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Randomness in my head hope you enjoy. OC face claim will be Guilia

Italics are Japanese Bold Italic is Text

The best kept secret of NJPW. At least they had been until he left. Drawn like a moth to a flame it was a whirlwind of passion; at least it had been until he revealed he was leaving. He was going back to America and he couldn’t even give her a heads up. She didn’t find out until after his match during the post match interview when he’d dropped a bomb. Her water bottle hitting the floor as liquid poured out as she stood shocked but quickly cleaned up the mess pretending that she hadn’t heard the words he’d spoken. Later her phone rang half tempted to hit the fuck you button she instead did as she always had and swiped right accepting the call.

“What?”

“You free.”

“Mhmm.”

“You good Kaira.”

“I’m fine Tama. The door will be unlocked.” She said hanging up. She signed taking a quick shower and changing and laying across her bed. She heard the door open as he arrived and soon enough his frame was standing in the doorway of her bedroom.

“Sup beautiful.”

“You tell me.”

“What?”

“Where you gonna tell me your leaving?”

“Yeah.”

“When?” She questioned as he looked stuck making her chuckle bitterly.

“Yeah”

“ when on the flight back to America. Asshole.”

“I’m not an asshole.”

“Yeah you are.”

“Makaira.”

“What.”

“You forreal mad.”

“Nope don’t fucking care.”

“Yeah you do, otherwise you wouldn’t be this pissed.” She rolled her eyes the taller in her hardened face slightly breaking as he leaned over her pressing his soft lips into the back of her shoulder. His bronze skin contrast against hers.

“I’m still upset with you.”

“Why baby. I’m sorry”

“You could have told me instead of me finding out like that.”

“I know I’m sorry, just, I miss. I miss my kids Makaira they’re growing up without me.”

“And I understand that I’d never stand in your way but a heads up would’ve been nice.”

She slapped him lightly as the aggressively fucked. Never had sex between them been so passionate yet volatile; but nonetheless amazing. He smacked ass in response gently gripping her throat feeling the moan she tried to suppress causing him to smirk and flip them over tossing one of her legs over his shoulder as she responded loudly her head going back as his lips met her throat.

“When are you leaving?” She asked as they lay in bed his fingers trailing up and down her side.

“The end of next month.” She nodded not speaking no words to say, then again what could she really say. She knew it was over, that whatever the past few years had been was coming to an end a end she didn’t know what to feel about. His last night came faster than either had thought or liked for that matter.

Can I see you she looked at her phone as it dinged it was late she contemplated ignoring him saying no but she couldn’t bring herself to do it, he’d started to mean too much; more than she’d ever let him know.

You have your kid with you

He’s asleep and my brothers can watch him. Can I see you

Fine

“Welcome to the WWE Makaira.”

“Thank you.” Leaving the meeting she grabbed lunch and went back to her new home. A nice little two bedroom apartment in Orlando. The warm Florida sun a huge contrast. Perpetual summer not seasons like she’s been used to in Japan. Part of her missed home but she knew this was where she belonged. The past few months had been hard, he’d left and almost taken a piece of her with him. Harder he’d left a piece of himself, at least for a few a bit over a month. Something that had shocked and terrified her. But she didn’t get to enjoy it or hell even tell him. A mere week and a half after finding out she damn near collapsed in pain at home there was so much blood. She made it to the hospital only to find out she was losing the fetus the last piece of him.

Ironically after he’d left a few months later she had a call and offer from the same company. They’d even offered to wait for her, to finish out the few shows she’d signed for with other places. She’s finally lost her beloved NJPW women’s title to her friend Mercedes and she dropped her tag title. Thankfully shouldn’t have to see him at least not much. He’d been immediately sent to the main roster she on the other hand was going NXT. Then again that would be under Shawn Michaels one of if not ther favorite wrestler. She sighed packing.

She sighed packing her bags. Training had been ok training was going good, she got along well with generally everyone and she’d managed to evade him, easier done on different brands. She looked up when commotion started and her throat tightened as her stomach rose to her throat. He was here. He was beating up the tag teams in the ring leaving the back scrambling.

She quickly grabbed her things leaving she couldn’t face him. Why was he here why had they done this. God he looked beautiful and she couldn’t help her eyes trailing over his shredded frame. She shook her head clear of reminiscing of her hands trailing those defined muscles and abruptly left hands shaking as she desperately tried to get the right key as she made her way to her car she heard the doors burst open and their loud voices. She tossed her bags in her car the noise suddenly quieting and she made the mistake as she went to open her door if looking up and her eyes locked with his, her breath hitching.

“Makaira.” She didn’t hear him but she could read his lips and what he said. She quickly got in starting the car and only stopping slamming her breaks as he stood in the way leaving her no other choice but to stop because she wouldn’t run him over. Her eyes glanced to where his brother and his guess kinda cousin stood watching in confusion. “Open the door.” She shook her head waving her hand for him to move. He leaned over putting his hands on her hood “I’m getting in.”

“No.”

“Makaira Sakari Deschene.” Her eyes widened as he spoke angrily saying her full name. She saw his brothers eyebrow raise. “Jacob come here.” As he walked over he pointed. “Stay here so she can’t move.” He came to her door leaning down “unlock the door.”

“Go away.”

“Unlock the fucking door awee.” She paused as he spoke calling her baby but she was shocked not knowing he knew the word let alone the meaning. Her fathers native language. She looked at him trying to keep the hard look through the cracked window she was between a rock and a hard place clearly he wanted to talk and she didn’t really have a choice unless she wanted to commit vehicular manslaughter. She sighed angrily tossing the car in park and hitting unlock as he walked around the car and got in shutting the door. He rolled the window down sticking his head out. “I’ll hit y’all up later.” He then looked at her. “Drive.” She took a deep breath silently listening as Jacob moved and she drove off. The awkwardness filling the space.

