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[jinmindeulle]

maybe next week | xu minghao, choi seungcheol

'Why are you marrying him? Wasn’t I enough?'

You didn’t want to tell Minghao that he wasn’t, because that would be lying, and you hated lies. But you couldn't remind him of the truth either since it had proved to be worse than the lie he had believed.

“He’s drunk. Do you want me to call him tomorrow?” The worried face that Seungcheol gave you was enough for you to shed the tears that had gathered in your eyes. Shaking your head ‘no’, you shoved your phone away, melting into his arms. “It’s not your fault.” He whispered, pressing a kiss to your forehead.

He was right. And yet…

Your best friend had been in love with you for as long as he could remember. Minghao had hidden it well for almost ten years, but when you met Seungcheol, his bandmate and leader, things had changed — at least for him.

It was too evident. Seungcheol fell for you the moment you showed up in their dorm, soaked from head to toe after encountering a storm on the way, with what remained of the donuts you’d bought for them in hand. You didn’t stay behind for too long, giggling every time he looked at you with heart eyes and secretly sliding his new photocard sets into your pocket when no one was watching.

When you thought no one was watching — because Minghao was, every single time.

“I thought he was over me.” You sighed, holding onto your fiancé’s frame. 

“Me too, baby. We all thought he had.”

But how can one forget a love that had been present since one’s childhood? That had supported one’s dreams, helped one achieve them like it was their own? 

How could you expect Minghao to forget about you when the person who had stolen you away from him worked with him? Lead him? Cared for him?

He could handle the love stares. He could handle the hand-holding. Damn, he could even handle the sweet pecks.

But a marriage proposal?

Minghao had never thought you would last forever. No matter how in love you seemed to be. Because he believed you and him were meant to be together at some point.

Not today, not tomorrow. But maybe next week.

Right?

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three > two | jeon wonwoo, kim mingyu

“It totally fits in here”

“I can tell it doesn’t and I don’t even have my glasses on”

While the bickering continued with the three of you sat on the floor around the coffee table, you quietly backed out of the morning activity of that lazy Sunday, admiring the concentration on Mingyu’s face trying to make a lego piece fit into an indentation that was clearly not the correct one, and the grin in Wonwoo’s face as he contained his laugh. 

Times like this reminded you why you could’ve never decided on dating one over the other. Both of them provided you with so much love, joy and security, but in their own way. 

Mingyu liked taking you out to fancy dates, showing you off when you visited his office, bringing you flowers from time to time, driving you to work when he could, or just laying down on the couch to talk about your day while he played with your hair, leaving sloppy kisses on your nose as you giggled. 

Wonwoo preferred holding your hand while going shopping, treating you with anything you wanted (and with what you could have wanted — he’d buy it just in case), asking you to sit on his lap as he played video games, sharing his books with you to later discuss them, or whispering in your ear how lucky he felt for having you by his side when he thought you were sleeping. 

And sometimes they would come up with activities to do all together, because after all, you three lived under the same roof, and shared the same bed.

“Ta-da!” 

“You’re welcome”

“You may’ve been correct, but I finished it before you did” Mingyu pouted at Wonwoo’s mocking expression, and turned to you, offering you the lego rose he had just finished “For you”

You just couldn't hide the love you had for him as he looked at you with those puppy eyes, plastic rose in hand, “You’re amazing, Gyu. Thank you” you got on your knees as you accepted his work of art, pecking his pouty lips.

“Mine is ready too” Wonwoo took your wrist to steal you away from the younger man, dragging you to his lap.

“You are amazing too, Nunu” you sealed your statement with a kiss, a tad bit longer than Mingyu’s — which had him pouting all over again.

“All right lovebirds, you can stay like that while I cook breakfast — but after that, she’s all mine”

“Fair enough”

When they shook hands, you couldn’t help but giggle. 

Life couldn’t get any better.

