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i don’t understand why suguru’s fans can’t accept that he’s a bad person…?

our first introduction to geto suguru is in jjk0. he is the main antagonist. suguru’s goal is to create a world with sorcerers ONLY by killing all non-sorcerers. he had been running a cult for ten years and had also already become a mass murderer. he declared WAR and attempted to kill kids. first years. i do think these are bad traits. good people don’t try to kill kids????

the next time we see suguru, it’s in the hidden inventory arc. suguru is the deuteragonist and i think this is where it starts to go wrong.

the suguru we see on the surface is a model student. he has a very strict moral code that he follows, and he cares about doing his job efficiently. he has been given strength, and he feels like he has to use it to protect people who he deems as weak, even if they’re only weak to him because he’s special grade.

then the star plasma vessel mission goes wrong, and suguru spends the next year depressed and spiralling. he questions is reason for doing things. his reason for living. is it enough to live by this moral code?

suguru’s whole “protect the weak” shtick was very… i want to say forced. it’s not something he genuinely believe in, it’s more something he did out of moral obligation. something i just felt he had to do, because why else was he gifted with so much strength? and he did as he was told, and got what from it? nothing.

suguru also had quite the ego, but because he wasn’t as obvious about it as satoru, it slips over people’s heads. he was right next to satoru as he was teasing utahime. and utahime’s reaction shows that this is not a one time thing. imagine you’re him. you’re a 16 year old boy. for the last year, you’ve been told you’re the strongest. there’s nothing that can overtake you. you and your best friend are untouchable. then someone with zero cursed energy, aka a weakling, comes and takes you both down with ease. he’s killed your best friend and almost kills you too. he lets you live so your death doesn’t cause problems, actually. your whole world view shatters, because this weak person who you’ve sworn to protect killed your best friend, killed the girl you’ve been taking care of, let you live when he could have killed you, and just walked away.

and on top of that, you see your very much alive best friend, and all these people are celebrating the death of a middle school girl. they’re clapping as your best friend hold’s a child’s dead body (she wasn’t much younger than yourselves).

it’s natural for suguru to develop ptsd and depression. it would be more worrying if he didn’t. satoru did too, but because presented in a way that was beneficial to jujutsu society, nobody cared. even to his grave, satoru wouldn’t admit that what happened affected him. unfortunately, satoru’s way of coping pushed suguru away from him.

even in suguru’s decision making. as much as his decision making skills were impaired by his mental illness, you can’t call first degree mass murder a mistake. killing your parents a mistake. it’s not something that can be blamed on his struggles, because mentally illness, particularly depression and ptsd in his case, don’t cause people to resort to genocide. good people do not kill hundreds of people without remorse and continue doing so. his actions ultimately stemmed from love, (for satoru, for young people, for those struggling like him) but… that doesn’t mean he’s a good person.

it would be better to say say high school suguru is morally grey leaning, just like most jujutsu sorcerers. it’s part of the job. they’re not heroes, they’re not straight up good people. a point that’s reiterated throughout the whole story. he’s empathetic, but only to those around him. he’s loving, but only to “his kind” and a few exceptions. this is why it’s so easy for him to start calling ‪non‬ sorcerers monkeys and start viewing them as an oppressor, despite them not even being aware of the world of curses. curses are a subconscious byproduct of human existence. there’s nothing that can be done about that. and suguru’s primary solution being… mass murder? genocide? that he attempts to do? good people don’t do these things.

so yes suguru isn’t a good person. never was. he was probably kinda gray in high school but… as soon as he killed those people without remorse…?

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yuuji being confused and losing his mind trying to find out if megumi likes boys while everyone stares at him and then at the homotron 3000 who is also losing his mind wondering the same about yuuji

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I propose to you: cloth mother & wire mother yuri with their child.

ngl you’re kinda cooking with this one, but I think I’d get cancelled

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find official art of megumi not looking at yuji

i’ll wait

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Thank you for the tag Lucky!

(My hair looks nothing like this but this was the closest I could manage) But I do own the earrings and that exact choker lmao. Also my glasses are a little more square and have frames all around but whatever

Tagging: @kkatful @ice0moutain @birdhousematerial @jo-the-bass-stealer

Time to start a new tag game cause I found this incredibly cute Picrew and I want you guys to create yourselves with it too! My shirt says "I ♡ Medium Ugly Men" btw.

Tagging @dandysnob @marimayscarlett @imaginebuttercupbetzi @linnborealis @onewiththepun @mermaidinamanhole @artificialpuddle & @rammbles for a start and leaving the other guys to you :D

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Happy ItaFushi Friday!

Here are the prompts for ItaFushi Winter Wonderland:

Dec. 22: Cold Hands || Cuddling Dec. 23: Longing || Baking Dec. 24: Mistletoe || Sendai Winter Visit

For questions about our rules, how to participate, information about the Wish List event, and to find our AO3 Collection, please see: Rules & Guidelines || FAQ || Wish List || AO3 Collection

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Overall results and information about the prompt voting process is below the line:

emi here with the overall results from the vote!

We had a total of 130 responses—our winners being mistletoe with 77 votes, cuddling with 79 votes, Sendai winter visit with 75 votes, baking with 74 votes, longing with 76 votes, and cold hands with 82 votes!

here are the results

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zenin megumi sketch

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would you fuck me on my autopsy table or do you hate me

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Moldy/unmoldy doomed yaoi or yuri?

you got it boss, here’s your doomed strawberry yuri

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posting this one here to see

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real yearners miss people BEFORE they're gone

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I'm going on a little rant about my life right now ignore me

Gosh moving from my parent's house to my grandparent's I think is one of the best decisions I've made. I just moved in like a few hours ago (and I'm already finished!) but just uprooting my belongings into a place where I feel safe (lock on my door and everything) and knowing I won't have people randomly coming into my room all the time without permission is so refreshing to me? I can't explain it exactly. But it's already so nice, I feel like I have so much more control over my life now without my mom riding my tail about doing chores, cleaning up after my siblings, doing my homework, etc etc. I've been to community college but I lived at home when I did that, and in no way did she ever respect my time as a student. She was frustrated when I couldn't attend family dinners because I was studying for finals, always upset I was lacking in chores because I was doing homework, and then GOD FORBID I check my phone for two seconds. I don't have a bedtime with my grandparents, I don't have any chores to worry about besides doing just my own laundry, and I have no one making unexpected plans for me. I'm genuinely so excited to be treated like an actual adult for the first time in my life. Still gotta pester my mom into actually removing the parental controls on my phone though. Then I'll finally be able to download social media apps. It's like a ton of bricks have finally slid off my shoulders. Gosh these next few years are gonna be a DREAM