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THIS IS SUCH A COOL IDEA AND MY DREAMS ARE ALWAYS PEAK I MIGHT DO THE SAME

now im excited to sleep and dream

AWWW THANKS 🤭 happy to help :)

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ouhhh i had like a 10 day streak of dreams last month that i forgot to record… that sucks ☹️

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i don’t remember the dream, but i’ve been missing a little eric cartman enamel pin for about 2 weeks now. in the dream, i found it

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fell asleep with the cartoons on tonight!

brendon from home movies was looking to pay off an elementary school loan shark and ends up doing yard work for mr. lynch. i forget most of it besides the basic premise but ultimately mr. lynch also ends up being the guy loaning him money and he was not happy about that. recently i have not remembered my dreams well at ALL

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it was sunday(today). we were supposed to go rollerskating, but the more i waited for a confirmation text, the more it cut into our time. by the time the clock reached 6(closed), i assumed we weren’t. however, the friend i was going with texted me soon after and said that it was my (old middle school) friend’s birthday, and an employee would sneak in to let us in. i tell my mom and she takes my sister and i there, where a horde of other friends are also there. we pretty much have the whole place to ourselves. it’s dark out, we have all the disco lights on, i quickly re-learn how to skate, and i’m soaring around the rink. it’s wonderful. i don’t remember much but it was a party. outside the rink there’s this couch with an electric switch and you can change what it says, up to three letters. naturally i want the employee to change it to “POO” but i keep that in my head. at the end of the party we stop and take pictures in the rink, kneeling down. i kneel practically unknowing that i’m crushing a guy; i just want to be in clear shot. when we get up, it ends up being a younger cousin, who scolds me. i shrug and we begin to leave. end.

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I don’t remember tonight’s dream but I woke up an hour later to Perhaps Perhaps Perhaps by Cake in my ears. It was bizzare

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i was in a high school musical… don’t know what musical we were doing but i was in one. maybe willy wonka? but i was sick the previous rehearsal, so on this one i was totally lost. turns out we had gone through an entire song and blocked it all out, and we’d be running through it the entire rehearsal. just again and again. they went straight to it- this was mostly ensemble, but the ensemble would sing off the wings and the mc would be onstage dancing solo. the song? something about chocolate… don’t remember a lot but that was the big theme. anyway, the song started up and i was still onstage- yknow where i thought i was supposed to be- and i was there like a dumb idiot for like 10 seconds before i scrambled offstage with everyone else. then everyone started to sing and i didn’t know the lyrics and couldn’t fetch my script from the audience so i just quietly had a panic attack. at one point i was prompted to sing a quick line solo, but i obviously didn’t know the worlds so i just said “oh- oh sorry! i don’t…” and then they just moved on. apparently this one runthrough of the song took us WELL beyond the end of the rehearsal to 5:75(???) when it was supposed to go until 4:15. so not only am i losing it but i’m like “fuck… my mom is gonna be pissed…” we all sit on the stage and wait for the final announcements and there are a few raised hands. he answers some girl’s question first before getting to me. i say “i have absolutely no idea what was going on.” three other kids put down their hands because they had the same issue. he calls us off the stage and puts the four of us in a little assembly of chairs, then offers us cookies(which he brings sometimes.) there was one box of regular cookies and another jokingly designated for the “royal gallery”(us) that are like home baked. or at least better quality because i took one of each and tried them. the regular one was like a plain chips ahoy cookie, and the other one was delicious and soft. i stole another premium one before sitting down. me and three of the other kids are there, and most of the others clear out. the director says we’re waiting on the fourth confused ensemble member, but i wake up and the dream ends.

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i was at a cousin(? i don’t know the relation but i think it was an aunt and an older cousin(~late 30s))’s house visiting because i don’t get to see them often. i really didn’t like the house, it was practically falling apart at the seams, and i was nitpicking every bit i could about it. i needed to take a bath, so i stepped into the tub, with its chipping paint and murky water, and gave myself the fastest sponge-down i possibly could. it was gross. i didn’t even wanna touch my hair. the whole time my cousin was still there, doing some cleaning that was too late to count. when i got out, i already had clothes on. i took one more glance at the bathroom before i left and it was surreal. it was huge, the size of maybe two living rooms. and nasty. and the double doorway was seperated only by a curtain. i went out back to the porch where my mother, sister, “aunt” and grandmother were sitting. the deck was so high, and behind/underneath it was not only a hundred foot drop, but also a jungle. they all begin to berate me for accidentally flashing them while getting in the bath. i say it’s impossible, because the curtain was closed and they were way out here, but no one believes me or cares. i get so frustrated about not being believed that i start to cry. my grandmother tries soothing me, but she still doesn’t believe me so it’s to no avail. my “aunt” has had a pet spider sitting on her lap in a soup container lid this whole time, which i haven’t mentioned because i was uncharacteristically calm about it… before it started moving. it was just a little bit, but then the thing started running towards me. i screamed and broke away from my grandmother and tried running, but to no avail. the spider didn’t bite me, but i thought it had, because it felt and looked like it did. it was a brown recluse, but in the dream it looked more like a tarantula. i was mortified. they reassured me that it hadn’t bitten me, though, so it was fine. except it wasn’t, because apparently it had INJECTED ITS EGGS INTO ME(?????) and in about a month’s time i would be hatching some little spider babies. i lost my shit. had a breakdown right there in the doorway to the porch. they tried to comfort me by saying the chance of them surviving to birth was only like 30%, but i was not having it. skip to nearly a month later andni’m walking through my high school except a lot bigger… and i can feel the babies. i know that it’s time soon. and i’ve accepted that i’m totally fucked. some kid in the hallway is singing a song about spiders and i cry again. then i wake up and i am crying IN REAL LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY SLEEP 😭 this dream got me fucked up bro

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an old guidance counsellor ran a food pantry behind the school. i was the only one who knew about it besides her, and there was this huge warehouse just filled to the brim with food that would feed the pantry whenever it started. i was sworn to keep it secret, but i ended up telling a couple of friends. we went inside and it was gigantic, awe-inspiring even though i had been there a thousand times. we walked to the back and raced a lap to the front again. halfway through i realized my counsellor was in a side room, and i got very nervous, but couldn’t say anything. i thought we’d just do the lap forward and then stop, but they started running to the back again. not wanting to complain, i followed. the counsellor didn’t see my friends, but she saw me and stopped. my friends scattered and hid while she pulled me into the side room. she pulled out a box of canned tomatoes and said i had to start restocking the pantry. end.

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i was at my old middle school- i don’t really remember what happened at first but i was with my friend and we were walking along the outskirts of the recess area. it was the dead of fall so everything was totally covered in fallen leaves. there were squirrels everywhere, and one of us said to the other “gee… i wonder what other kinds of animals are around” and then all of a sudden we see a fucking TARANTULA sitting on the edge of the fence. and it sees us and starts crawling towards us… so we split and start running. i began to treat the school like a sort of parkour course trying in any way to just run as fast as possible. but there are still teachers there so i can’t let them see me running around. i distinctly remember hurling myself and going sliding under a stairwell to avoid the gaze of a teacher, and i felt super weightless. after a little while of running around the dream ended.

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