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Hi! I’m Jedrick and my Wednesday, September 7, 2022, was SO stressful. 😩😣😰

Like what I’ve said in my Monday blog, I was still hesitant whether being a student-leader is my calling, that's why Wednesday was so stressful. A lot of things happened. We conducted a strand election, I was nominated first for Treasurer but I objected. I objected because I know that I’m not the perfect fit for this position and even if I would get to choose a position, being a treasurer was the least option. However, I got nominated again for the position of Auditor. This time, I thought this position would be okay for me, so I didn’t object and just let people decide for my win, and I won. However, since we got excused in our Earth Science class to be in our strand election, I missed the chance to pass my activity in Earth Science so I was hoping for Sir Mamino’s consideration.

After the strand election, we got grouped to be in a partylist. Luckily, I was grouped with Ate Maicah because I really love her vibes. Another good thing is that I’m with my friends in our partylist. Actually, the campaign period was the most fun part of being a student-leader. However, it was so stressful. Another bad thing about it is that I missed the chance to participate in our activity in Oral Communication, that’s why I don’t have a pluss points in our examination.

Even though it was stressful, me and my friends still went to a coffee shop to catch up and it was so fun even though we’re all stressed and zoning out.

Even though the day was stressful, it was still enjoyable. I have no idea what feelings or experiences I will have tomorrow. But one thing is certain: I would keep conquering to the fullest extent possible.

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Hi! I’m Jedrick and my tuesday, September 6 2022, was normal. 😶😐

I'll be honest, my day was really uneventful. I don't have anything to say because it was ordinary and nothing noteworthy occurred. Of course, fun things like our enjoyable philosophy happened. Well, Ma'am Pamatmat was usually a happy and energetic teacher, so we all eagerly anticipated each Philosophy lesson. We were already feeling exhausted, though, because Philosophy had given us a report to do.

However, our ICT quiz is one event from that day I will remember. I didn't study because it was a surprise quiz, and I regrettably answered a majority of the questions incorrectly. Sir Mirabeles also agreed that I had a failing score on the test. Well, it wasn't just me; a lot of others in our class performed poorly since we didn't study. Fortunately, Sir Mirabeles was kind enough to allow us to retake the test so that we could pass.

I think that's all the interesting stuff I can share. What feelings or experiences I'll have tomorrow are completely unknown to me. But one thing is certain: I would continue to conquer to the fullest extent.

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Hi! I’m Jedrick and my monday, September 5, 2022, was delightful yet questioning🤗🤔

Have you ever been in a position where you wanted something and genuinely thought you were suited for it, but a part of you also felt that it was no longer for you? Well, at least for me, it happened today. So, a while ago, we voted our home room officers, and I was elected as the president, after two years of not having a full set of officers. Of course, I'm happy and grateful that people still have trust in me and believe in what I'm capable of because last year, I wasn't an officer and little contributed to our class other than to always take the initiative in group activities.

Pandemic has taught me a lot of things and one of those is that being a student leader did more harm to me than making my life easier as a student. Well, I’m not saying that I didn’t like my experiences as a leader because I really enjoy it and those experiences are something that I would treasure as I grew old. But I realized I’m not the unconventional type of leader that everybody wants because I’m also not a philanthropic person. That’s why there’s a lot of questions that I asked myself about this matter.

But aside from that, being a student leader isn’t what I only doubt. Because I continued to question even my own intellect. Since I had a hard time understanding our professor a while back when we were discussing Earth Science, I'm still unsure if STEM is the right field for me. Actually, I used to be sure about taking STEM because I know myself well and that Science is my area of passion and expertise, and I used to be quite good at it. It also frustrates me when I see myself so poorly in Mathematics while other STEM students seem to like it so much. That’s why I was thinking whether HUMMS is more suited for me than STEM because HUMMS subjects interest me the most and if it weren’t for my dream career then I would just choose HUMMS.

I would, however, still put out my best effort since that is who I am. I never performed poorly solely for the sake of doing so; if I did, perhaps that was the extent of my ability. Since I've already made the decision to follow this path and am already in this situation, I have no choice but to perform admirably because many people trust me, particularly as a student leader, and being unreliable would undermine their confidence in me.

I have no idea what kinds of emotions or experiences I'll have tomorrow. One thing is for certain, though: I would still conquer with all my extent.😌😌😌