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Other w.i.p. for the project

W.i.p., let's hope my energy does nit leave me half way

This fucker is just the first image of a set of 8 (dude) that i am going to draw with some song lyrics yippie :,)

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W.i.p., let's hope my energy does nit leave me half way

This fucker is just the first image of a set of 8 (dude) that i am going to draw with some song lyrics yippie :,)

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If that's the case, nice. But what is he saying?

Option a)

"Well done, vessel, you can rest and try again later"

Option b)

"Do not disappoint me. You can still win this"

Or c)

"Wow you suck at this"

I'm playing COTL with headphones for the first time and... does... narinder talk to you when you're near death??? Like is he whispering in your ear when you're half a heart?

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I WAS SUPPOSED TO POST THIS YESTERDAY AND GOT SO SIDETRACKED. For that asker that requested a Spare Crumb of Goat Content.....this is the first finished art I made of the goat, from months ago. I actually drew the goat the same night unholy alliance was announced, but that was during a hiatus so I never ended up posting it.

ANYWAY THIS IS THE PERFECT TIME TO TELL A LESHY KNUCKLEBONES STORY THAT HAPPENED AFTER I DREW THIS. I had him make an egg despite my firm belief he's an aroace king, I just wanted one baby from each bishop, and this motherfucker happened to be playing knucklebones when I summoned him to the mating tent. SO INSTEAD OF DOING THE FLIRTY ANIMATION HE WAS JUST THROWING FUCKING DICE AT AMDUSIAS?? AND IT WORKED????

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«Another vessel, ay? You seem capable, alright, but I don't I see that certain spark of violence in your eyes. Perhaps one of my weapons can help you out with the needed bite?»

«good choice, well crafted that one. Now scram, I have to meet up with my brother. He's crossed an ocean to meet us, and he's already stressed out»

The second of the demon siblings, Sue Evil-Eye, is given the role of Kudaai, the blacksmith

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I finally figured out how Bert relationship with Narinder and the other bishops evolve, so here a quick timeline

> Bert is Narinder's vessel, and see him as more as a god/ideal than a persons

> they dethrone him and forcefully drag him into the cult grounds because they did not waste years to free him and never ever showing the outside world to that stinky cat

> they discover that four (hirrible) people are trapped in eternal torment and it is their duty to free them, also eternity is a really long time and no one deserves that

> they keep the bishops around because the ex god of death and now their husband is experiencing grief and remorse

> after some time they go like "okay the four bitchass losers are not that bad"

> they divorce from their now ex husband after discovering that when he said "i was the cause of everything that went wrong in your life" he was being literal

> Bert and Leshy become besties

> the bishops (and narinder too but the relationship is still damaged) become basically consultants and help Bert deal with godhood

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Regarding you last post about Nari with the lamb doll, what do you think the other siblings would do with a doll of a loved/trusted one ?

I think, after The Lamb figured out The Lamb Therapy Plushies™ didn't work on these ex-gods as well as it did for Nari, they had someone carve little wooden dolls of the bishops themselves. Maybe they would be more willing to talk to a fake of each other!

Unlike Narinder, the bishops, Shamura especially, had a lot more time to brood on their guilt while in purgatory, and thus are a lot harder on themselves about what they did or didn't do!

Also, here's a pallet cleanser for the angst. It's what each of them did with the plushie of the lamb they were given.

Leshy tore it up with his teeth.

Heket hacked it up to pieces.

Kallamar tossed it in a pond.

Shamura strung it up.

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bby kally because in feel better :D

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painting of my oc/dnd character Lotus :) this is a remake of a painting from 2023

awesome close-up of the face + the original painting lol. this is the painting i said i'd be able to finish "before the year was over" and then i proceeded to not touch it. at all. for like two months. oh well its done now

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Posting this as a stand alone and not an answer, I like to find my art easily. Also I forgot Shamura's head legs antlers thingies.

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Crying you made them so cute 😭 jfjsjsjsjsjsj

Also ops my hand slipped i drew this as soon as i could at school so please forgive the low quality

Pre circus Giggles be upon you (plus Miù and technically Emery I just hope i didn't butcher her design)

I like to think they have some lion dna just to add insult to injuri and some simbolism about taming a side of their personality

Guess who threw their lamb into @bloos-bloo 's toybox au?

