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memories of a place that doesn't exist anymore. a world that is so different now.

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Well in an effort to turn my depression into something. Perhaps expect to see some interesting art I guess if you can even call it art. I have a hard time falling whatever to draw or create art at the moment . I don’t know if I have that privilege

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I wanna post I wanna make art that I enjoy but I just can’t. It’s taking everything and every cell in my body to not delete them and myself. Now I’m like being yelled at like I’m stupid but I’m stuck in a position where I can’t find work. Like im not being lazy I literally just can’t find work atm no matter how many applications I continue to put in even now. They come back just as fast telling me no or just don’t ever get a response back. I recently just got an email after 2 months of putting in an application saying no. Like wtf? Just don’t respond then? And it was short and insulting. All for a dishwasher position.. idk I’m just gonna cry. I hate this so fucking much cause it just gets worse

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Hi, My name is Ruby and this is kind of like a last call for help. I’m a 24 year old black trans woman trying to get on my feet. My current situation is way worse than I imagined, I thought I was making progress, getting a car, passing my written and struggling looking for work. Ive no support from my family like none what so ever and they continue to dehumanize me and don’t see me as a person. They not only constantly degrade my mental health but are trying to get me to detransition and give up on my dreams of going to college. They threaten my safety by taking away a place for me to stay, they eat my food that I get with my food stamps and leave me with nothing to eat for weeks and expect me to pitch in with food for them. The list goes on and on but this has been happening since I was 15 and I want it to stop.

I just ask for help because I wanna be able to take care of myself and get on my feet til I get a job. The car I have is in my name but not registered and because i live in California you need car insurance before taking the driving test otherwise I would live in my car and do deliveries for awhile until I find stable work. I don’t have friends or a good support group at all to help. I’m on my own and I’m scared. I wanna do anything else but wanna commit suicide and experience what people tell me that life is so wonderful. I personally haven’t seen that for myself yet.

Any resource would be nice to trying to find work or any resources for find a job would be nice. Any amount of advice would also be lovely. But if anyone wanted to donate even a dollar to help me get out that would be very appreciated.

My cash app: $prettycolors

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Haven’t seen anyone draw fiddlefemme yet

Sketch page under the cut

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Uh huh. Yeah. Right. Whatever.

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It was fun while it lasted.

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The obsession is mermaid lady

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Clay: Orel IMPREGNATED everybody in the city. I, mean, how TERRIBLE IS THAT!? How many of you people have DONE that? (to everybody attending his speech) Could it be YOU? (He points to Cecil Creepler) Clay: I MEAN YOU LOOK LIKE YOU WOULD!

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More merfolk

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Ｄｉｇｉｔａｌ Ｒｅｌｉｃｓ

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"we're not even friends anymore. i didn't like liars anyways"

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An art dump of some stuff I did today