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Will u join the challenge?

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haha I’m an inch taller than you L O S E R

How tall are you, sir?

I know this is fucked up but 5 foot 10

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tucutes address the horrifying amount of pure hatred within your community challenge

(and yes, I am tagging this with tucute tags! you people need to stop pretending this does not exist!)

(additionally, why the fuck are nb people beating up transmeds? a fuckton of transmeds are nb because transmed =/= anti-nb u dumbasses)

“truscum don’t deserve happiness or love. dysphoria isn’t real. truscum are ugly and don’t pass. I hope all truscum are misgendered. I wish all truscum would die. Truscum should never be happy with their bodies. They deserve nothing. I hope truscum get raped to death. Break your neck. Fuck you sh*male. Kill yourself you r*tarded truscum. Kill yourself tr*nny. I had lots of fun drawing this picture of truscum being shot and killed! Truscum don’t deserve safe spaces. Truscum don’t deserve to transition and I wish I could take all their hormones away. Truscum slit your fucking throat.”

-the tucute community. 

If you want even more examples, feel free to search “# truscum should die” or “# i hate truscum” or similar phrases in the search box right up there :-)

I’m not saying all tucutes are like this. They aren’t. I’m saying that you people need to address this. If a transmed said that tucutes deserved to be raped or some shit, we would fucking excommunicate them immediately. If a transmed is sending out death threats, we call them out. We fucking police our own community to keep the terrible people out. You people need to start doing the same.

Stop acting like transmeds are the big bad bullies and tucutes are the poor little innocents no matter what. Look behind your ohh uwu smol innocent sweet enby boy being buwwied by the big bad twuscums! facade and see what your community is really made of and fucking fix it. 

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Approximately all of your followers :) 

Ok so like... how many people in the world have a crush on you, like estimate on how many people you think want to be in a relationship with you

That statistic doesn’t interest me, I’d much rather know how many people would like to crush me with large boulders

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fuck you Moggi

luv ya too

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Could I possibly be transgender?

Could I possibly be transgender?

For context, I am AFAB (Assigned Female At Birth). I am currently trying to find out whether I am a boy

Heyo, it's me again. I came over here about a month ago (?) to talk about the possibility of me being transgender. Some things have changed and I have learned new things, and I have "come out" to my family as possibly being transgender.

First, here are my symptoms:

Gender Euphoria - I feel happy when referred to as 'he' or called by a specific masculine name (I've tried David: it makes me immensely happy :) )

Discomfort with assigned genitalia and the female aspects of my body. This includes but is not limited to my breasts, sexual organs, wrists, hips, eyelashes, face shape, thighs.

Discomfort when referred to as female, or as my birthname. I used to be OK with being called she/her and with my birthname, but now two years after puberty and almost a year after I started questioning is when it started. Although, in my earlier years (elementary school) I did refer to myself as a boy in my head sometimes, because I thought it was fun. I also detested feminine things, and I tried to portray myself as masculine as possible at all times.

Discomfort in how I see myself internally. It's confusing, and scary. I'm not sure if I'm actually a male inside or if it is just a symptom of my depression (I have been formally diagnosed) or some sort of body dysmorphia thing. I don't see myself as a girl, I don't think.

I want to have male anatomy. All of it. Penis, flat chest, deep voice, Adams apple, everything! My parents have told me that I think this way because I think having a period is too hard or what I have to do 'as a girl' is too uncomfortable, but thats not exactly the reasons I want to be a boy. My parents tried to deter me from wanting to be a boy by saying that 'boys deal with uncomfortable stuff too!' and I KNOW that! But I don't care. I just... need a male body.

OK, those are the brunt of my symptoms. Now on to the caveats of this dilemma:

My mom pointed out the possibility of 'penis envy' to my. She said that lots of girls my age feel envious of males having a penis when they do not have one. Could I be experiencing penis envy, or is it something more serious?

I am young. Thirteen. I know for a fact that practically nobody knows or even questions if they're trans when they're in the seventh-eighth grade, so are my feelings still valid? My mom also pointed out that the human brain isn't full developed until you are twenty six, and that I cannot make a valid decision until then. I feel like that is maybe pushing it too far, but is she right? Could all of this just be me being a dumb, angsty teenager? That's what she thinks, at least.

