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I don’t know why taking pills dry almost hurts

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I’m sorry I love when people play wit my hair or just like.. play with me?? Yk like they fidget with your hand or move ur arm around or something. Idk im just touch starved but I don’t want anyone to touch me, only the people that I allow, ykwm? like bro YES PLEASSEE play with my hair and rub my head I beg 🙁

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I feel to weak to move I feel like I’m gonna throw up, my mom just texted me “I’m coming.”

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I’m so cold

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I had a panic attack last night, it was horrible. I feel tired and horrible today. But I need to thug it out and just get the day over with. I’m so sleepy

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Max is actually someone who gets me mad. I hate him sometimes and how fast he dismisses my feelings and laughs abt it

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There are things that haunt me at night and I don’t know if their gonna ever stop

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I spent a hour crying over max’s whole family saying. They liked me and I’m always welcome over no matter what. I genuinely started sobbing just seeing the texts. “what do you think about Keira?” “I love her” “she’s so good to you” -his older sister “what do u think abt Keira?” “She’s so pretty and nice and she’s so sweet, great girl. She can come over whenever.” still lowkey crying over that

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I’m tweaking I hate having a crush, especially for YEARS. I’ve tried so hard to like anyone else, even dating his friend while subconsciously LIKING HIM. I genuinely cannot find any other boy that school the same way I do him. it’s horrible it makes me feel.. Eugh. I don’t like cayson cus he can be mean and annoying, Jace is unfunny and annoying, Dominic which I refuse to call “dom” cause I don’t fw him like that, he has already caused so much for my friends and it doesn’t even bother him at all. Koen is weird and so basic. Kaiden, I can go on and on abt him. Kristan isn’t like that. While, yes he can Be mean and abrasive and vile. But that can be for reasons we don’t know, home stuff could lead to his personality at home. It’s so corny I hate this

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What also bugs me is every single kid surrounding me on the bus. Annoying tism bus. I hate how stuck up and annoying these kids are. “Nope you sit up there!” “Get in your seat!” Look me in my fucking eyes n tell me you care that much abt SEATS on a bus.

“Just eating my brother don’t mind me”.. this is NOT a sitcom no one’s laughing. GO. HOME HOMO🍅🍅🍅🍅

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I hate the bus ride, I hate the kids on here and I hate Curtis. He keeps staring at me and I hate it. I hate it but I love the long ride so I just act like I can’t see him. I feel my skin wanna burn as he stares it’s so.. annoying. And abrasive.

It’s always the wrong people who like me.

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Today I spent all morning getting Brie ready and doing her hair. I barley washed my face and brushed my teeth and like over all to the bare minimum in the morning besides straighten my hair. This bonnet thing I’m supposed to sleep with so I don’t have horrible broken hair fucked up my hair and like.. made it wavy. I straighten it but I haven’t put it up. Put on a mid fit and called it a day. I got a nicer more calm shirt in my backpack idk if I’ll wear that tho I 💙 icp (I’m wearing a icp shirt) I spent like 103 at Spencer’s just buying jewellery. I’m lowkey annoyed but whatever, it’ll come back (hopefully)

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Up and coming report card dates make me feel like a fetus knowing it’s getting aborted

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oh my god, I just realized everyone around me fucking sucks

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Popping the big question!! “Do you hate me?”

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Breece or however the fuck you spell your name, I hate you

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Is it a crime to want to be born a boy so desperately