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I like how the transition was from invader zim to homestuck to invader zim to homestuck to transformers

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I could be so powerful if I knew how to draw mech better y’all don’t even know

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No I don’t think I’m every universe they find each other. But it wouldn’t hurt if I let them think that happens

I don’t think either of them deserve that much love from one another

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God I wish I could express the pain and anguish of a character but it will never translate well into a piece and instead I retract back to making it gay and cutesy since that’s all I could ever do

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Dib surprising Spencer by speaking his home world language to him

Spencer beats him up out of embarrassment

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Mentally exploding an oc everytime they do some fuck shit

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Dib kept getting dreams about Spencer

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Zerbale wearing a fur coat cause he killed a Spencers Dib and Spencer got mad so he had to kill him too

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Dib and Spencer are a bonded pair they cannot separate

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Aaaaaaaaa follow me on blue thing

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Zerbale in his tube

He’s getting fed coke and rat meat

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There’s a physical book of Spencer and Dib in the beginning of their relationship and to where they get more comfortable with it

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Post abt, two songs I think describe Starmoth as a worse thing

(Yes there's a lot of fluff to them but not rn)

Mad Dog - Starmoth

1st verse Spencer, as in money isn't everything, he didn't need this. He wants to slow down and not rush things. Losing his way, as in just spiraling to what he actually wants and not it being the best thing for either of them

2nd verse Dib. He wants help, with Spencer, with his work, with everything. Lashing out at Spencer in return on whos going to keep things on and in order and keep them under the roof. But its taking a toll on his mental health so it's not good either way and he's run into a corner

3rd verse Spencer and Dib. Kicking back to relax, but always ending up at the bottom of things, rock bottom. No matter how much they can claw and scream, they'll always end up there. It'll stay like that till they both try and take care of their own mental state

4th verse Spencer. Telling Dib that he's gonna drag both of them down with him, jabbing at his childhood as he wasn't treated as an equal, and a nod to the town being right saying Dib isn't worth it

5th verse Dib. Instead of it being money, he's asking if not him, then who else will Spencer look to, to keep him entertained, happy, gratified, jab at how much Spencer is a hypocrite for not trying to fix himself first. Jab at the small amount of information he was able to wrangle off Spencer in his childhood

6th verse Spencer and Dib. Again, despite it all, nothings changed. Both are stuck at the bottom, alone and afraid with each other. This isn't getting either of them anywhere, but they only have each other to take comfort from

It Was a Swift Not a Swallow (I Never Listen) - Starmoth

1st verse, 6 lines Dib. This is where Spencer jabs at how nobody would want Dib, and Dib knowing very well of that and knowing the thoughts of it will leave Spencer anyway sooner or later when he realizes something

1st verse, 2 ending lines Spencer. Spencer does love Dib, he knows this in his heart and mind. But he also knows that as they continue they're going to hurt each other and neither of them deserves this from the start, especially as children they didn't deserve this

2nd verse, 2 lines Dib. He's trying to remember what it was that Spencer gave him, like in the end their relationship didn't really matter in a way

2nd verse, end 2 lines Spencer, a contrast to Dib. He knew from the start this was a doomed relationship but he still wants Dib to know how much the relationship meant to him and how he's treasured it, unlike Dib has

3rd verse Dib, he doesn't know if he should leave or not. He knows Spencer the most out of everybody and he knows that Spencers acceptance by everybody was probably tarnished when he started dating Dib. He's clinging onto Spencer as the abuse is normalized for either of them, and Dib knows he wants to change. Dib would start to feel disconnected from the whole thing at times, and in the end when they're old, Spencer will be alone. It's obvious, as they both grow Spencer is still as energetic as ever and Dib has gone more laid back. It's showing, and Dib knows Spencer deserves better, and Dib is selfish and keeps Spencer to himself, taking and taking from him and barely ever giving back

4th verse The same as the 2nd verse

5th verse, 2 lines Dib. Spencer was enough, and Dib still treated his like garbage

5th verse, 3rd line Spencer. He knows and can say he was never loved, but he still clings onto a Dib who did love him

5th verse, ending 2 lines Dib. He knows that he can't apologize for something that's a part of him. But instead he uses the song selfishly as the apology Spencer never got

6th verse Spencer. He still want's to be around Dib, but he will have to learn how to keep him as a friend, and how to love him a different way. Make amends, despite there being pain

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Idk why but Dib having felt wayyyyyy more happier after getting to finally kiss Spencer was

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Dib and Spencer got a whole thing about defending each others actions and are in major denial of being clingy af to each other

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Idk, there’s something with Spencer hiding what happened to him from Dib, even during the relationship, there’s something there