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jirai is a fucking lifestyle NOT a fashion

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I just want to wake to 99+ notes . . .

or not wake up at all

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when a jirai doesnt get notes an angel loses their wings

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How to not jump to c♡tting yourself just because the only 3 people you talk to aren't replying

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yes, I'm fucked up and mentally ill, so what? at least I'm cute

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the streets of kabukicho, where this subculture originates from, are so hectic that young girls will kill themselves over not being able to afford the best for their host. people throw themselves from the tops of buildings, killing bystanders in the process. people willingly allow themselves to be drugged, or to pass out drunk in the streets, with all their few possessions still on them. young girls who don't follow recent mainstream trends have the term "jirai" thrown at them in a derogatory way, and are bullied for being "mentally unstable" despite not even being a part of the subculture. the subculture became so commercialised by brands that those who actually partake in the nightlife can barely afford dark girly clothes anymore. the overseas elitism of brands has made it so that even if you claim to be a lifestyle jirai, youll be accused of faking if you dont have the latest hottest clothes. people slash their wrists open in public as a stylistic choice, and livestream themselves aimlessly wandering the streets for attention or money. often young (early-late teens) girls, mind you.

but "jirai" is only a "fashion style" to you? don't be stupid

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why is tiktok full of fashion jirais and the comments just straight up hates on the real jirais

"I love you, please don't become jirai kei stereotype"

I fucking despise you

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"mental health matters!" Till i don't wanna get better

"mental health matters!" Till i find comfort in my mental illness

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Nothing scares a jirai more than hearing the words "inpatient care"

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me and who

(not my pics my divider tho)

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it's funny how diverse the community is, yet none of us are in close enough proximity to be friends irl, so we're all just left wanting irl jirai friends

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Lace-Up Suspenders Skirt-Pants - Liz Lisa

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(Picture belongs to itamichan on xiaohongshu)

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Just a doll that's hollow & empty on the inside

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Maybe if I was ignored. Maybe if more people cared & were concerned. Maybe if I got help sooner. Maybe then the thought of recovery wouldn't be so scary.

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I really just feel like nothing. Having a living body but not actually existing on the inside

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The dark side of jirai kei 😊 the dark side of jirai kei 😊 dark side dark side IS THAT ALL YOU EVER SAY??????!!! THATS ALL I HEAR ANYMORE I CANT TAKE IT