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sore – rafe cameron

▶︎ NOW PLAYING: wishful drinking by ingrid andress & sam hunt

⸺ summary: Rafe overstimulating Reader.

⸺ author's note: a short one for today because I procrastinated and it's past 1:00 AM

Rafe had his head buried between your legs, his tongue drawing circles on your clit. It feels like he’s been at it for hours. You’ve lost count of how many orgasms you’ve had at this point, and it was starting to be more painful than it was pleasurable.

“Rafe, please,” you beg.

“‘Please’ what, princess?” He mumbles against your skin, not separating for even a moment.

“It hurts,” you whine, bringing your hands down and trying to push his head away. He doesn’t budge, instead taking both of your hands in his bigger one and pinning them against your stomach.

“You can take it,” he says, placing a kiss on your inner thigh before descending on your pussy again. Somehow, Rafe manages to pull one last orgasm from you even as tears are leaking from your eyes. You vaguely hear him whispering sweet words of praise as he cleans you up and tucks you under the covers. You’re asleep before he’s even fully in bed, but he pulls you against him anyway. Placing one last kiss to the back of your head, he falls asleep to the sound of your steady breathing.

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I read this one awhile back on an old account and then again on this one, but I still can’t get it out of my head lol.

I’m a sucker for the “he fell first, she fell harder” trope and this story does it SO well. Definitely OOC Rafe but that’s fine cause canon Rafe is… not a good person lol.

I also like how the enemies to lovers trope is done in this story because neither of them were abusive or cruel or anything but we still get to see the shift in how they (at least reader) see each other.

The last update to this story was in 2023 so I’m not sure if I missed an update but if not, it’s probably discontinued (cries). Either way, I really enjoyed it and if there’s ever another update, I will definitely be following along.

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synopsis It is imperative that the head students of Kildare Academy work together. Too bad the head girl is you and the head boy is Rafe Cameron.

tags/warnings Rafe Cameron x fem!reader, slow-burn enemies to frenemies to lovers, very one-sided hatred of one another, boy falls first, a pathetic amount of pining (and angst!), Rafe is a chronic flirt, tw for cursing, a derogatory comment in p1

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august slipped away into a moment in time – steve harrington

▶︎ NOW PLAYING: august by taylor swift

⸺ summary: every girl has that boy she can't forget and the summer where it all started.

⸺ author's note: it's been awhile since I've sat down and just written, but it feels nice lol. I was originally going to go in order of when the stories were originally posted, but I think I'll just write whatever I have inspiration for. Comment or leave a message to be added to my taglist <3

Salt air, and the rust on your door

I never needed anything more

The summer breeze whips through your hair as you raise your fist to knock on the rusted door in front of you. You’ve lost count of how many times you’ve been here in the past month. You and Steve weren’t together, not really. But he was like a drug you couldn’t get enough of.

Whispers of “Are you sure?”

“Never have I ever before.”

It all started at a party Steve had thrown at his house to commemorate the end of sophomore year. You and Steve didn’t know each other despite having had classes together freshman and sophomore year. The two of you just didn’t run in the same circles. He was confident and popular, and you were… well, not. Nonetheless, your friends had insisted that you all go to his party since it was open invite, saying that you’d never get another chance to go to one of Steve Harrington’s infamous house parties.

Steve ended up being a better host than you expected. You hadn’t thought that he would even notice your presence, so it shocked you when he approached you and asked if you were enjoying the party. He was charming, there was no denying it. After a few drinks, you were much more receptive to his flirting, even doing some yourself.

Eventually, after most of the guests had left, Steve took your hand and asked you to stay. You’re still not sure what possessed you to say “yes”, and even knowing the way it ends, you still can’t bring yourself to regret it.

It began innocently enough, with soft kisses and lingering touches. Somehow, Steve’s roaming hands and exploring mouth put you at ease more than they scared you.

He was sweet, asking, “Are you sure?” as he lay you back on his bed.

“I’ve never done this before,” you admit in a breathless whisper.

“We don’t have to—”

“I want to.”

Steve was gentle, caring. You had never been in love before, but you were willing to bet that was what it felt like. It’s no surprise that you fell hard and fast. You just thought he’d be there to catch you when you did.

