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bro said i heard you the first time 😭

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jeremy would do that with jean

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catalaila doodle :)

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pro exy players jean and jeremy both in moreau jerseys and people/commentators/press referring to them as "the moreaus" or "jean and jeremy moreau" paps catching candid shots of them. jean with his lips to jeremy's temple, arm around his shoulders. jeremy laughing at something another teammate is saying. both in team jackets with "MOREAU" on the back and it's considerably bigger on jeremy than usual so you just know he's in jean's jacket but what does it matter they're basically interchangeable

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Seven Beach Scene POV [3k] is here!

It's available earlier for band tier. It's quite short since the scene is short but I've been asked to write this a lot so as usual, your wish is my command.

PLAY HERE

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when you show up to the jeremy knox appreciation competition but kevin day and jean moreau are already there

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thinking about jeremy hitting rock bottom his freshman year, losing so much in one disastrous night, the repercussions of which would continue to haunt him for years. thinking about jeremy spiralling so bad cody said they “really thought we were going to lose him for a while there.” cat saying the right therapist can be “life changing”, using jeremy as an example. thinking about how bad jeremy’s crash out must have been, understandably; thinking about his family continuing to blame him for noah’s death—from the coldness of annalise, to the outright antagonism of bryson, to joshua ignoring him for years. the wilshires doing everything in their power to cover up what happened at the banquet rather than lending an ounce of support to a boy who had lost his brother in terrible circumstances, because jeremy was there, because it was so much easier to blame him for all of it. coldblooded, if you ask me. jeremy needed help, not damage control.

thinking about jeremy having probably the worst year of his life, having the opposite of emotional support from his family, and still somehow coming out of it a better person. thinking of all the work he put in to be better and succeeding—i’d rather die than ever be that person again. believe me. despite the hostility of his family system, despite being blamed for the fallout, despite the guilt and heartbreak that “nearly destroyed him”. still jeremy managed to build a new life for himself out of the wreckage, going so far as to be captain of the trojans, with a team who respect and admire him. still he managed to come out of it with such a capacity for kindness and goodness and lifting the people around him up.

thinking about jeremy continuing to be the human embodiment of sunshine despite living in such a cold home that was never forgiving or warm to him. jeremy knox, you will always be loved by me.

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“Jean moved without thinking, pressing a close-mouthed kiss to her temple the way she did whenever she thought he was unraveling.”

-The Golden Raven by Nora Sakavic

I love their friendship so much and this scene was cute 😭

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exy, trauma, repeat.

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us thinking Jeremy would be the one to show Jean that he deserves a gentle love without getting punished (and ik he’ll do it perfectly) but it’s actually going to be Jean who shows Jeremy that he doesn’t deserve a love with hurt and conditions. He’s going to make the first move. He’s going to give Jeremy everything. I’m so normal about it.

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“we can’t all be perfect”

“you are close enough to count”

like PLEASE?????? there is NO explanation for this

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Cynthia Erivo and Ariana Grande singing “Defying Gravity” together at the Oscars

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From

“Jean cannot betray them. He doesn’t know how. He will always betray himself first.”

To

“I am not sorry. Perhaps I should be. But I will choose you every time. You, and Cat, and Laila, every time. I will lose them all if I must.”

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i love you fuckboy jeremy knox. i love you jeremy sneaking into his ex-situationship's room through the window. i love you jeremy stealing a rose from his ex-situationship's garden. i love you jeremy desecrating the backseat of that car. i love you teenage dirtbag jeremy knox. i love you jeremy "why? is warren shopping for a new beemer?" knox. i love you jeremy's satisfied smile after laila asks how he's still talking to sheldon. i love you jeremy lying on the hotel bed with an arm thrown over his eyes. i love you jeremy "i'm not going down on you on linoleum" knox. i love you jeremy taking off his shirt for jean's attention. i love you jeremy "give me his new number and i'll tell him myself" knox. i love you jeremy smiling at the bobcats after they talked shit to his face. i love you jeremy "if i threw a rock into the chasm between your talents and his, i don't think i'd ever hear it hit bottom" knox. i love you captain sunshine jeremy knox who's not afraid to be a little mean. i love you i love you i love you.

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no thoughts just jeremy knox

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hey so i have been going insane over this quote