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Luha ng tula

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"sayang"

Hindi ka ba nagtataka' kung bakit tayo pinagtagpo?

Kung bakit mga istorya natin' ay pareho ng yugto.

Bugso ng damdamin ' at lukso ng dugo

At ang takbo ng buhay natin' ay pareho ng pulso

Hindi ko maipaliwanag' ang nararamdamang ito

Ang isip ko ay niyanig' ng biglaang pagkalito

Sino ka ba talaga' at bakit ka naririto

Hiwaga mo ay tumatak' na sa kaisipan ko

Tila napako ang atensyon' sa misteryo na dala

Kaya ninais ng puso' na Ikaw ay mapasaya

Pero tadhana lang' ang may kakayanan' na makapagtakda

ng kahihinatnan' ng kwento nating dalawa.

naisin ko man na Ikaw ay mapa sa akin

Hindi maari sapagkat sa iba nakabaling

Ang puso't isip mo ay hindi para sakin

mistulang bangin na humahadlang sa atin

oo may mahal kang iba, yan ay tanggap ko

Ngunit nandito pa rin ako para lang sa'yo

hindi kita iiwan yan ang pakatandaan mo

kahit hindi tama, Ikaw ay minahal ko.

Ito na ang huling pahina ng istorya

Mga landas ay magiiba ng ruta

Di ka nga talaga para sa akin

nawala kang parang ihip ng hangin.

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"Unrecognized"

I was their when you're down

I'm here for you all the time

I lift you up from the ground

But you still don't recognize

I am a fool for loving you

But you are too dumb to realize

That I am really into you

But you still don't recognize

I protected you from all the harm

I am your angel in disguise

I embrace you always to stay calm

But you still don't recognize

I accepted you for who you are

And comforted you in your lonely nights

I wiped your tears when you cry

But you still don't recognize.

Here I am in front of you

Exposing the feelings I hide.

Your lover that don't have a clue

That he will never be recognize

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Oh I'm just a man' with no plans.

Embracing my life' with both hands

I Don't give a shit' with so called friends

Living the life' of imperfections

I choose to be silent' I supposed

But my mind shouts' the loudest roar

Protecting my heart' that I compose

From breaking apart' up to the core

Maybe you'll dislike me' for who I am

Or maybe you are grateful' that I came

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"Helping Hand"

By VinKevJun

I know these nights are difficult, and full of distress

You are anxious, you are weak, you are submerged with sadness

You can laugh and you can smile, but you are pretentious as it is.

And maybe you are doubtful, if God really exist.

It is okay to cry and let out, all the loneliness inside.

It is unnecessary to lie, about your feelings this time

It is a wasted effort, to hide things that you cannot hide

It is normal to get bruises, in an unexpected fight.

I just want you to know, that I can lend an ear

I can be a blanket, that can wipe your tears

I am not an expert, in this kind of field

But I am a human being, and I know what pain is.

You are brave, you are fearless, you can pull this through

I may not know you well, but I believe in you.

These nights will pass, and days will be brighter

Cheer up and tell the world, that you are one hell of a fighter.

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"cycling”

Ito na lang yung source of happiness ko,  Ito na lang yung nakakapagpatakbo ng buhay, Ito yung nag reremind sakin lagi na if you do not move forward maa’out of balance ka. Sa tingin ko hindi ko na ulit iiwan tong hobby na to. No matter what. Kasi dati na ko nag bibisikleta, but unfortunately nasira yung bike ko then, sinukuan ko na. Hindi ko na ginawan ng paraan.

BUT This time hindi na talaga, Even gumastos pa ng malaki para lang mag tuloy tuloy yung pag bibisikleta ko. I am willing to exert extra effort para  dito sa cycling. ganun yung pasasalamat ko talaga dito. For bringing me to such beautiful places, and ang healthy niya physically and mentally!! Talagang makakatulong siya sayo if you are in such distress,depression, anxiety..ETC. 

