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A DTIYS I joined by guteralscreech on Instagram in 2021

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A Unus Annus drawing I made for a friend for Christmas 2020

I kinda missed their channel but the clips I saw were hilarious

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That’s a sticker I made in 2021 for a lgbt project of my youth club

Back then I still used a pencil for line work…

Might gonna re-draw this eventually

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The Bitch is back

I re-downloaded Tumblr recently and was shook at how cringy 2017 me was... I'm now 21. Had to delete a bunch of posts bc they gave me the icks. Some where kinda funny or even weirdly deep tho. I'll try to upload some art and just random thoughts that are stuck in my head from time to time.

Its not like I had an actual following on here but I kinda feel like I need a propper cut post between 2017 and 2022.

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In my bio I claim to be an artist but never actual upload shit so... here we go. I used to play DnD last summer.

The old pic in the backround is my first attempt to design a tiefling wizard in spring 2018. His name's Therai.

The new improved version is from April 2019 and I love how my style and god damn anatomy got way better over the last year.

Tho I still gotta work on his feet a lil. Looks like one is broken lol.

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Stealing friends ice cream... sorry/ not sorry

It's story time!

Just a quick side note: I am horrible with reading situations or sometimes getting sarcasm so I ask multiple times if my behavior is shit bc I don't want people to hate me...

So the other day I stole my friends ice cream and ate it... I assured myself two time if it really was ok to eat the ice cream...

said friend said yes and added some sarcastic sounding stuff... I ended up pretty much eating it on my own.

So... the end of this story:

I still feel bad for eating this friends ice cream today... but it was so damn good...

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Testosterone Changes

So I'm taking T for 2 1/2 months (76 days) and I just felt like sharing my own experience.

I chose Gel, because it seemed to be the easiest to start with. I apply the 'Testogel' daily on my upper arm. 1.25 g gel is one dose, which contains 20.25 mg testosterone.

The changes:

a common fast change is the growth of your peen which in my case indeed happens pretty soon after starting testosterone. Smol pepe.

Another very fast change is the hornyness. Your whole hormonal shit is changing and your growth down their ain't helpful so yeh. That's.... fun.

The acne. OH BOI. I never had acne going through my first puberty so this is a new experience lol. But buckle up kids the acne doesn't only go on your face it also invades your back. So ya, back acne sucks dick... my face acne isn't a big problem yet. Tho my back one is kinda shitty.

AND of corse the voice change. It happens steady. It's a very slow change tho. My voice started to actually really crack last week. It mostly happens when I'm excited or around friends yet.

A change my mom noticed is my neck getting thicker and my adams apple beeing more visible. (could be my moms imagination tho, idk)

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Random Midnight Thoughts

I saw a trash cupe robot in TV yesterday and then thought of Wall-E.

As far as I remember it, in one scene his hard disk get's sapped by the corrupted wheel robot, Auto, and Wall-E and Eve then fall down the trash hunger.

Then Eve has to save him by getting them back to earth to switch his hard disk.

When they get back she switches the disk in enormous speed.

I YESTERDAY REALIZED THAT THAT SCENE IS BASICALLY EVE TRANSPLANTING HIS HEART AND THAT BLEW MY MIND...

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Thought on our lifes purpose

So recently my friend was struggling with thought about why we existed...

Yikes

So I simply gave him my 2 opinions/headcanons on that theme

My headcanon

"As far as the holy book of bullshit goes,

this funny creator up there made us to simply be.

We don't have any other purpose than just living our life as we want.

They made earth, then animal and lastly us to just go on living on this rock/water/air mixture doing whatever.

I use the word "funny" since if all this bible crap was real why did they gave us the ability to hate and fight, to build weapons and basically be able to destroy everything.

I belive we're basically lil puppets made, bc some weirdo up there was like

"YOU KNOW WHAT'D BE FUN" and then lost interest in this creation after some decades and was like

"Eh let 'em handle themselves what could go wrong."... "

2. My short intercourse on Evolution

"Going by evolution is more easy.

We evolved due to survival of the fittest and our ability to grab shit with our thumb."

That's just random shit I package as advices at 3am when my friends are still up and write me. If that's not your belive I don't give a shit about it. Everyone got different belives and I belive in love and my ability to sound smart while not.

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Beeing the hoe that now has tumblr lol ♡

Art-Thing of tonight; Draw the Squad

@gayestmoose , @overseeingmelonlord , @ other hoe that doesnt have tumblr

Base by @jolynndiaz [ https://jolynndiaz.tumblr.com/post/158617942412#notes ]

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I don’t draw digital often (mostly bc I suck at it) Sooo here we got a doodle that happened while @overseeingmelonlord and I played a drawing game on discord. I was supposed to draw a mountain goat out of memory... and since jul is a goat I drew her on a mountain.

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Today in art class our teacher told us to draw portraits of other students... we could also draw our hand after drawing some bodys. So we went downstairs and we drew/doodled in the school corridor. I'm ok in drawing body structures, I hate drawing real people tho... I'm more into fictional art styles... after drawing some messy bodys I started drawing my hand and I'm pretty proud of myself. I normally don't draw hands, bc I really suck at it and I'm to lazy to study it.