“Where am I going?” She asked quietly soft voice barley above a whisper but she knew he heard her, his head turning towards her out of her peripheral was indication

“I fuck it your place or wait do you got a roommate?”

“No.” She drove home parking her car she felt him behind her as she walked. Goosebumps lining her pale skin that came with her mixed heritage. Half Japanese and half Native American. Her parents had met while her father had been stationed with the army in Japan.

“This looks nice.”

“Thanks.”

“How’ve you been.”

“What do you want?” She asked. She didn’t know what to feel, angry, sad, happy, nothing even looking at him was hard things he didn’t know that she couldn’t tell him, would never tell him.

“You left Japan.”

“So.”

“Didn’t ever see that one.”

“Yeah well pay good it’s WWE.” She replied her slight accent in her voice.

“I didn’t think you’d ever leave, especially you’re parents.”

“Speaking of parents how is yours.” She asked

“Good you?”

“Good.” She sighed looking at him “what do you want Tama.”

“I, I missed you.” She rolled her eyes. He hadn’t so much had called

“Missed, missed me.” She bitterly laughed as he looked a mix of annoyed and hurt. “You don’t miss me you miss body.”

“You were more than that.”

“Was I?” She asked “tell me what was then. Late nights sex stolen moments. The best secret no one knew of.”

“Hitori knew.”

“What?”

“He knew he called me out my last night, he knew for months.”

“So.”

“So nothing we had something.”

“Sex we had sex.”

“It was more than that and you know it.”

“Wherever Tama.” He abruptly stood mere inches from her as he reached out to touch her. Large warm hand gently meeting her check, his long fingers curling around the neck as his thumb softly rubbed her cheek.

“I missed you Kai.” He spoke softly but with conviction. Her eyes met his, looking briefly over his face his brown eyes pool of chocolate shed drunkenly told him one night they reminded her of chocolate chips while she munched on chocolate chip cookies making him laugh. The scar on his forehead. His soft thick lips with a perfect cupids how enough to make a any girl jealous. His long eyelashes shed once pranked him as he slept in exhaustion and put mascara on him he hadn’t been that happy after that the facial hair he’d dyed covering the grays that she’d liked. The salt and pepper creeping into his beard she’d found attractive.

“I hate you.”

“No you don’t.”

“I don’t.” She barley whispered before his lips met hers. Passion igniting into an inferno as they tasted each other for the first time in months. She pulled away as hard as it was both their chest heaving. “I I can’t.”

“You can’t what?” He asked quietly his low voice sending shivers down her spine

“This I we can’t.”

“Why can’t we.”

“I’m ou know why.”

“No I don’t. We had something Makaira it was special.”

“It was a hidden secret for years.”

“Because that’s what we agreed on shit you didn’t think I didn’t wanna let people know, that I didn’t think about throwing it all out the window every time I saw you.”

“I-“

“If you believe that your fucking crazy.”

“I-“

“Please, let me love you.”

“You can’t love me, you have a life, you have kids.”

“I had a kid the whole time we was together pick a different excuse. After everything we’ve been thru Makaira.”

“I-.” He cut her off kissing her more passionately then she’d ever experienced and it took her breath away. She knew her resolve was cracking if anything he’d always been her weakness, since whatever this was started. “We live different lives now.”

“Nah we don’t we live in the same world.” He said pressing his lips to hers

“Different brand different schedule, I-“

“Stop the bullshit excuses.”

“I-“

“I think I love you.”

“No you don’t it’s just sex.”

“Because that’s what you want I want more I’ve been wanting more. Sex isn’t love love is seeing someone at their worst and still choosing to love them.”

“You haven’t seen my worst.”

“Than let me.”

“Tama- I.” He kissed her again slowly but surely short circuiting her brain “Everyone’s gonna think I only got hired for fucking you.”

“Man fuck what everyone thinks, you’re here because you’re one of the best and deserve it, no one even knew about the past few years and shit for a half year we wasn’t even together because of lockdown I was in Florida and you were still in Japan.” She grabbed his head bringing his tall frame down to hers their kiss heated as she ran her hands over his torso feeling his defined muscles before bring her hands back up sliding them over his shoulders and around his neck as their kiss heated up. She squealed in his mouth as he lifted her effortlessly into his arms blindly walking. Almost like he knew where to go as she felt the bed meet her back, for never being here he sure figured his way around fast.

“Oh my god” she moaned loudly. She’d forgotten how amazing he was when it came to intimacy.

“You gonna get a damn noise complaint.”

“Fuck the noise.” She gasped out “Tama” she cried out in pleasure clingling to him nails raking down his muscular back as he grunted in pain. Her hips moving involuntarily making him sink deeper as they chased a release and high they both didn’t know they’d missed.

“Ofa atu.”

“Ayoo’aniinishni.” She replied as they kissed while trying to regulate their breaths. He eventually moved off her pulling her small frame into his arms. “Now what?” She asked tracing the tattoo on his forearm. The intricate art fascinating her. She’d eventually gotten a tattoo hidden even from her parents a small sakura blossom on her hip, the only person to ever see it had been him.

“We make it work. W make it work.” He said kissing her head as he felt her breathe even out as she fell asleep. A small smirk gracing his face as he turned into her breathing in her scent as he let himself fall asleep.

Awee means baby in Navajo

Ofa atu means I love you in Tongan

Ayoo’aniinishni means I love you in Navajo

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