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first line tag game! 🎀

rules: post the first line(s) from the last ten fics you've updated or posted [or however many fics you have, if less than ten].

thank you for tagging me @mylovesstuffs 💞 tagging: @dkyeomiess07 @euphoriaishername @mingumis + anyone who wants to join 🥰

“You’re sleepy,” Jihoon whispered, his voice muffled against your hair “We need to rest” | tributes • lee jihoon

Hansol looks at you from the other side of the couch. His eyes divert to the book in his hands, and then back at you. | the great boyfriend • chwe hansol

“Ugh, I hate this color” | support • lee seokmin

Ren sleeps quietly, snuggled in his arms. He gives a cute yawn and goes back to his peacefulness, breathing calmly. | the king's heart • choi seungcheol

His arms were finally around you, holding you tight against his body. | no more distance • lee chan

“You’re joking” | spanish lessons • kim mingyu

“And most of all, I want to thank my baby sister, y/n. I don’t know where I would be without you. You are the engine of all my achievements. I miss you everyday but I also know that there’s someone by your side who I can trust your safety and your happiness to, and that makes me happy too. I love you” | a toast to forever • hong joshua

“I like red” | lace • choi seungcheol

The soft knock on your door instantly made you smile. You didn’t even have to check through the peephole to know who it was. | love next door • kwon soonyoung

When they said the end of the world was close, naturally, you didn’t believe it. | die with a smile • jeon wonwoo

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just seeing this 😭 thank you so much for the tag lia! here's mine~

A - all in (monsta x) G - guard you (young k) U - un village (baekhyun) S - spider (hoshi) T - trauma (seventeen hhu) I - insanity (the boyz) N - no makeup (exo) A - anti (zico, gsoul)

long ass latam name 😮‍💨 tried to pick my fave kpop songs!

MOOT / TAG GAME !

mission— spell your real name / name you use on tumblr with songs you like >< ready, set, go !

m — my love, mine all mine (mitski)

i — i love you, i’m sorry (gracie abrams)

c — coraline (lyn lapid)

k — killshot (magdalena bay)

i — i know you (faye webster)

e — either way (ive)

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tributes | lee jihoon

“You’re sleepy,” Jihoon whispered, his voice muffled against your hair “We need to rest”

“I don’t want to” you mumbled, and you kept on fighting with your burning, dry eyes to stay awake — to stay conscious of how Jihoon’s warmth embraced you, how his fingers danced on the skin of your back, how he pressed sweet kisses to your forehead from time to time. 

“We’ll make it” 

You nodded, but the way in which your eyes watered told you you really didn’t feel the same as he did. You weren’t sure about making it, much less of making it together. Not many had done it before in your District.

“People in the Capitol love us already. We have them on our side.”

“Why does that matter? I can barely manage with a crossbow, Jihoon. How am I gonna protect us from this shitshow?”

“You just have to survive,” he released you from his grip, bringing his already calloused hands to your cheeks, pressing your forehead against his “I’ll take care of us. The only thing that’ll kill me is losing you”

When both of your names were called that dry morning, you prayed whatever was above that someone offered himself as tribute in your boyfriend’s place. Of course, that would never happen. Who in his right mind would do that? 

It had to be a joke, a very sick joke — but it felt so very real when Jihoon stood next to you, facing the crowd of young boys and girls whose fate had been by their side, and both of your overwhelmed families who yelled your names as if that would bring you back to them.  

“Johanna trusts us. That’s a lot coming from her.” Jihoon tried to reassure you, placing hope in your mentor, who was the bravest woman you had ever met. 

“Promise me,” you began, but you saw how Jihoon shook his head before even continuing.

“I won’t promise anything that involves me saving myself and not you. Or leaving you behind.”

“But-”

“Would you do that to me?”

When you shook your head, hot tears went down your cheeks, and Jihoon made sure to wash them away with his fingers. “We win together. We lose together.” 

