kani-champi

[kani-champi]

Yeah best way to watch a finale lmao

So my girlfriend @kani-champi and I watched the finale of Arcane and we made a Bingo with our theories classified in what we did'nt want to happen and what we would love to happen, and also what we were at the same time thrilled/upset/shocked that it happen.

I translated the result if you want to laugh a little:

(warning, only spoilers ahead)

Ah, and the little squares are for bonus points but we did'nt get any :(

Excuse us if there are weird or incoherent things, here you can see the original and also the reason why we can't remember clearly most of what happened (one shot for every bingo) (probably more than one shot in the prison cell scene and the Silco/Vander falshback) :

Salud, queer people also destroyed by Arcane!...

[kani-champi]

They hold themselves in that very thight turtleneck

Everyone out there talking about the scene in season 2 episode 8 and I'm here looking at Cait like

[kani-champi]

[kani-champi]

Who knew just a little bit of dick would fix him????

[kani-champi]

The casual intimacy of the Silco/Vander jackets scene makes me feel like they were the type to share a bed when the nights were too cold, and blankets too sparse. Like they were the type to be all up in each other’s business, speaking on each other’s behalf, fighting on each other’s behalf.

Like they were the type to offer each other casual touch and affection, when it was so hard for them to give to others. Vander silently grabbing a comb to brush through Silco’s hair, Silco wordlessly applying polish to Vander’s gauntlets.

I don’t know why the scene hit me so profoundly, but it did. Maybe it’s because there’s a level of intimacy needed in order to so casually hang your coat within another’s. You need to be trusting of the other person’s level of cleanliness, first off, to assume your own clothes won’t pick up some dirt, or a foul smell. And there’s the fact that a scent is likely to be picked up- Silco’s jacket then would smell like Vander, and Vander’s would smell like Silco. Whatever cologne or body wash or personal BO they had must���ve been strong enough to linger, given how Jinx tried sniffing their coats, even after all the years.

It also shows the heartbreaking layer of trust that Silco had for Vander. To slip his jacket into Vander’s, like a physical reminder that Vander was his protector. That he knew he was smaller and weaker but also knew that Vander would never hurt him.

Until he did, anyway. Despite how casually intimate they were, despite how trusting, how intertwined.

No wonder Silco went a little insane. Came back a little demented. Hell, I’d burn the world too if I were in his shoes.

[kani-champi]

When i will learn anatomy correctly its over for you TopSilco/ BottomVander

[kani-champi]

*Silco keeps his jacket inside Vanders*

Me: Honestly, just say you guys are fucking

"You were my brother" my ass

[kani-champi]

why aren't u on testosterone answer quick

im stuck in the maze

[kani-champi]

“You want to be brothers-in-arms, to have him to yourself… to be shipwrecked together, (to) perform valiant deeds to earn his admiration, to save him from certain death, to die for him - to die in his arms, like a Spartan, kissed once on the lips… or just run his errands in the meanwhile. You want him to know what cannot be spoken, and to make the perfect reply, in the same language.”

— Tom Stoppard, The Invention of Love 

[kani-champi]

[kani-champi]

hopeless time loop. the way out isn’t to save everyone. the way out isn’t to save even one person. the way out isn’t to change anything. the way out is accepting how it happened the first time is how it always will be. that’s how you acted, that’s how they acted, that’s how you would have acted every time if you weren’t given the curse of hindsight. the way out is accepting you can’t fix the past; you can only forgive yourself for it.

[kani-champi]

I love when trauma makes characters messy. I love when characters don't know how to show love. I love when they lash out. I love when they're vile and break down. I love characters who aren't perfect victims. I love when stories don't excuse behaviour but allow you to understand it

[kani-champi]

Are you alright, honey? You've barely put your blorbo in situations

[kani-champi]

silly cowboys!1!!

[kani-champi]

Thinking abt tuco and blondie today ouughghajhjdhhh

[kani-champi]

ermm doodles!?!?