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You made me fall in to a deep, dark, black hole that I barely escaped and now I’m mad at myself for letting you have that much control over me, but things happen and we must move on. 

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I was raised in a household of being shot down. My household will not be like that. We will accept love and flowers of any type because I know one of the greatest fears is not being loved by your own family. I will teach my kids what is right and wrong but whatever path they choose to walk along will be their decision for I am only a way giver and a past path follower, that will be their now and their forever, not mine. 

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And i didn’t regret it anymore.

I’d wasted so much time wishing I could be different,

wishing I could change things, change myself.

If given the chance, I would’ve shed myself and 

become a different girl. Slipped on a name like Clara or Mary,

docile and gentle and smiling and kind. I thought it would be easier

to be someone else than to be who I was becoming, but I didn’t 

think that anymore. The girl who wanted those things had died with

Rachel, buried under the asylum I brought down. And I realized now,

for the first time, really, that I didn’t miss her.

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