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Killing me slowly.

It’s hard to focus. I feel the pain. I can’t control myself. What do I do.................

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Forever alone.

Sometimes this is just how I feel. As if there is even much to write about. It just seems that its hard for me to be able to work a way up there without some sort of materialistic influence. Even though it hurts to be like this, I feel like it can only make me stronger. Despite all the heart pain that I feel, I need to move on and go forward. So little time yet so much hurt. If only I didn’t feel like this every single time this happened, maybe I’d be ten times better. ATM, fck it all. Gotta study. 

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Homemade Eggs Benedict. Can't seem to get my Hollandaise right. Oh well. #eggsbenedict #breakfast #homemade #foodporn #chefjon #hollandaise

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I think it's a good time to quit.

don't you think so too? I don't think I'm handling life quite too well right now. Maybe I should just quit.

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I try.

But sometimes, it's just not good enough. I feel as if nothing ever is. Hopefully, one day you can see my heart. As for now, just live life as if it was.

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Fck life.

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And last, my mom…

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this is the first animation I’ve done in a year

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Bobs so good. #boba #tenren'steatime #foodporn #getfat #bobalyfe

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Just in case

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Emma Watson for Wonderland

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student: hey government can I have some money to go to university

uk government: sure here you go. you'll have to pay it back but only when you're earning £21,000+ a year, and if you don't pay it off after 30 years we'll just write it off, don't worry about it man

scottish government: nah man just go to uni we ain't gonna charge you

us government: no. you gotta pay it yourself. upfront. your parents have to save up from the moment you're born. good luck, fucker. you have six months after graduating to start paying loans so you better pray to fucking god and jesus that you have a well-paying job by then or be prepared to be fucked up the ass without lube.

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I thought I would never injure my self again like this. I was wrong #injuriestoostrong #sprainedankle #swell #swole #swolen #lastfridaynight #foodporn #justkidding #givemesomepainkillers #itsmyrightfoot #howamigoingtodrive?