joysandroses

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They should start taxing people who make others cry so my sensitive ahh friends would finally get some peace.

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girls be overthinking a 100 problems to one solution.

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OH I WISH

i be like idc then go and write 10 poems about it

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my heart is an archive of everyone I've ever loved

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i be like idc then go and write 10 poems about it

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"You'll find someone, there's plenty of fish in the sea!!", I'm vegetarian, leave me alone. 🙏🏻

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oh, the urge to have my own dead poets society.

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"HAPPY NEW YEAAAAR", i say as i casually rot in bed with migrain and anticipation of a fever. WHAT A GOOD START!

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31 December, 2024: Today, the year ends. But my love for you still continues to flourish despite the lack of your presence. No matter how much i wish to leave you behind, realistically one thing i know for sure is that the first thing that'll come to my mind tomorrow is you, your face, your voice, your smile, the whole of you. Another year where i let my love for you ruin me.

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sorry :(

i have auto-cap off

Someone PLEASEEEEEEE explain to me why these poets are allergic to using capital letters??? Genuine question because I am taking a Literature course and I want to strangle some people

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i hope all of you are ending your 2024 on a good note. Despite the falls, despite the heartbreaks and losses, despite everything bad that happened, i hope you are letting yourself be happy today.

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NOT saying 2025 will be my year because that somehow just jinxes it, so 2025 is not real and it's just another year.

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But he already knows all of them. Its just a thing that somehow happens when you form coherent thoughts and speak them into existence when all if it gets fucked up.

is it just me or is anyone else afraid to wish for a good next year? because what if god decides nope, not granting that. Here's a million reasons why you shouldn't wish for good things, which then attracts the exact opposite.

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29 December: The weather is colder and my eyes are cloud dropping tears like rain. Thoughts of him are like thunderstorms in my mind, electrocuting me from the inside. I had rajma chawal as brunch and dinner.

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ALL OF THE ABOVE I'VE SLAYED THRICE

reblog if you are ASEXUAL, support ASEXUAL PEOPLE, or SECRETLY A DRAGON IN HUMAN FORM

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YOUR HAND IS COLD BUT MINE BURNS LIKE FIRE. HOW BLIND YOU ARE NASTENKA

And

YOU ARE A FOOL NASTENKA.. BUT I LOVE YOU.

AHHHHHHH

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may be i should start tumblr posting like kafka.

28 december: woke up to no messages from him today, again. Weather is cold. Perhaps, the punishment of loneliness is the price we pay for obsession. Tea for breakfast.