But I can see us lost in the memory

August slipped away into a moment in time

‘Cause it was never mine

And I can see us twisted in bedsheets

August sipped away like a bottle of wine

‘Cause you were never mine

So much for summer love and saying “us”

‘Cause you weren’t mine to lose

Long after summer ends and you and Steve go back to your respective lives, the memory of that summer of sophomore year lingers. In the long run, your relationship with Steve will just be a blip of time in your lives, remembered by no one but you. Even though Steve was never truly yours, you think a part of you will always belong to him. And maybe you’re okay with that.

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we fell in love in the middle of nowhere (2) – steve harrington

▶︎ NOW PLAYING: amnesia by 5 seconds of summer

⸺ summary: A small town boy, a small town girl, her biggest love, his biggest loss. AKA, Steve's POV of what life in Hawkins is like after (Y/N) leaves.

⸺ author’s note: I was not expecting it to take this long to get this out but work is awful and I just want to sleep when I get home. Anyway, hopefully I can finish rewriting all my old stories sometime this year lmao. Also, I'm making a taglist so let me know if you want to be on it! (it can be for just one character/fandom/series or the overall taglist)

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

It’s been three months since you left Hawkins, and Steve still couldn’t seem to get you out of his mind. On the nights his imagination would run wild and he couldn’t stop picturing what life would have been like had he found the courage to follow you to Paris, he would get in his car—the same one he spent countless hours with you in—and drive around Hawkins, passing all the spots he had frequented with you.

He drove past the school where the two of you first met, the movie theater where you had your first date after he finally convinced you to go out with him, the park where he told you he loved you for the first time as you lay together under the stars. He remembers that day best. Steve had managed to steal some beer from his dad for the two of you to try, and the two of you had gotten drunk for the first time that night, falling asleep in the backseat of his car after lying in the grass and talking in a drunken haze for hours. Lying in the grass with the stars twinkling above you, he remembers thinking you looked like an angel. He remembers thinking he was the luckiest guy on the planet to be the one you chose. But luck has never been a strong enough foundation to build a future on.

He doesn’t really remember telling you he loved you, but he knows he’ll never forget the way he felt when you said it back. Steve doesn’t think he ever noticed how small this town really was until every turn reminded him of you.

I thought about our last kiss

How it felt, the way you tasted

He remembers your first kiss almost as well as he remembers your last. He remembers standing with you outside your house just moments before you drove away from him for the last time. He had told himself that he wouldn’t let you see him cry. This was your dream, he knew that, and he was happy for you. At least, he wanted you to think he was. But it was over for him the minute you let your own tears fall. Neither of you could bring yourselves to say goodbye. So instead, he pulled you close and kissed you for what was likely the last time. He savored the feeling of your lips against his, the salty taste of your tears mingling with your usual strawberry chapstick. He swears he can still taste you on his tongue, and he’s not sure if that’s a blessing or a curse.

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind, you didn’t need them

Like every single wish we ever made

For as long as Steve had known you, he had known about your plans to leave Hawkins. It was all you ever talked about, but maybe a part of him thought it was nothing more than a fantasy. Maybe that’s why he ever thought it was realistic to promise he’d follow you anywhere. It wasn’t until you were holding the acceptance letter to a university in Paris that it hit him how real your plans actually were. He would give anything to forget the way your perfectly done makeup ran down your face as the tears started to fall from your eyes.

Steve is almost envious of how you were able to walk away from your life in Hawkins—from him—so easily. He knew you were chasing your dreams, but he thought that he had played a bigger part in them. How could you leave all of that behind? He certainly wasn’t able to let it go so quickly. Steve wishes he was as brave as you were. If he was, maybe both of your dreams could have come true.

And all my friends keep asking why I’m not around

It hurts to know you’re happy

Yeah, it hurts that you moved on

Robin and Dustin give him three days to wallow before they start bombarding his house with phone calls. They insist he get out of the house and do something with them. But he can’t. Not when everywhere he goes reminds him of you. And maybe a part of him was scared to make new memories with anyone who wasn’t you. If all he has left of you are the memories, he’ll hold on to them even if it kills him.

Steve wonders if you’re suffering as much as he is. A part of him hopes that you are. He knows it’s selfish, but he can’t bear the thought that you’re moving on. He doesn’t want you to realize that you can be happy without him because then he knows he’ll really lose you. Above all else, he doesn’t want to be just one of the many things you left behind.

