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req'd by @mid-nighttiger

so true bestie

text: Sex is temporary Knives are forever

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literally my favorite type of tweet

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The word "crashout" might just be one of the first and best words that has become a thing in recent years (good God I remember new words as far back as yeet) that is actually a good and useful term that isn't come kind of cringe/weird thing.

Like I will find myself calling something an understandable crashout fairly often, and its a phrase I'm absolutely comfortable with. Huh.

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jesus

long post. my medical concerns are inconvenient when i raise concern, and annoying when i raise my voice, and not checked until its too late.

back in fifth grade my wrist was popping a bunch. like clicking and clacking a lot. i told my mom, and it took about a year for her to schedule a doctors appointment. at that point, it had settled down, and the doctors said it was hypermobility and gave me some thumb exercises to do. i still feel a dent in one wrist but not the other.

theres a pain in my back thats is so intense it makes me tear up a bit sometimes. sometimes it hurt to walk, to stand, and oftentimes it hurts to lay down. ive talked to people about it, asked to see a doctor about it a lot. its been over a year. the main place i get pain is lower right, the same place my dads side of the family has issues in. youd think that the fact that his spine is horrifically messed up right in the same area would make him be open to going to a doctor. it isnt enough to warrant a visit.

i got a root canal back before covid. after one of those, you need to get a crown on them. it never happened. i spent pretty much five years with a slowly decaying tooth, and earlier this year it was removed entirely, it was unsaveable. that removal appointment was only scheduled after i texted my dad crying from a practice room that i was in the worst paint ive ever felt. ive had trouble with the tooth opposite it for years, and since we saw a dentist who said we need to do something about it, it couldnt be ignored or the dentist would think it looked like neglect. we got the root canal, but nothing has happened about it or the big gap in my teeth opposite it.

august 18th 2024 i passed out in an urgent care while getting a shot. i fell to the floor and my ankle was against the wall, nearly perpendicular to my leg. i couldnt walk without limping for weeks, and it still hurt and felt weak for months. five months later, after a lot of bickering, i was begrudgingly taken to see the foot and ankle doctor. i had torn a ligament, which had started to heal itself improperly. if we had gone in august, or even september, the ankle brace wouldve been much more effective. the doctor recommended physical therapy, nothing has been scheduled. it aches still.

there's not much of a point to talk about anything painful. too much aches too often, and nothing is going to be done about it. as i am writing this i am lightheaded and my back is crying out in pain, and i will not get the opportunity to learn whats wrong until it is too late again.

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i grew up in a town filled with rural antique stores, which means my favorite pastime was a game i liked to call "What The Fuck Does That Thing Do!"

For example:

go on take a guess

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They're getting bold, they need to remember what fear feels like

We need a Silco confronting the Chembarons scene, but it's government officials

"im tired of living through major historical events" is now "dear lord please let me witness a high profile political assassination in the next 1-2 years. amen"

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"it was in 2020" oh so like a year or so ago. a couple years. im sorry 5? did you just say five? five years ago ?

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I feel like I would make a good househusband

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@sagethebnuuy

the soft animal of my body wants to fucking bite someone

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Eat or be eaten/wolves eat bunnies

at the end of the day i am just a bunny girl in a bunny world 😞🐰

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Red rising is good, but not really similar to the ones you listed. It turns into like the Hunger Games but actually good about ~1/3 of the way through.

The 5th Wave is fuckin great but I'm not spoiling anything there

Aurora rising (also in space) (Kaliis my beloved)

Warcross by Marie Lu

There are more that aren't scifi-fantasy, but I'm not coming up with any off the top of my head

i need book recommendations i cannot keep rereading the same five books

i like the Red Queen series, Challenger Deep, A Good Girl's Guide To Murder, and a lot of like whimsical magical high fantasy books and fiction in general

been having a hard time finding books that arent just an author's excuse to publish wattpad smut

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I was referencing capitalism

at the end of the day i am just a bunny girl in a bunny world 😞🐰

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This world is very much not a bunny world, there are wolves and they're not the fun kind

at the end of the day i am just a bunny girl in a bunny world 😞🐰

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overheard someone say that lesbians don’t have male icons the way gay men have female icons…. baby you have not logged onto tumblr dot com. the lesbians are dedicating blogs to men who look like the default mii

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Werecat transplant makes the recipient turn into a neko under the full moon

if a werewolf dies but they were an organ donor does someone get a new kidney that turns into a wolf kidney once a month

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if a werewolf dies but they were an organ donor does someone get a new kidney that turns into a wolf kidney once a month