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MazM memes: Jekyll and Hyde edition

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puts my hands on his shoulders. Hastie Robert Lanyon. Are you SURE there were no signs. are you SURE. That there are no really obvious signs you could've picked up on maybe?

ARE YOU SURE.

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DAWG WHAT IS THE GLASS SCIENTISTS EVEN ABOUT?!?! 😭🙏

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✨✨Lanyon animation practice c:

This semester I learned how to animate (at least!) So I really REALLY wanted to animate something about TGS.

Original scene:

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My prediction for the end of TGS is that Jekyll is going to step down as head of the society and appoint Jasper as the new head. Writing this down now to see if I'm right or not.

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TUMBLR NATION, I'M BACK WITH A PART 2 TO THIS, THIS TIME WITH:

ELIAS LANYON/WRIGHT :3

Elias is the younger brother of Robert Lanyon by ~2 years.

Elias was born quite odd, with green eyes and bright blond hair, which even in magical England wasn't accepted with open arms. Lanyon Sr and his wife saw Elias as flawed, leading Lanyon Sr to hold some disdain towards him. Mrs Lanyon didn't want another child in the first place, more so forced too because of her hysteria. She somewhat believes her unwillingness is what caused Elias's flaws.

Growing up, Elias had quite an attachment to Robert, who Lanyon Sr always favoured because of how Elias looked and acted. Elias was commonly messy, hyper, and overly emotional, leading to him getting punished over his playful outbursts or emotional breakdowns. Of course these punishments only seemed to do so much, as Elias would be back at it quite quickly. Elias tried to behave better sometimes, yearning for his father's approval, but it never seemed to work very well, as he still always favoured Robert and scolded Elias.

Elias got bullied quite frequently by other kids, usually other higher society kids finding his looks or actions weird or too messy. This quite heavily reinforced Elias's connection with his brother, as Robert was the only person he really had. He'd run to Robert for just about anything, whether to play, talk, seek approval, or when he was feeling lonely and needed comfort. Of course, even Robert could only handle so much of Elias, finding him annoying at times, especially when swamped with lessons from his father.

Lanyon found Elias's yearning for their father's approval quite annoying, especially since he doesn't want to follow in their father's footsteps or enjoy being pushed to do all these hobbies, only to never be good enough. Elias tends to pick up Robert's dropped hobbies, doing them for quite a while, despite not getting Lanyon Sr's attention or praise. Otherwise, Elias tends to be drawn more to nature, playing in the garden and forest, looking for plants and bugs. Of course, he still tries to make friends, ever the social butterfly at heart, but it doesn't get him very far. Robert also refuses to join him in his dirtier way of playing, but sometimes will agree to simply watch Elias.

During family balls, Elias is usually kept separate (something else he gets bullied for occasionally), under the watch of a maid or servant. Lanyon Sr attempts to bring Elias out on occasion, trying to teach him to be more well behaved and proper, but with Elias's aversion to the clothes and his general oddities, this doesn't happen much. It's at one such ball that he meets Henry A. Kell.

Elias takes quite a liking to Kell, even if he seems quite detached and fake at first, playing with him every day. Eventually, Kell starts to open up more, growing attached back, and they quickly become inseparable. Kell does also end up acting as a sort of role model for Elias, making him act better to impress Kell. Of course, Robert grows quite jealous and bitter of this, feeling as if he lost his baby brother, who was what felt like his only real tether. Robert grows snappier with Elias for a long while, hurt that Elias would "abandon" him like that, and he's quite rude with Kell, jealous of him.

As they get older, however, they recouncil, Robert apologizing one night at their families cabin after Elias had wandered out, intent on finding flowers to make Robert stop being mad at him. Robert had gone out and brought Elias back in, who had been crying, and they once again became as close as they were before.

In university, Elias tried dating around, seeing that Robert and Kell were doing it. However, he could never quite find someone that wished for more pure romance (graysexual king) and didn't just wish to use him. After a rough break up, he went to Kell, swearing to never date again, and that's when him and Kell got together. Their relationship was quite smooth from the start, finally acting on the romantic feelings they had for each other. They enjoyed going on little "dates", wandering the garden or having little picnics. It was quite rare to see them apart, but they played the "simply best friends" card quite well.

When it was revealed that Robert was getting forced into a lavender marriage by their father, Elias made sure that Robert and Jekyll stayed together through it, acting as a voice of reason for all of Robert's fumbling thoughts. However, when Lanyon Sr attempted to Marry Elias off as a last ditch effort to save Elias's connection to their family name, Elias fought it. Because of this, Elias was disowned.