Based on one of those reversable plushies

Bert is the cheerful and lovable beast tamer! The shortest member of the circus staff after Leshy, their uniform is a little too big, but no matter what they always know how to put on a show!

Don't worry, the whip is just for show! They would never hit their precious lion-plushie! But other people...

It seems that they were born for the stage, truly the only one that actually enjoys living at the circus-

At least, as long as someone is watching them perform that's the idea they give off. They keep bottling up all their negative emotions, and once they get to stay away from the spoitlight they act bitter and perpetually annoyed, at least torwards other circus members.

They have basically two "faces" or personas, that they can witch by detatching their head, reversing it like one of these bad boys

And then sticking it back. While their switch from the stage persona and their off stage one happens spontanousely, if they want to switch the other way around they have to force themselves to do that and keep on the bowtie to be sure they don't accidentaly switch back.

There is one specific difference in the expressions they can make depending on their persona: when they are on stage, they can't stop smiling, while when they are off duty they can't smile.

All their existential dread and resentment towards the circus, misted to this sense of delusion like they got robbed of their dream obviously made them quite pissed, but they can't show their anger towards Emery.

So, they redirect it. Usually towarda the wrong people.

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Guess who threw their lamb into @bloos-bloo 's toybox au?

Based on one of those reversable plushies

Bert is the cheerful and lovable beast tamer! The shortest member of the circus staff after Leshy, their uniform is a little too big, but no matter what they always know how to put on a show!

Don't worry, the whip is just for show! They would never hit their precious lion-plushie! But other people...

It seems that they were born for the stage, truly the only one that actually enjoys living at the circus-

At least, as long as someone is watching them perform that's the idea they give off. They keep bottling up all their negative emotions, and once they get to stay away from the spoitlight they act bitter and perpetually annoyed, at least torwards other circus members.

They have basically two "faces" or personas, that they can witch by detatching their head, reversing it like one of these bad boys

And then sticking it back. While their switch from the stage persona and their off stage one happens spontanousely, if they want to switch the other way around they have to force themselves to do that and keep on the bowtie to be sure they don't accidentaly switch back.

There is one specific difference in the expressions they can make depending on their persona: when they are on stage, they can't stop smiling, while when they are off duty they can't smile.

All their existential dread and resentment towards the circus, misted to this sense of delusion like they got robbed of their dream obviously made them quite pissed, but they can't show their anger towards Emery.

So, they redirect it. Usually towarda the wrong people.

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pt. 1 / ?

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Welcome to the circus..

….part 2-

THE CIRCUS CREW HAVE BEEN REDESIGNED CHAT. HOW ARE WE FEELING??

Personally- I feel like these designs live up to the expectations I have for myself when it comes to a circus.. with darker intentions. Instead of bright colors everything is a bit muted- (besides Leshy, he’s a baby)

OH! An important detail I forgot- Notice the bells! :D who has them and who doesn’t.. <3 the bells are veerryyy important!

WHAT IS TOYBOX?? OHHH IM GLAD YOU ASSKKEDDD-

ToyBox is a Cult of the Lamb Circus AU where the lamb (Emery) trapped the Bishops and clears their memory of their previous lives! It’s mainly a Narilamb centric story- but there’s a bit of everyone for everybody to enjoy <3

We got some individual ref sheets too! Don’t mind me yapping about each one.

THIS IS YOUR WARNING NOW-

ToyBox does deal with dark themes like sexual harassment, abuse, trauma, and kidnapping. So if that is something you would rather avoid, I suggest turning away now.

For the individuals- I will be adding a bit of info on their stories so far, their stage names, and just- inspo behind the characters \o/

Going from youngest to oldest here-

Leshy literally has the mentality of a child. He’s the young one out of all of the circus performers. He yearns to be in the spotlight just like the rest of his family, but he’s always pushed aside.

