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She Used To Be Mine

Zhongli x Reader x Childe

Mentions of Zhongli x Ningguang

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She's imperfect but she tries

“Ehh?? But you said-“ a girl with beautiful ocean deep eyes widen when the merchant glared at her “I said buy the gold fabric not this disgusting green” he said throwing the fabric in the ground “congratulations you just lost your job and now owe me 350k mora” the girl gasp “wait-!!”

She is good but she lies

“Ohh?! Mr. Zhongli- you don’t have too…” the gentleman smiled at her “I know your tired Y/n” the brunette flinched “I- I’m not!!” Zhongli laughs and ruffled her hair “Yes you are” he said as he walks away from the said girl

Gosh mr.zhongli is really making me fall hard huh

She is hard on herself

“Yes yes I’m on it!!” Y/n picked up four boxes of crates “Y/n, your still working??”

She looked up and at the moment hands grabbed the boxes of crates “Wha- Mr.Zhongli wait..” she sigh as Zhongli ignored her “There’s really no stopping you huh” he chuckled and shake his head “I want to help Y/n, you’ve been working since 5AM… its 10PM” Y/n laughed nervously “I didn’t notice… How about you Mr.Zhongli why are you still here??”

“Hmm?? Well…”

What would I do without him…

She is broken and won't ask for help

“Grandma… pls stop working I can handle this” she sigh and she supported her grandma to her room, gently sitting her down “but I don’t want you to suffer honey, find a man and enjoy your youth not spending your time with an old woman like me” Y/n gently grabbed her grandma’s shoulders looking at her with sad eyes “But I chose to take care of you granny, you toke care of me when I was young now its my turn, ok?” her grandma sigh in defeat “at least you some of the money you earn for yourself too”

“Ehh?? But that’s for you medicine” she giggled “don’t worry about me grandma” she then left the room looking back to her grandma and gently closing the door

…I didn’t eat anything today

She is messy but she's kind

“Y/n…” she looked behind her smiling slightly “Mr.zhongli… I haven’t see you in a while” Zhongli looked at her sharply with his amber eyes “amm… Mr. Zhongli??”

“Your not taking care of yourself” he then made her look forward gently brushing her hair with his fingers, her cheeks went red trying to distract herself from the way he was brushing her hair “And pls just call me Zhongli… we have been friends for so long”

“What ever you say then… Zhongli” She slyly replied back

Truly she was really falling her for him…

She is lonely most of the time

Y/n looked at Zhongli and Ningguang as they talked together drinking tea oh so flawlessly, she felt a small pang on her chest… ah yes she was hurt, for what?? For the way the two of them looked like they were meant for each other. Lady Ningguang is part of the Liyue Qixing, how can she compete to someone with such high status and someone so damn beautiful…

She couldn’t even make enough mora to feed herself 3 times a day… Truly she knows she was not enough for someone like Mr. Zhongli, the most respected man in Liyue Harbor for his gentle yet so eye catching aura

“…we have been friends for so long”

Yes… friends, just friends nothing more nothing less. She shouldn’t feel this kind of feeling towards him

She is all of this mixed up

“Y/n right?? I heard so much of you from Mr. Zhongli” the reader turned around and was meet with a dull yet so full pair of blue eyes “you… your childe right?” the ginger laughed “Yep”

For a few seconds, silence filled the room…

“You don’t look ok” Y/n sigh and looked at childe “Do I really look miserable right now?” he chuckled and patted the top of her head “Don’t worry, Im just good at reading people”

Once again silence filled the room…

“You can let it out if you want, I wont tell a soul” the harbinger’s eyes soften as Y/n’s eyes become teary “Theres just so many things happening right now… my grandma’s sickness is becoming worse and this stupid feelings I feel to… forget it”

“Its ok Y/n let it out” he said as he put her in a warm tight embrace

This is…

And baked in a beautiful pie

“CHILDE!!! GET BACK HERE!!” The ginger laughed as he carried tha packages she was suppose to deliver, day by day the two seems to get closer and closer together, they even tell each other secrets no one else knows “CATCH ME IF YOU CAN PRINCESS!!” The female groaned

“DON’T CALL ME THAT YOU DAMN GINGER”

She is gone but she used to be mine

Amber eyes stared at the two, laughing at teasing each other. Yes, he felt jealous, perhaps he really did feel something towards her… the way her eyes shine everytime she smiles, her hair that’s so soft to touch, how hard working she is…

Yes he did love her but it seems its too late…

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EHE this took me awhile, also the last parts were kinda rush so im sorry bout that TvT

[kazuzuhaha]

Talking To The Moon

Childe x Reader x Tohma

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Talking to the moon,

In hopes you're on the other side talking to me, too

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“Childe?? CHILDE!!”

“Yea, huh?” the ginger haired looked at a man named Zhongli “Mister Zhongli?? What…” the mentioned male sigh “Nothing really, it seems you have something in your mind. Mind telling me?” the harbinger sigh “Nothing really” his companion hummed “Nothing? You seem to be in deep thoughts, you’ve been looking at the moon frequently”

Childe looks back to the moon “Just miss someone” the other male arched an eyebrow “Someone?? Is this someone very dear to you?” the ginger haired fatui let out a low chuckle “Yea, very very dear to me”

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(Childe is still not part of the fatui here)

“Ajax!! Come on~ Look at this!!” the male looked at the (hair/color) female who was pulling his arms towards a certain place “Jeez, ok princess. Where are we off to?” the female giggled “Somewhere beautiful” the male grinned “Are we going to a room full of you?” the male was slapped lightly in the shoulder “Stop flirting Ajax and lets go~” the male giggled “lead the way princess”

“Woah…” the female giggled “See!! Isnt it amazing?” Childe looked at the smiling female, heart beat getting quicker and quicker. Without any hesitation, he pulled the female into a warm embrace. The female giggled “Ajax, whats wrong?” she said as she caress his fluffy hair

“I Love You” the female smiled “I Love You too”

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The traveler and the harbinger were walking through the streets on Liyue “You’ve been staring at the moon lately” the ginger haired let out a laugh “Whats wrong with that? Isnt the moon lovely tonight” the traveler dead-panned “Yeah sure” as he walks away. Childe looks back to the moon.

“Who knows, if I talk to the moon… it might get to her”

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“NO!! Im not breaking up with you until you tell me why!!” the (hair/color) female cried holding unto the ginger haired, not letting him go but he was stubborn trying to remove her grasp from him

“Y/n please…”

“TELL ME WHY!!”

“I… I don’t love you anymore” the female’s eyes widen

“Your joking”

“Im not—”

“Look at me while saying you don’t love me… Ajax, say it” Childe looks into the teary eyes of the love of his life “I don’t love you anymore”

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“I hope your happy, wherever you are… Y/N”

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(Y/n’s POV)

The moon looks beautiful as always… somehow I always hear HIM whenever I look at the moon…

I hope his doing good…

 “SWEAT HEART!!” I jumped out of shock when someone hugged me from behind “ TOHMA!! Don’t scare me like that” he let out a giggle and buried his head in the crook of my neck “Do you still love him?” He asked in a hurt tone

 My eyes widen and faced him, grabbing his head in between my hands “Love… you know how much he meant to me” he frowned avoiding my gaze “But Love, he could never compare to you… you saved me in my darkest time, literally” I let out a giggle and kissed the tip of his nose “I Love You, Only You. He is my past, you are my present and… My Future”

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Is this cringe and I regret doing this but posted it anyways?? yes. 

welp- this is my first post here in tumblr pls be kind to me :’)