Kell and Robert of course still supported Elias, standing beside him through it all. Kell's parents were quite alright with supporting Elias as well, considering they had known him so long. Elias eventually took the last name Wright instead, cutting off his father and any of the other family that now looked down on him even more than before.

After University, his and Kell's relationship continued to flourish, ever soft and loving. They moved on to run a medical practice together, eventually taking over Kell's Parent's practice. Elias finally takes to more "proper" and fancy clothing, feeling more confident to be himself as he's no longer tied to his families name. Elias commonly pops over to the Society of Arcane Sciences, usually accompanied by Kell. He's still very close with Robert, helping out on paperwork or whatever else he can help with.

Overall, Elias is quite a kind, empathetic, and optimistic person, despite everything that shaped him. His love for Dr. Henry A Kell knows no bounds, and he loves what he does. He's far less rowdy, but you can never quite take that energy and sparkle from him. He's still quite fond of nature and plants, having his own garden behind their practice, and a large private one on Kell's family's property.

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i want whatever mr hyde's gender is. give it to me, edward.

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OKAY, HELLO MY NEGLECTED TUMBLR, HERE'S PART ONE OF,,, WHO KNOWS HOW MANY, ON THE SIBLING AU!! creating an AU of your own AU is crazy, but hey, you know how I am. This post is all about:

Henry Animus Kell! The sibling AU version of Mindkyll, but not evil <3

Kell was born with an issue in his left leg, leading him to need a cane on him constantly, as his muscles will occasionally spasm or give out. As a child, Kell looks up to his parents, who are both quite well off doctors, and all the other high society folks around him. He's taken to balls sometimes, causing him to mimic the speaking manners and actions of the people around him, especially their charm. It's at one such ball that he vaguely meets Robert Lanyon, who somewhat enraptures him. Robert doesn't seem too interested in him, leading Kell to try and charm him like he's seen the adults do.

Instead, he meets Elias Lanyon, Robert's neglected and troublesome little brother, who's usually kept away from the balls as to not taint the family name as much with his "misbehaving". Of course, Kell quickly sees Elias as an opportunity to get through to his brother, basically just using him as an in. However, he begins to actually get quite attached to Elias, quickly becoming Elias's main friend.

The two hung out constantly, Kell slowly warming up to Elias's odd mannerisms as the two practically became inseparable. Kell's parents took quite a liking to Elias, so they were quite alright with it, and the Lanyon's saw it as a positive influence on Elias, somebody that would hopefully fix him. Lanyon does eventually warm up to Kell, but he has to work through a lot of jealousy first.

In university, Kell plays around with boys a decent bit, using that charm he learned through childhood. Unknowingly, he tends to go for boys that remind him of Elias, but he quickly gets bored and drops them, until he finally just quits dating around near the end of his and Elias's second year. This is also the year that Jekyll comes in, causing confusion considering his and Kell's similar looks. At first, Jekyll gets mistaken as a Kell, but as Jekyll begins to make a name for himself, it starts going both ways.

Eventually, after a nasty breakup on Elias's side, Kell and Elias finally realize their mutual feelings and get together, quite happily. They also help keep Jekyll and Lanyon together through Lanyon's arranged marriage. When Elias gets disowned by refusing his own potential arranged marriage in his last year, the both of them and Kell are there for him.

Post university, Kell starts his own medical practice (eventually taking over his parents) with Elias by his side. Jekyll still goes on to open the society, Lanyon much more willing and happy to help, and Jekyll hires his younger brother Edward on as well. Kell and Elias focus on their practice, but help out at the Society a decent bit, whether for medical reasons, moral support, or financially. Kell has calmed down his charm quite a bit, but when dealing with high society, balls, or people he doesn't like, it still certainly shows itself.

Personality wise:

When he's younger, Kell is quite guarded, usually charming his way through situations, just as he saw the adults doing. He's quite empathetic, but mainly only for those he cares about. He has a habit of speaking the truth around people he's comfortable with, and he's quite easy to fluster or confuse. He can be quite antagonistic towards people he doesn't like, usually not immediately or directly though, saving it for the right moment or when it's needed most. He tends to fight for what he wants, being quite argumentative at times, but specifically with his peers. He can be a bit cruel at times as well, but never with the people he cares about.

He has the biggest soft spot for Elias, letting down most of his walls for the blond. When they're dating, Kell makes sure his partner knows he's loved, going out of his way to make Elias happy, taking him on picnics, giving him gifts, etc.

Post university he mellows out quite a bit, becoming more of a kindly gentleman, always smiling and gentle looking. Of course he still has his moments, especially towards people that aren't his special people, but he's got quite a good reputation, not many can seem to hate Dr. Kell.

