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Got bored made this

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I’m sorry guys I was being a lil silly there!!! Whoopsies!!

I’m ok now pinky promise ;P

It’s 12:30am and I’m crying I know posting this on here is probably shitty and a HUGE red flag if this blog wasn’t already but when I post on here it feels like im talking to someone who’s actually listening

I’m clingy af to my friends, I feel like they hate me, that they talk shit about me no matter what I do that they have conversations and chats without me bc I’m too much and can’t stfu

My mind is so loud I just want it to be quiet omfg please shut it up please holy fuck I feel like I’m drowning im silence like no one is here

I hate this I hate myself I hate my brain I cant do shit i cant shower i cant brush my teeth I can’t change my clothes Im disgusting I hate this I hate it I want to change but I can’t I wanna eat without feeling guilty I wanna eat without being Ickes out with the feeling of chewing I wanna gain weight so bad I eat stuff that isn’t food like paper or something because it just melts but it’s not good for me.. I crave it, cutting or ripping it apart then it devolving in my mouth to a watery paste is so satisfying but so gross to others I’m disgusting

I don’t understand why people want to be around me, it’s because they don’t they’re lying to me, right? They’re lying that they want to be around me even tho I’m only getting worse, I’m terrible person, I’m not even trying to recover either

I feel like I can’t say anything to my friends or partners because I feel like they’re not actually listening, I feel horrible and it hurts so much and they don’t listen

I feel so greedy and gross, I’m hypersexual and hyperromantic im horrible and greedy and my partners hate me, they don’t actually like me, yeah they love me but sometimes I doubt that too, idc anymore at this point as long as they want me that’s all I care, if they don’t want me idk what to do They don’t even have to love me anymore If they lust for me that’s also fine, they only need to want me, as long as they want me im good im ok im happy

Im a free listening machine, I’ll listen to whatever you need to vent about, I’ll be there for you, I’ll bend over backwards to get your approval, I’ll do anything for acceptance, anything for you to stay anything please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

PLEASE

Just anything to keep you to stay

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[🔪] [craving release] [💗]

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carving words into skin >>>> writing words

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I'm in my "I cvt because I'm so fucking sad" era and not in my "cvtting is silly" era helppp 😭😭

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It’s 12:30am and I’m crying I know posting this on here is probably shitty and a HUGE red flag if this blog wasn’t already but when I post on here it feels like im talking to someone who’s actually listening

I’m clingy af to my friends, I feel like they hate me, that they talk shit about me no matter what I do that they have conversations and chats without me bc I’m too much and can’t stfu

My mind is so loud I just want it to be quiet omfg please shut it up please holy fuck I feel like I’m drowning im silence like no one is here

I hate this I hate myself I hate my brain I cant do shit i cant shower i cant brush my teeth I can’t change my clothes Im disgusting I hate this I hate it I want to change but I can’t I wanna eat without feeling guilty I wanna eat without being Ickes out with the feeling of chewing I wanna gain weight so bad I eat stuff that isn’t food like paper or something because it just melts but it’s not good for me.. I crave it, cutting or ripping it apart then it devolving in my mouth to a watery paste is so satisfying but so gross to others I’m disgusting

I don’t understand why people want to be around me, it’s because they don’t they’re lying to me, right? They’re lying that they want to be around me even tho I’m only getting worse, I’m terrible person, I’m not even trying to recover either

I feel like I can’t say anything to my friends or partners because I feel like they’re not actually listening, I feel horrible and it hurts so much and they don’t listen

I feel so greedy and gross, I’m hypersexual and hyperromantic im horrible and greedy and my partners hate me, they don’t actually like me, yeah they love me but sometimes I doubt that too, idc anymore at this point as long as they want me that’s all I care, if they don’t want me idk what to do They don’t even have to love me anymore If they lust for me that’s also fine, they only need to want me, as long as they want me im good im ok im happy

Im a free listening machine, I’ll listen to whatever you need to vent about, I’ll be there for you, I’ll bend over backwards to get your approval, I’ll do anything for acceptance, anything for you to stay anything please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

PLEASE

Just anything to keep you to stay

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Meee :333

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I’m kind of sick for this, but tbh we’re all sick on here, so I have no shame. Bru I get off on cvtting sm. Like smth about the bl00d dripping and the smell of it is SO hot and the pain just makes me feel so fucking s3xval. I seriously want the bl00d all over my body, the pain in my veins like it feels so GOOD.

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Hellooooooo my darlings!!!!!

I did a lil redesign on my persona’s magical girl outfit!!!!!! X3

They can’t just go by they’re name!! They have to have a magical girl title! What do you think?

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Dear Supporter,

I hope this message finds you and your family in good health. My name is Eman Zaqout from Gaza. I am reaching you out to seek your urgent help in spreading the word about our fundraiser. I lost both my home and my job due to the ongoing genocide in Gaza and we are facing catastrophic living conditions. 💔

I kindly ask you to visit my campaign. Your support, whether through donating or sharing, will help us reach more people who can make a difference. Thank you for your continued support for the Palestinian cause. Your dedication brings us closer to freedom. 🙏🕊

Note: Verified by several people as 90-ghost and aces-and-angels. ☑

https://gofund.me/b141d50f 🔗

HEY GUYS!!!

As much as we love death and such on this blog and in our communities, there is still a genocide going on!!!! 

I currently do not have any money to donate….but what I will do is spread the information along!!!!!/srs

if you do have at least $5 PLEASE DONATE!!!!! let’s get those people OUTTA Gaza and OUTTA Palestine!

Let’s all band together to help Eman to their goal!!!!!!

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i’m so looking forward to january!! cold weather, smoking way too much, starving and bruising myself and spending all my time talking to creeps on the internet that want to torture and rape me, how lovely!!!!!!!!

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sorry, no ultra/tober BUT another ihnmaims sketch :)))

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Survivor AU Pt.2（end）

Pt.1

Pt.3

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TW GORE!!! / black and white, but graphic

Mouthwashing Alien AU:

More pain for Curly :)

Final girl Anya:

My face when it got in my mouth:

What should we name Jonesy the cat in this AU? I was thinking "Polle".

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Best Friends! — What could ever go wrong with such a great friendship? (...right?)

(Top 10 moments before Curly got blasted ⤴️)

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oopsie woopsie !!!（ゝڡ∂)ᕗ⌒☆