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🦇 Starry Night x Halloween by Aja Trier 🦇

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I cannot stress enough how important it is to speak up for yourself when someone is crossing your boundaries or dismissing your feelings. You are your biggest advocate. No one else can read your mind or feels what you feel.

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I literally hate going to the doctor. Like they get me fresh, usually just woke up, just had meds. So it’s like oh, look at her, she’s fine, she can sit, she can function.  They don’t see me when I can’t sit lay still because everything hurts. When I can’t pump gas, or drive, or I miss keys typing, or my fingers feel too clunky to turn pages, that I can’t feel the difference between one page and three anymore!  That I gotta choose what days I wanna shower so I look normal when I go out because it dries my feet up otherwise, which is hell.  Even how tiresome it gets describing what’s happening to me over and over and over and over like the sideshow at a circus. hoping some random stranger believes me because they can basically fuck my life up if they don’t. 

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Can’t find who made this… if it’s yours, let me know so I can give you credit!

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10 things to do if you're in the fall mood (even if it isn’t fall)

1. plug in some earbuds and pull up Rainymood, or even some autumn ambiance sounds, you can find lots on youtube.

2. put on a flannel!

3. make yourself a cup of tea. warm drinks do the soul good.

4. watch a halloween movie with the lights off!

5. do a fall craft; it sounds boring but truly puts you in the fall mindset.

6. change your phone/desktop wallpaper to match the fall mood.

7. turn down the lights and light some candles, literally nothing sets a better mood than candles.

8. put on some fuzzy socks and cuddle up with pets/netflix/loved ones.

9. paint your nails an autumn color.

10. make a fall moodboard!

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concept: its an october evening and thunderstorming outside. you’re drinking cider under a pile of blankets, and watching halloween movies with your favorite person.

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The Impermanence of Pleasure

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Does anyone else love bad weather? Like the kind that’s loud and dark and draws attention to its self like pounding rain drops and thunder and lightning that seems just so close. And you can sit near a window and it’s dark outside and maybe you’ve got a candle lit or a lamp and it’s so warm inside and you’re wearing you’re favourite sweater and watching a good show or reading a good book and it’s beautiful outside the rain and the clouds and the sound of it all and you’re just so content and cosy and happy