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DUDE. Imagine Mind Lanyon pulling Hyde out of the void, shivering and tangled in webs or cords or something, breathing heavily and just very clearly struggling. And he looks up at the introject as he gets to work untangling him and just brokenly asks, “What have they done to me? What have they done to me?” And Not Lanyon begrudgingly tells him, “I don’t know. But ever since you’ve been gone there’s been a heavy fog over our entire mind. There’s a gravity that there wasn’t before. Things move more slowly. They’re hard to pick up. So as much as I enjoy seeing you in chains, I can’t figure out how to fix this without bringing you back.”

But then Hyde tries to get up, and he can’t support himself. He’s been crippled. He has to focus to breathe. So if Not Lanyon wants to take him anywhere, he has to carry him.

Imagine Henry being cured eventually and it immediately revives Edward, forcing Mind Lanyon to admit they do in fact need Hyde. Or anyway, they need whatever traits he embodies.

Imagine forcing Mind Lanyon to appreciate that Hyde serves a necessary purpose in their head’s ecosystem. Imagine the whole ordeal with the Pretty surgery absolves a little bit of these guys’ deeply ingrained self hatred.

hi gonna die

MINDYON AND HYDE TEAMUP LET'S GO (speaking of... have you read How To Be A Proper Gentleman by Quilna on AO3? I think you may enjoy their fics)

"as much as I enjoy seeing you in chains, I can’t figure out how to fix this without bringing you back" love this line it emobides so much

I need Mindyon to at some point face the fact that in order to be a whole person, they need Hyde. they need his support and his literal existence in order to properly function. make him SCARED. terrify him with the prospect of losing the Hyde-like qualities because if that's what happens? he can't lose Hyde, their survival depends on it. make Mindyon understand what it means to work as a unit. symbiotic relationship motherfucker. and the Pretty surgery, despite its horror, is exactly how to accomplish that.

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Through the power of procrastinating on the stuff I should actually be doing, I finally managed to make another TGS edit yippee! I've also already made the outlines for my next two edits, so I plan on making those later this month once I have the time :)

Song: Shutup You're Stupid by Chonny Jash

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A Christmas Hyde 8D

Robert Black (the fellow snogging–or attempting to snog–Jekyll) is my friend Becky’s character~

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Ok so WOW. What an improvement amirite?! Anyway, next chapter sure will make me tremble like a tiny anxious dog with big, quivering eyes

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crawls out of the darkness to present this

hello!! so sorry for kinda going on an unofficial hiatus with my art, hehe, was busy for two months with exam preparation and then lost all my data on my iPad.. so I had to start from scratch again. also procrastinated on this.

this was meant to be a profile picture for the welcome bot in @leonenjoyer69's server! also his oc, Mind Jekyll (Mindkyll for short) and I encourage everyone to check out Leon's stuff, he's a really cool guy and his ocs are pretty silly :D

version with text below

Leon begged and cried and pleaded me to include the text from a wip sketch in the final version so here it is 🎉

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Casually draws angst of the gremlin. :3 First time drawing any kind of stone, so it was an interesting challenge to draw the cracks and such. But it was fun, I think I did a pretty good job!

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meow

Elias Wright & Mind Jekyll (Mindkyll) belong to @leonenjoyer69.

the appreciation server saw this first :3c !!!

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NSMXJSKXBS I AM ONCE AGAIN SO GLADD THAT YOU LIKE ITTTNDKDBDJ

I put my love into this for the boys and I was happy most of you choose the angst road and they're too sweet and it was fun drawing em and I am craving more of them-💥💥

Stay tune for my "highschool sweetheart" fic of em >:3

Been working on this since two days ago✨

I love them so much you have no idea...

Elias Wright, Mind Jekyll, Henry Kell, as well as Siblings AU all belonged to @leonenjoyer69 !!!

Ever since I read throughout the long ramble of this AU, I immediately fell in love with it and instantly attached on how different the life they have here compared to their original counterparts <3

I spedran this while also homeworking on univ project so me making an animatic of Univ Wright and Kell was just a pure coincidence LMAOOOOSBEJDMSDB

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Been working on this since two days ago✨

I love them so much you have no idea...

Elias Wright, Mind Jekyll, Henry Kell, as well as Siblings AU all belonged to @leonenjoyer69 !!!

Ever since I read throughout the long ramble of this AU, I immediately fell in love with it and instantly attached on how different the life they have here compared to their original counterparts <3

I spedran this while also homeworking on univ project so me making an animatic of Univ Wright and Kell was just a pure coincidence LMAOOOOSBEJDMSDB