CONS?

magastos mag upgrade! ika nga e “Upgraditis”  ewan ko pero simula nung nagkabike ako uli parang gusto ko lagi i’upgrade at ang mamahal ng pyesa

Nakakapagod. pero! once na makarating ka na sa paroroonan mo, para kang uminom ng sampong robust hahaha ganun kaganda yung mga napuntahan ko so far!  I am really looking forward sa iba ko pang gusto puntahan! kaya ensayo lang, makakarating din ako LOL.

Lagi malayo sa family. syempre outdoor sport siya so expect mo na lagi kang nasa labas. kahit minsan 2 - 3hrs lang na nagbibisikleta araw-araw.  and may 1 day kang pahinga.  wala pa kong schooling neto, pano pag meron na. 

So that concludes everything. marami pa kong gusto makita. at makasalamuha sa cycling! shoutout “Aira Lopes” , Idol “Angelo Bikerdude” , ofcourse Sir “ Ian How”! at marami pa!  pahingi ako sticker!!  To all : Try cycling!  di masasayang oras niyo just by trying! guaranteed happiness, tapos marami ka pang magiging kaibigan! makakapunta ka ng iba’t ibang lugar nang hindi gumagastos ng gasolina. tubig lang! 

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Just me, 

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heto na naman ako

naaalala ko yung tayo

tayo na nagpupuyat

kahit di naman tayo

araw araw kausap ka

araw araw na "ang saya"

yung araw araw nga eh

gusto kong araw arawin pa

hinding hindi ko makakalimutan

bunga ng pinagsamahan

kahit di na tulad ng dati

ang importante yung pinagdaanan

naalala ko lang naman

nakakalungkot nga kung iisipin

di ko na mababalikan

pwera kung babalik ka rin

ganun pa rin ako sayo

wala namang nagbago

tanggap ko yung desisyon

nagkamali din naman ako

kung pwede nga kalimutan na lang

tapos balik tayo sa nakaraan

itatama lahat ng mali

tapos back to normal na naman

ang problema kasi

ganun lang kadali

ganun kadali sayo

kalimutan ang lahat ng binubuo

wala eh. namimiss lang naman kita

ano pa nga ba magagawa

wala ka na

masaya ka na.

nakalimot na.

naka move on na

ako eto umaasa

na babalik ka pa.

tsk

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a sudden sadness strikes Me. because I reMeMber soMeone who I don't like to Mention. soMeone who I thought will stay by My side . soMeone who I thought that she's different froM others. soMeone who can understand My side of every story. soMeone who can forgive Me froM My Mistakes but with a blink of an eye she's gone. left with no clues. poof* just like that. until now i don't know what's the Main reason. i Miss her so Much. i still hope that we will be okay in the future. for the Mean tiMe. she stays in My heart and Mind and nothing has changed.

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Always

Believe

Conquer

Depression

Embrace

Fulfillment

Glisten

Humility

Intellect

Judgement

Keep

Listening

Maintain

Nobleness

Originate

Philosophy

Quadruplicate

Realizations

Simplify

Technical

Understanding

Venture

Willingly

Xylograph

Zenith

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sooner or later I'll be gone for good. mamimiss ko yung community na kinalakihan ko, mamimiss ko yung environment, yung challenges, yung household, chapter, cluster, sector and all. mamimiss ko yung worship, mamimiss ko yung assemblies, conferences, gatherings, fellowship, camps, late night talks, mamimiss ko mag serve, mag guide, mag encourage, mag pasaya, mamimiss ko yung tawanan , iyakan, tampuhan , mamimiss ko mag talk, mag organize, mag pasaway, at marami pang iba't ibang bagay.

I feel so bad na sa ganitong paraan ako magpapaalam sa YFC (Youth for Christ). sobrang tagal ko nang ginusto gawin but something keeps pulling me back. up until last night. narealize ko na oras na talaga. it's time for me to step out. not even in singles for christ. it is not for me. kahit ano pa siguro sabihin nila. i know na gusto ko at gagawin ko at dito ako magiging masaya. dito ako papanatag.

