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Thoughts about love - from an aroace

I think sometimes I hate being Aroace.

I want to feel "real" Heartbreak,

see if it is anything like when my best friend no longer wanted to be my friend.

I want to feel what it's like to "love",

with a burning passion and needing someone like air.

being addicted to someone.

I want a love that breaks me, leaves me in pieces.

I want a love that is soft Kisses and someone always in my corner.

I want to be held by someone and fall asleep in someones arms.

I want to be someones number one,

as a middle child I never really had that.

I want someone who is exited to see me.

I want someone to see me, to really see me.

I want a love like the one in books.

I suppose everyone does...

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"what if I just dropped my sso sequel wip apropos of nothing" "why not!!! do it!!!" "roger"

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Carry On, my wayward son.

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Anthony: "They're like the ice climbers. You have to take the important one out"

Will: "you gotta take Lark out. The imporant one"

Anthony: "One of them will cause them both to go unconscious. I'm not gonna tell you which one it is."

Hahaha, funny ice climbers joke - Sparrow was the one who stayed conscious during the pyramid while Lark was passed out under rubble. This event is the reason why he proclaimed himself a love wolf. In oakvale, Sparrow got thrown against a wall and watched Lark die in front of him, and he got back up, picked up the gauntlets, and survived. In daddies HQ, while they were chasing the boys, Lark got knocked out, and Sparrow had to go and save him.

A lot of people also forget that at the beginning of oakvale; it was specified that when they play the lord of chaos, Sparrow is the base while Lark is the head. Sparrow literally, physically, supporting him.

Sparrow (S1): "If you want something done, you gotta do it yourself."

This is why Sparrow started code purple. Why he was the one who went to enact it while having lark stay behind. Not only because he was trying to protect his family and friends, but because he has learned that he cannot rely on others to do what needs to be done. To follow through on what was started.

Will said in one of the teen facts from season one that Sparrow was born first and technically the older brother. I think that rings differently now that we see him as an adult still forced to take responsibility for his twin. To see him trying to fix what mistakes Lark made, the destruction that he started. Trying to mend the frayed relationship with his father, who will never forgive him for protecting his family, while watching his brother shun that same relationship after dooming the world and being immediately offered the forgiveness that sparrow so desperatly wants.

Even knowing it would ruin the world, and ruin his relationship with Henry, Sparrow still enacted code purple. Because if you want something done, you have to do it yourself.

Lark starts fights. Sparrow finishes them.

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Something something, Henry giving Lark unconditional forgiveness and Lark wanting nothing but to be found at fault VS Henry placing Sparrow at fault for code purple and Sparrow hoping for forgiveness when they reunite.

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I just have to get this out of my head.

My Headcanon right now, and I just realized this, is that I believe everyone always forgets Hermie because it is a scam done by his father.

I don't know if it makes much sense but thats just my thoughts right now.

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I just have to share my Taylor Swift Fanart.... I love him so much

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Okay so these are just some thoughts I have to get out. I hate it that in every show or movie there is romance, why can't characters just get close and remain Friends, there is no way that everyone is romantically interested in the people they get to know and have to get together instantly. Why can't they become close friends and why is everything always a romantic gesture? I hold hands with my friends without any of us thinking we're doing anything romantic, I go out to Restaurants one on one with friends without it having to be a date, I like doing stuff for my Friends like braiding their Hair or snuggling. I just want shows and movies that I can relate to, I want more stories that focus on friendship and not just in kids but adult friendships or even heartbreak because of friendship. I am aroace and I don't feel represented in any of the media, why does everything have to be oversexualised?

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Okay I am just getting comfortable posting my art and here is an Oc I created to be the sister of my other Oc, two demons and I love them