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NeuroticNarcoNarcissist.

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KBT

I steady need to practice what i preach

See how many vows I'll do, must follow through, lagano izi übercool.

Time to really see how far I can truly reach

Untie myself from my guilt and shame, cause none else to blame, I endured the pain.

Pushing forward not down. Roar not screech!

Keep practicing the golden rule of silence, talk to your alliance, go with the defyers.

ManeJ

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I'm back baby!

Returning to a path, long have I dwelled in guilt and shame.

Wretched, wicked, wrath. I will not take your blame.

Now I am focused, goals are all in my sight

All is a bonus, all except for my might.

/Mane.J

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Swän

Jag hade behövt dig som vän helt ärligt.. Jag känner dig och förstår dig. Du lånade hundringar som du behövde och jag ställde upp utan att blinka. Jag hade behövt ditt stöd, ditt resonemang och dina konkreta synvinklar.

Jag menar allt handlar väl om Ge & Få? För den som bara tar utan att ge tappar färg o blir grå.

Så om du lyssnar på, vad jag nu säger bro; är BARA:

FUCKING SKÄRP DIG, FORTSÄTT ÄKTA. ÄR DET TUNGT I HJÄRTAT, SÅ SNÄLLA BARA BERÄTTA.

Annars fuck it, jag e jugge o jag skiter i dina rundpel

Jag är äkta Šar Planinac och du en inavlad skallig pudel.

Folk verkar inte fatta att det här med att helt spontant rappa är ofta det jag velat säga till min pappa.

Jebiga, livet e fuckt up..

/M.Jajic

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All emotions refuse their chains

Controlling is essentially suppression,

withholding oneself.

Showing yours makes you vulnerable,

sharing truth.

Understanding others must come second,

one mind.

Feeling it is a blessing in disguise,

love life.

- Mane.J

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Zennin'

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First time pulling a tick.

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Changes

Who but you, yourself?

Cannot be expected from no-one else.

Still on the shelf. Feelings of hell.

I don't want anything more than to feel well.

-Mane.J

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Life's too short for longboards..

Living life long, not bored.

/Mane.J

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The paradox of saying: "Can I do anything for you"?

When rarely anything is to be done.

But when there is all become none.

Flaunting with what they offered.

When they never even bothered.

- Mane.J

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Quick short breaths do not fit into the vault spaces,

the veil of myrrh creeps forward like an angel or demon.

goddamn bastards.

The sweat comes new and indecent among colorful windows,

while the chorus of fragmented sound waxes and wanes every second.

fuckfuckfuck

The old thoughts that arise make themselves shameful here,

in a sphere of reverence, power and hope.

gamó to xristó mou.

Am grateful to sit here inappropriately with your friendship abandoned,

in a temporary stop at the stop that gives me peace.

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Techno Haiku

Nothing but techno

There's is no better music

Techno heal all self

- Mane.J

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Kardinal. Kontroversiell. Karismatisk. Känslig. Kunnig. Katastrof. Konstig. Kompis. Kärlig. Komplicerad. Kritisk. Komisk. Kuriös. Katarktisk. Kosmonaut. Kriminell. Kaxig. Konstnär. Kronisk. Klipsk. Knasig. Kämpig. Klurig. Kinetisk. King.

Controversial. Charismatic. Sensitive. Knowledgeable. Catastrophic. Weird. King. Love. Complicated. Critical. Comical. Curious. Cathartic. Kosmonaut. Criminal. Cocky. Artist. Chronic. Clever. Goofy. Combative. Ingenious. Kinetic. King

These words describe me, but only in K's. To keep reminding myself of Mane and to never forget my dear friend; Emil.

*STAY-K FOREVER<3*

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The tipping point

..that one. The one point made for you to find balance. That gives you difficult decisions in building character. To chose, your fate.

Keeping your cool and trusting in yourself or acting out and feeding the ego.

When all seems lost and you keep your failure as a part of your being. Then again, you can defy all of which led up to it, and prevail.

- Mane.J

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One month

From a whole year

Heartbroken

From a small tear

Feel love

Abolish all fear

All is gone

Be here

- Mane.J