I am thankful more than enough. sobrang nagpapasalamat ako. kasi kahit papano may tumanggap sa pagkatao ko. dito ko naramdaman na I am blessed more than I deserved and I can say na dito ako pinaka nag grow. wala na kong masabi. siguro talagang hanggang dito na lang..

eto na yun eh. yung time na alam mo na sa sarili mo na log out ka na sa pagiging yfc. eto na yun.. no doubt about it. eto na talaga yun.. it was fun, it was exciting, it was memorable but it's time to say goodbye. I really am grateful for this journey and it will be always in my heart and soul. adios!~

Once a YFC always a YFC! God has a plans. I trust it. 🙂

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I am proud to say na never akong tumugtog ng gitara for fame and papogi sa madla. Tumutugtog ako for my own happiness for my own contentment and pleasure. masasabi kong I have the passion sa pag tugtog and gustong gusto ko tumugtog magturo at makinig. wala namang masama sa pag share ng talent and binalak ko rin namang gawin yun but unfortunately di ako nabigyan ng opportunity. Ang nakakainis lang kasi, ngayon puro pacute puro pabida puro pabibo eh basic chords lang naman alam. halatang halata kasi yung pasikat lang sa talagang may passion. kahit siguro baguhan matutukoy yun and yes may karapatan lahat tumugtog wala naman akong binabawalan. but PLEASE! MAKE IT HAPPEN NA SA BAWAT PAG TUGTOG NIYO ISAPUSO NIYO YUNG MUSIC! wag niyo gawin for fame. parang awa niyo na.

and speaking of music! pansin na pansin kasi ngayon napakadaling mag upload magpasikat at sumikat. nawawala na yung essence ng music. nawawala yung power. nawawala yung impact. sa mga datihan ko na lang nakikita at napapakinggan yung klase ng music na may sense yung nakakahype yung pag napakinggan mo talagang mapapasabay ka. (foreign or local! all genre!) makikita mo naman eh yung mga lumang kanta na napapakinggan mo pa rin ngayon. talamak ngayon yung pag maganda yung beat o yung flow ng kanta kahit walang sense yung lyrics tinatangkilik na. yan yung isa sa mga epekto. it hurts sa kagaya kong "listener" /music lover. (props sa ben&ben, agsunta, sud etc.., ) . Sana lang and sana talaga bumalik yung quality ng mga music ngayon!

PS. read at your own risk. pake ko kung iba pananaw mo. 😊

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tuwing malungkot lang ba ko makakagawa ng tula?

kapag ang puso ay muli na namang lumuha?

kapag ang dadamin ay nasasaktan?

kapag di tumitila ang ulan?

tuwing malungkot lang ba ako makakagawa ng tula?

kapag ang isip ay napupuno ng mga salita?

kapag ang kagustuhan ay di napagbigyan?

kapag umaga'y nabalot ng kadiliman?

tuwing malungkot lang ba ako makakagawa ng tula?

kapag bago matulog ay laging tulala?

kapag ang mata'y tinakpan ng unan?

kapag gusto ng alak saking lalamunan?

o makakagawa pa ba ko ng tula?

kung isang araw ako'y nawala?

kung umalis na sa'ming tahanan?

kung iniwan na ang mundong tinatapakan?

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"Aureole Within Me"

by vinkevjun

The wind blows words to my head

telling me to drop all the things I held

stumble and tremble with fear..

fell down and start feeling my tears..

I am devastated and numb from this pain..

I don't know if I should stand again..

but another wind blows words to my head!

it comforts me and release me from my dread.

then a bright light shines before my eyes!

comes with hummingbirds and butterflies!

It gives me chills by just listening.

all the angels singing in my dream.

A nightmare turns into a blissful sweven

things change fast that's what I believe and

the darkness says you should stop!

but God strengthen you to get up!!

the darkness says you should stop!

but the light in you will never pop!!

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Ipipikit ang mata

di na nais pa makita

tila ba ang mundo'y

binabawi kung ano'ng kanya

tatakpan ang pandinig

di ko din nais marinig

pagiyak ng sangkatauhan

at ng buong daigdig

ititikom ang aking labi

wala din namang masabi

hahayaan ang panahon

itama ang lahat ng pagkakamali.