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trying to stay healthy is hard when you want to be pretty

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Watching Dallas Cowboys Cheerleaders : Making the Team is a great motivation for loss!! They have to be on strict diets, there's weight probation, and they make sure you're under a certain body fat percentage. Also the entire show is basically an excuse for body checking. If you're struggling throw on a few episodes. You won't be able to eat. It's great.

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i don't want my thighs to touch as I stand or sit

i don't want rolls forming on my stomach as i sit

i don't want to have fat flabby arms as I let them hang down my shoulders

i want my thighs so skinny, so even as they lay over my calves, they'll be ungodly small

i want my stomach so flat, so as I lay, it'll create a hole across my rip bones to my hip bones

i want my arms to be as skinny as my wrists

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I'm actually going to the gym tomorrow!! For the first time ever!! Going to focus on cardio, I want to lose weight not gain muscle!!

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two family meals tomorrow, y'all pray for me tuesday is going to have to be a full 24hr fast.

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we getting back in the swing of things!!!!

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swimsuit season is coming up. get prepared now.

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Stomach fat is my #1 enemy.

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I know you can't physically tell a difference in how much weight I've gained, just because of how I carry it, but I can feel a difference and I feel disgusting.

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so um, we're just not going to talk about how hard I fell off.

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I'm barely active because I'm completely failing at my goal and only getting worse.

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dw guys, i didn't die. ive just been binging for the last month and gained 5lbs 🔫

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I suck at this disorder

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Me when I blow all of my calories on sweet tea : 🥰🥰🥰

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weirdly enough, being in school helps me get to my gw better because i can get away with eating a half salad. BUT WE HAVENT BEEN AT SCHOOL FOR A WEEK AND A HALF

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My school better get that damn truck in so I can get away with only eating some salad without people getting worried.

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i need exercises that focus on my core/stomach area. any ideas?