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grips mikoto I need a subject whom i can say “I love you” to GRIPS MIKOTO . Look at me you little shit. I LOVE YOU

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points mic to myself How does it feel being a public vent blog? giggles 𝓝𝓪𝓴𝓪 𝓷𝓪𝓴𝓪 𝓬𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓮 𝓭𝓪𝔂𝓸 𝓷𝓪

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……begone….passive influence begone….I’m me there’s only me in my head.

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sigh, get out of my sight and never see you again

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drawing is a bit draining lately because i accidentally pavlov myself into feeling angry whenever i draw. And now im not so angry anymore it feels foreign

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no wait that's a crow

kacacacaca kac kaaaaac (something mean)

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kacacacaca kac kaaaaac (something mean)

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john milgram is my babu fr

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mutsumi is relatable but if i say that anywhere else people will start shoving papers into my face and assuming things about me

it's her story and personality not the fucking disorder

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thinking back on it, i was probably more of an asset than a friend

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also realized how much some people started to infantilize/objectify me after i reveal my own weaknesses and thoughts

mind you in case you forgot no matter what i tell you im still a functioning member of society who pays bills and fills out taxes

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trying to say this in the least egoistical way possible but one of the reasons ive shied away from creating is the brainrot that comes with it

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for more context: i hate people who yap about righteousness etc but use it as a mean to enact and justify their own grudges as for amane as much as im aware its her cult's influence i can't help but be annoyed by her hypocrisy and so on for kotoko even though her motives are understandable i do not stand by her feelings

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"how did he lose against a child" because the man is passively suicidal and would actually let himself get stabbed, especially a child even better + consider the fact she killed an adult before and now with an inno verdict she has even better preparation than before (eg. kotoko successfully asked for a weapon) AND she has a possible accomplice who is ALSO inno

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"how did he lose against a child" because the man is passively suicidal and would actually let himself get stabbed, especially a child even better + consider the fact she killed an adult before and now with an inno verdict she has even better preparation than before (eg. kotoko successfully asked for a weapon) AND she has a possible accomplice who is ALSO inno

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need to have t3 make my interest for muu turn into genuine passion for her character please

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Schedule so fucked up my nose started to bleed but i love working