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Just a silly goofy sketch I did while watching the fallout show. They really ate with that line, I could not stop laughing

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Come back. I am no longer arrogant, no longer hesitant, no longer indifferent.

Valentine, Fiona Apple / 2ha, chapter 191 / Boyish, Japanese Breakfast / 2ha, chapter 191 / Michelle Pfeiffer, Ethel Cain / 2ha, chapter 389 / Stand By Me, Ben E. King / 2ha, chapter 390 / Feel Again, Sir Chloe / Once More to See You, Mitski / 2ha, chapter 244 / Vanilla Twilight, Owl City / 2ha, chapter 309 / Bug Like an Angel, Mitski / 2ha, chapter 309 / The Other Woman, Lana Del Rey / 2ha, chapter 311 / Happy, Mitski

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The past few weeks have been kinda hellish for me. I needed something soft for them

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[tearing at my hair] no love however brief is wasted no love however brief is wasted no love however brief is wasted

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I really like the word "smitten". because at first glance you just think of sappy lovey-dovey stuff but also you have to remember this is a word that's born of the word "smite." a devastating word. a word that, summarized, means stricken. smitten means stricken as well — struck with devastating affection.

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the hungers of hadewijch and eckhart, donald f. duclow // stigmata: escaping texts, hélène cixous // you are in a hotel room, joan tierney // the notebooks of malte laurids brigge, rainer maria rilke // great expectations, kathy acker // hot-hand fallacy, jasmine gibson // erotism: death and sensuality, georges bataille // cain, josé saramago // love in the time of monsters, emily palermo // a curious night for a double eclipse, j. karl bogartte.

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do you like qi rong? do you like mu qing? if so, I humbly offer a self indulgent fic about mu qing and qi rong becoming friends as humans only to fall in love and fall apart, with lots of me diving in to the gaps of their stories and filling it with a few little headcanons of my own

as of November 19, 2022, it has 10 chapters and is ongoing, but here’s the first chapter—

please be mindful of all warnings though! they are in the tags but also in notes at start of chapters

….sidenote: I also have a cringe fail self indulgent playlist that goes along with it!

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"I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break."

-Marya Hornbacher, Wasted

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gonna start making some proship versions of those passive aggressive anime memes.

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warning for some implied dead dove and suggestive things

Adds servamp to list of things I make shitty content for

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Sylvia Plath, from “Poem for a Birthday: Who.” [ID in alt text]

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another heavy handed symbolism moment: my mom has a potted sunflower in the kitchen. because it is a sunflower, it keeps turning towards the light from the window. my mother keeps rotating it so it faces inward because she wants "to see its beautiful petals and have it really brighten up the space!" . the sunflower is visibly wilting .

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“i rose from my death that followed what wars have been fought on me what hauntings i carry in the blaze of unspeakable light look at me through tears of blood through the healing flesh fall on your knees beatify me canonize me mark me full of blasphemy give me an army for what the fire has made of me you have been seeking wonders in all the wrong places now here, gaze upon me! i am the fucking miracle”

— — Akwaeke Emezi, from “content warning: everything,” Content Warning: Everything

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every time someone mentions the little prince I almost forget it’s a children’s book because I literally cannot get through the part about being tamed without crying

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From the Wikipedia page on loons