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if ur active follow me on twitter ! @calzlia

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hiiiii i haven’t been on tumblr in a minute mainly on edtwt, like this so ik there’s people active !!

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HI! i don’t use this anymore ! i’m on edtwt now ! follow me on there we can be moots !! my at is calsdah !!:)

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hii!! my feed is kinda dry lately and i’ve been on edtwt lately since it’s been dry on here. like this post if u are active so i can follow u!!! <3

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I want the ✨skinni✨

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if my fucking 19389292 pound arms would go away so many problems would leave

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oof my stomach is all bbbbllblblblblb and i got that "i havent eaten in 2 days" burpy gas i love being alive

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I just love this kind of classy thinspo. It’s not just about the skinny girl, but it’s kinda like art✨🖼

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my eating disorder goes so much deeper than hating how i look. food has always been a problem in my life. when my mom and dad neglected me, the chips in the drawer were there for me. i’ve always felt so alone, no one has ever watched over me and cared for me. so i turned to the brownies and the chips and the carbs. so much fucking carbs. i ate and ate and ate and ate until i threw up. i wish my eating disorder is just “i hate looking at my body” but it’s not. i’m disgusted at how i eat. i’m disgusted at how i feel. i’m disgusted at myself.

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I am going to reach 110 this year

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Always remember that the first day of getting back on track is always the hardest.

The first "no, thank you"

The first "I'm not hungry"

The first "I had a big breakfast"

The first "I'm having a big meal later"

But once you get through it, once you tell yourself "no." It gets a little easier each time until it becomes

effortless.

The more you eat it the more you crave it, so do yourself a favor and tell yourself

No.

Stay safe darlings 🤍✨ (@thinkthinbethin )

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image source: mei pang

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you ever feel really skinny cause you haven’t eaten but then you catch a glimpse of yourself in a reflection and your heart drops and you’re like

oh.

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