Emery gave him the name “Pipsqueak” because of his size.. He doesn’t know that she caused that. Out of everyone- he’s the only performer to wear bright colors. (Mainly to show off his childish personality-)

When it came to writing Leshy- I wanted to focus on the result of childhood trauma, and Leshy is an embodiment of that. His behavior is to make up of the fact that there’s something clearly wrong- but in order to protect himself, he hides it away and thinks of everything else.

Heket has it rough- her mouth is stapled shut and she’s a greeter?? Girl- pick a struggle. She tries to be open to everyone, but she often has a hard time with it. Her relationship with her family is strong- and that’s all that matters, she just needs to know that they’re safe.

“Nobody.” listened to Heket when she had suspicions. “Nobody” listened to Heket when she raged about Shamura’s injury. “Nobody” listened to Heket when she called out Emery for mistreating her family. “Nobody” listened to her. And that’s why she’s nobody. Because nobody will ever listen. Emery made sure of it.

It’s obvious what I based Heket off of- when it comes to abuse, there’s the ones who take it silently or are forced to be silent. Which was what happened to Heket, she knows what’s going on, but she cannot say it- and even if she did.. will anyone listen to her? Probably not.

Narinder does a little bit of everything- he has no solid role in the circus since Emery makes sure he is near at all times. Sometimes it’s annoying.. oh- it’s so annoying.

Figment- It’s allll a figment of his imagination. There’s nothing wrong in the circus. Nothing at all! And if there was.. it isn’t real, it’s in his head.. Emery always drills that into him.. it’s not real.. these ideas of having another life- it’s fake.

Narinder is very easy to figure out- he’s based on victims in general. How easy it is to fall for manipulation- and easy it is to try and stick around instead of causing anything else.. a sad reality.

Kallamar has a body and they know it. They use it sometimes- though is it desirable? Nope- She often changes her form since she can freely stuff or take out. It helps whenever the gazes get too much.

Minx. A sexually playful woman who often causes trouble. The complete opposite of Kallamar. In fact- she hates the stares, she yearns to have it be drawn away- and it’s not like she tries to bring in the eyes of men. She’s just given outfits to match his routines..

Reason why I associate Kallamar with “I’m not bad, I’m just drawn that way.” They are. Kallamar is not a hoe unlike my other AU- The idea of her is the way women are treated in modern society. Male gaze is horrible- and subjecting a body to such light is just- eugh.

Shamura- the sweet little storyteller who can barely remember their name. They just want to tell their stories and not have to worry about freaking out.

Seeker. They kept seeking for information. They kept digging and digging until it landed them somewhere they shouldn’t have been. Emery made sure they would forget, made sure that they would power off a lot more..

Now, Shamura is very special to me for this AU. A good majority of this AU being surrounded by abuse from aspects I have experienced in life. Shamura represents abuse in general. Just the fear of speaking out because of the backlash from the other, something I know of very well. They dissociate to draw away from the pain- from everything. Forgetting to protect themself.

Emery is the host, the leader of it all. She needs energy to survive- devotion. which- here devotion is given to her through cheers from the crowd. And without performers- she wouldn’t have a crowd.

Ringmaster.. it’s very self explanatory- Emery is in control of it all. Of the entire business and of what happens. Her role doesn’t stop off stage… it never does.

Emery is a character that can’t be forgiven, her actions weigh the amount of positives she could have and it sucks. Cause it’s easy to want to love her- but you can’t because of her history. Doesn’t that sound familiar? She’s basically based off people who know they’re toxic, yet never change.

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Lamb ask! 6 9 and 13 please!

Oooh these are nice questions

6. Who raised your lamb?

Bert for obvious reasons can't remember, but they were raised by their biological parents, and the same thing is true for the last lamb.

9. How or where was your lamb caught?

Lauren traveled for the last few weeks of their life with a small herd of sheep across Darkwood, trying to reach the coast to then sail away. However, a group of Chaos's followers found them; during the massacre that followed, Lauren managed to run away. They then proceeded to wander around the forest for a week, before being found once again. This time they did not try to run

13. Is your lamb petite? Curvy? Fucking jacked?

They're built like a twink