’ve been feeling super down lately and i wanted to shift but for some reason i just couldn’t

maybe if i have enough energy i’ll try tonight but i’m just super relieved that i’m attempting to be more honest with myself instead of shutting myself down

and i think you guys should do the same too cause it’s a genuine weight off the shoulders ‼️‼️

[klxudykai]

Chappell Roan the woman you are 😮‍💨🙏🏾

ARE YOU KIDDING ME OMG

[klxudykai]

I scripted a slow burn w my s/o 😭

And I cannot freaking wait for it cause I can feel the energy that we got going on but we don’t say anything about it we just live with it

I just feel like we got the slow energy and it’s so peaceful and loving

But I know for a fact the minute I see him I’m gonna start tripping out cause 😮‍💨

Ppl who script slow burns w/ their s/o are so brave and patient because after ALL of the effort and time I put into shifting, bitch I swear I'm jumping him the SECOND I see him walk out the door🤨

[klxudykai]

I love how the more I manifest, the quicker my manifestations come

Now I need to get out of a habit of thinking that it’s gonna take me ages to manifest shifting to my dr

Making progress y’all ‼️‼️🙏🏾

[klxudykai]

No cause fr

Like my man is sweet not abusive 💀

I love my s/o but I don't like reading smut about him. It makes me feel weird and it's not what I imagine.

They always make him do some cringe shit like ew

[klxudykai]

I LOVE MY HUSBAND!

[klxudykai]

my problem is that I’ll hyper fixate over a celebrity for like weeks and script them as my s/o in my fame dr but the minute the obsession goes away I add someone else as my s/o

this gotta be a crime cause 😭😭

[klxudykai]

Everyday I’m reminded that I don’t belong here and that I actually belong in my dr

Bless the multiverse in all of its glory 🙏🏾

(Also I went thrifting earlier and manifested a cute ass pair of jeans)

[klxudykai]

as someone who analyzes people, this is real

i can’t wait to know my s/o’s patterns, they way they fidget, the way their mouth moves when the say certain words, their facial expressions

i can’t wait to know them

[klxudykai]

i’m deleting all of social media bro

these videos feed into my delusions TOO MUCH

literally they get my mind running thinking about shifting like bro especially the relationship ones like omfg 😭😭

I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE SOMEONE TAKE MY PHONE AWAY