“I love you.” You cried, and you let out days and days of accumulated grief, of self-doubt, of guilt. 

“I love you,” Jihoon embraced you again, whispering those three words until your breath felt calmer, easier. “I can’t promise many things now. But if we get out of this, our life will be full of joy and love. I’ll marry you and give you a proper home. We’ll make love every night and eat warm food every day. Just hang on to that, honey.”

   So when you finally closed your eyes, you could only dream of the only possible scenario that would make Jihoon’s words a reality— winning the 73th Hunger Games together.

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how. in. the. world???? 🥹

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loving this idea! uploading mine soon ✨

first line tag game ! 🥨

rules: post the first line(s) from the last ten fics you've updated or posted [or however many fics you have, if less than ten].

tysm sam @joonsytip for the tag ! | tagging:: @gyubakeries @svtiddiess @junplusone @jinmindeulle + anyone who wants to join <3

It starts small, and it always does; a dropped spoon, a tremble in your fingers while pouring water. Seungcheol × fem!reader — “It’s not cute”

You haven’t seen him in months. Mingyu × fem!reader — You Only Miss Me Now

The lights of the concert stage were blinding, and the roar of the crowd felt almost suffocating. Dino × fem!reader — Oblivious Gaze

Babysitting wasn’t exactly the most glamorous job in the world but it paid the bills. Seokmin × fem!reader — Little Hands, Big Hearts

The first time you meet Vernon, it’s in a dimly lit record store just before closing. Vernon × fem!reader — A Song for the Ones Who Leave

Hoshi had every right to keep you (except Dino) and your profession a secret for months. Hoshi × medical student! reader "You’re Dating a What?!"

The slam of the file against your desk was so loud it nearly toppled your coffee mug. Dino × fem!reader — Objection, Your Honor !

The rain hadn’t let up all evening. Jun × fem!reader — Somewhere Before

There’s something about college basketball games that gets everyone buzzing. Seungkwan × fem!reader

The room was quiet, save for the rhythmic sound of Joshua’s breathing beside you. Joshua × fem!reader — More Than Pancakes

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the great boyfriend | chwe hansol

Hansol looks at you from the other side of the couch. His eyes divert to the book in his hands, and then back at you. 

“So…Symbolism”

“I know the green light is important, but I don’t know what to say about it.” you whined, taking your glasses off and rubbing your tired eyes. “I keep ending up with something really basic — like, ‘it represents Gatsby’s dream.’ That just feels too obvious.”

“Alright, let’s break it down.”

“Baby, it’s 1 AM. Go to sleep, I can finish on my own” you sigh, taking in his exhausted demeanor. 

He had been the whole day on schedule, recording tracks, filming content and attending a variety show — Hansol needed to rest. And yet he was there, going over your study materials in hopes of helping you out with The Great Gatsby, and the midterm you were dreading for most that semester.

“Yeah, that’s kind of the surface level. It’s not wrong, but there’s more going on. Think of the green light as a symbol of longing. Gatsby’s not just reaching for Daisy — he’s reaching for this whole version of life that he’s built up in his head. Success, love, belonging… all of it wrapped up in that one tiny light.” he ignores your suggestion, and as much as you want to roll your eyes at him, you know he wants to be there, awake, next to you through it all. 

“Right, and because it’s always across the bay, always distant… it shows how the dream is unattainable?”

“Exactly. That’s what makes it powerful. The fact that it’s just out of reach turns it into this perfect metaphor for the American Dream — the idea that if you work hard enough, you can have anything. But Fitzgerald is saying that for some people — maybe for most people — that dream is just an illusion.”

When he explained the topic so easily, so comprehensively, you wished you could ask him to study with you every damned night. Hansol showed interest and you also knew he took pride in being able to help you out. But that was your career, not his. And as much as you loved spending time with him discussing literature, your passion, he had his own career to care for.

