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I love my husband but I also wish I could fall in love again.

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There are a lot of things, that I wish I could say to a lot of people, that if I said I know would ruin other people. So I keep quiet. And I don't think any relationship of any type that you ever have is really, purely platonic. Maybe I'm just a romantic. I have ideas that are bigger than my mind; I can't fully comprehend them. Let alone express them. So I call myself uncreative. There are people I wish I was closer to, but I won't ask them. I'm too considerate for that. And I love clichés, probably more than anyone I know. That makes me simple minded. I've gained a lot of weight. My husband calls me fat when we fight. And I love my husband more than I could ever explain. But we aren't the same people anymore. I do wish I could lose this weight though. But I feel so overwhelmed, so caught up in these ideas that I can't quite form into a thought and I worry about my job and my husband and my friends that I don't know if they think of me often. I get so overwhelmed that I feel like I'm a computer shutting down. Sometimes I get so lost in thought I forget who I am. I forget where I am, how to do what I'm doing, what it is I'm doing. I have a hard time remembering after that. And I know that's probably something that could be diagnosed and "fixed" with medicine. But just because I'm wired differently doesn't mean there's something broken. I will admit it'd be nice to stop thinking, though. No one will read this. I wouldn't expect them to. It's long and it rambles and it's probably incoherent. But it feels nice to know that sometime someone might see it, and maybe then I won't feel so desolate. If I'm lucky I'm not the only one that feels like this. Oh well.

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for once in my life…

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It used to be so easy to talk to people about our problems. Even if it was just some person you meet online and become friends with. I can’t even talk to myself about them anymore.

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Ah❤

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Harry Potter fans

Okay so maybe this is a dumb question, but it's been quite a long time since I've read the books so cut me some slack. If it had been Neville that was identified as the chosen one in the prophecy, would Snape had just kept deatheating? Like, if Lily had never been in any danger, he would've been like "aight whatever I'm just gon kill people" till eventually he dies and never know what it meant to fight for someone else's cause? Or..?

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One man can change the world with a bullet in the right place

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The moments that I lay there awake while he sleeps and he softly turns over and grabs me by the tummy to scoot closer. These are the moments that make it worth it.

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Need this

Alien fashion

Long Sleeve Tee // Unisex Tee //

Black & White Tee// Gray Tee // 

Tank // Sweatshirt //

Tee // Skirt // Sweatshirt //

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Dolphin bites or nah?

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When you walk into a bathroom stall

And it literally smells like a chicken coup. What happens in these things? Am I using bathrooms for the wrong reasons?

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When I dream(and probably when anyone dreams) random features of the setting are extremely exaggerated. Like last night the scars I have from donating plasma were boils the size of nickels on my arm. I was dreaming about going through a maze to find my husband. The scar was not the least bit relevant to dream me. She couldn't have cared less.

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Mississippi Mud Pie

One thing I've had cravings for every Thanksgiving. One thing that takes only about an hour to prep. One thing that I could afford to make even on a ramen diet. One thing I'd still eat if I could hire my own chef. One thing I will never eat again. One thing I will never make. One thing that you will never see on my dining table at any holiday for the rest of my life. One thing my mom made every year. One thing that died with her. One thing that would break me every step of the way. And it's Missippi. Say it right.

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When coworkers try to use memes as if they're original ideas they came up with on their own and you're over here silently screaming because you'd seen the meme they're using atleast a month ago.

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:) :) :) :) yes hilarious you're so original :) :)

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Call Center Life

When someone calls in upset and scared because of their life and financial situation and even though you can't do anything to help them you relate on a personal level so she has a good cry to know she's not alone. I hope I atleast made you feel a little better to remind you there is a light at the end of the tunnel Joanna. You aren't alone.

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I'm really sick of these "what constitutes a good relationship" posts. Fool My husband isn't my only friend because either of us are abusive, we just hate other people. Literally nothing has changed since we got together except now instead of sitting alone watching TV and playing vidya games we sit next to each other and play vidya games. Don't get me wrong, we talk to other people and socialize occasionally, but we both just prefer to be alone, and happened to find the one person in the world we can stand to be around on a normal basis.