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I’d hold you closer than I ever did before

Every night, Steve goes to sleep, hoping that everything was just a bad dream and that he’d wake up with you by his side. And every morning he wakes up alone. Still, he can’t help but imagine what he would do if you were here. He would hold you close and show you how much you mean to him. He would tell you how much he loves you, how much he needs you. Maybe this time it would be enough to make you stay.

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we fell in love in the middle of nowhere – steve harrington

▶︎ NOW PLAYING: middle of nowhere by frawley

⸺ summary: Hawkins, Indiana was never enough for (Y/N). She had big dreams and an even bigger future ahead of her. Everyone always said she was destined for more than the small Indiana town could ever give her. She could only hope Steve was too.

⸺ author's note: I'm gonna be editing/rewriting and posting all of my stories that were on my old account onto here since I have no inspiration to write anything new right now lol

We used to meet up at the park

We knew the shortcuts all by heart

Raced to the top of the swing set

To escape the town that we lived in

We fell in love in the middle of nowhere

“You sure took your sweet time, Harrington,” You say as soon as you see the unmistakable head of hair belonging to the one and only Steve Harrington.

“Sorry, babe. You know how long it takes to get this under control,” he says with a smirk, gesturing to his hair. He strolls over to where you’re sitting on the swing and stands in front of you. You stand up to greet him, and he takes you into his arms. Leaning in as if to kiss you, he whispers, “Race you to the top of the swing set,” before taking off.

“Cheater!” You yell, running after him. You catch up with him and watch as he stands victorious at the top of the playground. “No fair,” you pout at him. Steve laughs before reaching toward you to brush a strand of hair that had fallen into your face. He stares into your eyes as you struggle to catch your breath.

“I love you, (Y/N),” he whispers, staring into your eyes. Before you get a chance to respond, he’s leaning in and kissing you.

I always hated that small town

I couldn’t wait ‘til I got out

Couldn’t drive but I had some car keys

And you promised you would come with me

But you stayed in the middle of nowhere

You and Steve had the time of your lives that summer. But there was always the desire for something more. You had been ecstatic when the chance came for you to get out of Hawkins, Indiana.

“Your parents bought you a car?” Steve gawked, making you laugh.

“Yeah, it’s a present for graduating with straight ‘A’s,” you explained, holding up your car keys.

“You don’t even have your license,” Steve frowned, and you rolled your eyes.

“I will soon. And when I do, I’m taking this baby and getting the hell out of this town,” you said, looking longingly at your new car.

“You know I’ll follow you anywhere,” Steve had promised, punctuating it with a kiss to your cheek. But when the time came, you drove away in your new car, leaving Steve in your rear view mirror.

Tell me how we ended up miles apart

With nothing in my bag and only half a heart

I knew that it was stupid

But I just needed a change

As you stand in a new town, unfamiliar faces all around you, you can’t help but wonder how you ended up so far away from the boy you loved. Dragging your near-empty suitcase behind you, you leave the airport, leaving more than just your old clothes behind.

Now part of me is sitting in the place we met

The front seat of your car smelled like cigarettes

I guess I kinda loved it

‘Cause it’s etched inside my brain

Sitting in the cab on the way to your new apartment, you can’t help but think back to a better time. A less lonely time.

“Those things will kill you, y’know,” you say, watching as Steve takes a drag of his cigarette. He shrugs but takes it out of his mouth and flicks it out of the window.

“Better?” He asks, one eyebrow raised in question.

“Much,” you say, leaning in to kiss him. You could still taste the cigarette smoke on his tongue.

I tried to change

To be someone new

So I went to Paris to be in a city

That’s time zones away

Now I’m up ‘til two (I’m up ‘til two)

I made it all the way, but it’s no use

My heart’s in the middle of nowhere with you

Paris was the opposite of Hawkins. Filled with bustling crowds of people, unfamiliar noises, and cars racing past, you can’t help but wonder what the hell you were thinking. You had told Steve you wanted a change. You didn’t want to be the girl with big dreams who never made it out. But now, as you lie awake in bed at two in the morning, you can’t help but wonder if it would have been all that bad to stay in the middle of nowhere with him.

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we fell in love in the middle of nowhere – s.h.

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august slipped away into a moment in time – s.h.

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⸺ outer banks

sore – r.c.

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Untouchable by @boneblushed

Heartbreak: Live by @zyafics

June Gloom by @whytheylosttheirminds

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