“So, it’s not just that Gatsby doesn’t get the dream, it’s that the dream itself is kind of fake?”

“Yeah. It’s not that Gatsby fails — it’s that the thing he’s chasing was never real to begin with. Daisy, the house, the parties, the lifestyle — it’s all performative. He’s built his whole identity trying to be someone he thinks she’ll love, and that version of her, and of himself, doesn’t even exist.”

“Okay, that makes more sense”

“You wanna discuss the eyes of Dr. T. J. Eckleburg?”

“I want to discuss going to bed” you yawned, closing your notes and stretching out “Let’s go, Sol”

“I can keep going” he grinned, but against his statement, he left the book on the coffee table and stood up, helping you up and embracing you with the little force he had left.

“Thank you, love” you breathed in his scent, a warm feeling of calmness invading your body. “I appreciate this more than you know”

“That’s what boyfriends are for”

“And you know more about Gatsby than I was aware of” you chuckled, pressing a kiss on his nose. “When do you have time to think about all this? And read?”

“I like to follow your reading schedules. So I can help you out” he shrugged, as if he hadn’t confessed how much he loved you through his actions.

“You’re my green light. But luckily I already have you, and you’re not a fake dream. You’re so real and I still can’t quite believe it” you kissed him, feeling his arms around you.

“I’m the lucky one here” he peppered your face with more kisses, giving you a gummy smile when you giggled. “Let’s get some well deserved rest, love”

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and that's another wrap! thanks for all the love 🩷

brother's bff masterlist! (text au)

in which you're dating your brother's bandmate and bff.

joshua ft. chan

dk ft. minghao

seungkwan ft. hoshi

jeonghan ft. jun

woozi ft. joshua

vernon ft. dk

mingyu ft. seungkwan

seungcheol ft. jeonghan

wonwoo ft. woozi

jun ft. vernon

hoshi ft. mingyu

minghao ft. seungcheol

chan ft. wonwoo

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brother's bff | lee chan

you're dating your brother's bff! dino's version ft. wonu

taglist

@sarai-ibn-la-ahad

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brother's bff | xu minghao

you're dating your brother's bff! hao's version ft. cheol

taglist

@sarai-ibn-la-ahad

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appreciating all of us and our readers 💖

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"here's the immensely time consuming 100K word novel-length passion project I'm working on between my real life job and family! It eats up hundreds of hours of my one and only life, causes me emotional harm, and I gain basically nothing from it! Also I put it on the internet for free so anyone can read if they want. Hope you love it!" :)

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brother's bff | kwon soonyoung

you're dating your brother's bff! hoshi's version ft. mingoo

taglist

@sarai-ibn-la-ahad

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brother's bff | wen junhui

you're dating your brother's bff! jun's version ft. vernon

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@sarai-ibn-la-ahad

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brother's bff | jeon wonwoo

you're dating your brother's bff! wonu's version ft. woozi

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@sarai-ibn-la-ahad

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🌷𝓙𝓲𝓷𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓾𝓵𝓵𝓮'𝓼 𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 🌷

𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓴𝓼 | listed by idols’ names

𝓫𝔂 𝓰𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓹

엑소 • 𝓮𝔁𝓸 

에이티즈 • 𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓮𝔃

더보이즈 • 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓫𝓸𝔂𝔃

세븐틴 • 𝓼𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓷

𝓾𝓹𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓰

seventeen 

brother’s bff (text aus)

the great boyfriend • chwe hansol (drabble) hansol helps you study the great gatsby

tributes • lee jihoon (drabble) you spend your last night together before facing the 73th hunger games.

three > two • jeon wonwoo, kim mingyu (drabble) a sneak peek into your life with your two boyfriends.

maybe next week • xu minghao, choi seungcheol (drabble) you break your best friend’s heart by getting engaged to his bandmate

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brother's bff | choi seungcheol

you're dating your brother's bff! coups's version ft. hannie

taglist

@sarai-ibn-la-ahad

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