I feel like I am faking my symptoms. The more I learned about how a trans person's dysphoria feels like, the more I start to feel that way, too. Could this be me making it up or is this normal? I am really not sure...

I am seeing a counselour right now, but we aren't talking about these things. I feel so awful keeping all of these feelings pent up but whenever I try to talk about them my counselour just steers the conversation in a different direction entirely. The only time I have truly talked about my symptoms was with my mom, and that is when she brought up the penis envy and age stuff.

I've been so confused lately, and I just don't know what to do. If any of you can help me sort this all out, it would be greatly appreciated.... thank you so much.

(side thing here that goes with my symptoms; in band we (the girls) had to try on dresses. Everyone was happy and smiling and stuff, excited about the dresses, but I was about to have a dead on panic attack. When I put on the dress, I felt disgusting and wrong. I couldn't stand to look at myself because now, more than ever, I didn't look like me. I cried a lot. Luckily, the tailor was a very nice woman, and actually the mother of a nonbinary pal that I have! She was very nice about it, and told me to ask my parents if I could wear a suit for concerts instead. Of course, my parents won't ever let me do that, but I appreciate the sentiment. Thank you, Mrs. S!)

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F UCK.

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You do too, Fish!

you matter so much

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Actually not really! Gender is in fact a real thing!! Idk if this is a joke or not but!!! Still!!!!

Good news everyone gender is fake !!!!!!!!

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Like/Reblog this if you DO believe that people need dysphoria to be trans

**Do NOT use the notes on this post to harass people

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Fuck yeah! At this point I just wish I wasn’t trans (more than I even used to) because people always look at me like I’m a joke! I am sick and tired of this shit.

Things the lgbt community is doing that make me wish I wasn’t lgbt:

It/its pronouns

He/him lesbians

“Spacesexual genderflux non dysphoric gnc trans boy! (He/she/they/fae)”

“”“"Preferred”“”“ pronouns (they aren’t preferred. I am a guy. You call me he.)

Neopronouns/genders in general……

"I don’t try to pass as a boy but if you misgender me or refuse to date me like a cute yaoi boy you’re transphobic”

Every trans guy is a “smol flower soft boi”

Every trans woman is a “big strong muscle lady wife”

Forcing the queer label on everyone in an act of “reclaiming” it

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Hhhh? Is there a specific reason? Share the happiness, Fish! :D

bro im happy, im so happy bro

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EXPOSING @MOGGI_MIX

U SE D BAD WORD AT MY SLEEPOVER YOU FRICKEN FRICK!!!! i AMS O MAD RN YOU ARE SUCH A POOPEE HEAD I AM NOT ENVITING U TO MY IRTHDAY PARTY!!!! I AM GOING TO GET IN TRUBLE WITH MY PARENTS AN D IT IS UR FAULT!!!! UR SO MEAN I AM SO SAD RN OHM Y GO MAN.... U BETRAYED MY TRUST AND NOW I CAN NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN MAN...... MAN YOU SU H A JERK MAN................... WE ARE NO LONGER BEST FRRIENDZ..... :(

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Exposing Instagram User Radioactivecircus:

Hi I’m tne wickedd weiner 

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GFSMHFJKAGF IM CRYING

🌸✨things ONLY us fairykin have rights to uwu✨🌸

these emojis: 🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️✨💖🦋 (yes even the butterfly bc it looks like a fairy)

fae/faer/faerself pronouns uwu

dressing up as fairies for Halloween (even if you’re a baby/child)

wearing fairy wings

having “fairy” in our usernames

GLITTER!!!!

If you use/do any of these things and you aren’t fairykin than you’re transphobic and kinphobic and invalid :)))) you’re also appropriating fairykin culture so you’re also racist :))))) this isn’t gatekeeping, this is our fairykin right uwu

(this is completely satire, do not take this seriously)

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If pronouns dont equal gender than why do people get so mad over me not using their pronouns? Honey it DONT add up

✨🌈🏁 made these today and posted them on my Instagram!! 🏁🌈✨

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Yo dawg you right!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!

I’ll say it…

being transgender is a mental illness.

wait! before you call me transphobic,,,,

you need to be diagnosed with gender dysphoria to get treatment, and surprise! It’s classified as a mental illness. wow!!!!

and if you don’t have it, you’re not trans.