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Do I believe in love? No. I believe in Wolfstar. That’s different. That’s sacred. That’s biblical.

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YOU. ARE. NEVER. TOO. MUCH! You're REAL people will love you for you!!!

Don't become so afraid of being annoying that you don't allow yourself to be anything at all.

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And just when I thought I couldnt get any gayer, my soul screams at me to learn the bass 😗

(Istg imma do it, im really thinking about it 👀)

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THE CASTING IS OUT

THE CASTING IS OUT

THE CASTING IS OUT!!!!

LADIES, GENTLEMEN, AND FOLKS ALL AROUND! HEAR YEE, HEAR YEE!

I present to you-

Lenore Dove- Whitney Peak

And Haymitch Abernathy- Joseph Zada

FOLKS!!!! I WIL N O T ACCEPT A N Y SLANDER!!! I have full faith in Suzanne Collins' choice. These two are gonna be perfect. They are pretty book accurate, at least Lenore is and Haymitch is pretty damn close. I will happily accept this Im so fucking excited to see who else were gonna get. (My dream is for Elle Fanning to play Effie)

OKAY BUT THE FACT THAT CASTING WISE LENORE AND LUCY GRAY LOOK 100% RELATED I MEAN C O M E O N!!!! UGHHH im so excited

Update!

Maysilee Donner- Mckenna Grace

THIS!!!! IF U SAW HER IN HANDMAIDS TALE THEN U KNOW SHE IS GONNA E A T DRUSILLA U P!!!!

UPDATE #2

Plutarch Heavensbee- Jesse Plemons

FOLKS! WE ARE BEING F E D 😭🙏🙏🙏

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H E L P

Y'all how do you know when a girl is flirting with you???

Heres the situation, right? I have this coworker, we'll call her Star because she absolutely loves them. Star and I have a nice vibe going. We talk about music like chappel roan and ethel cain. I like to hear about her passion for animal behavioral science and her love of the earth. And when we talk, theres like... eye contact. But listen! I make a lot of eye contact when I am interested about (not just in, but about) people. I've always been like that. And she is also good at making eye contact. So the question is, is it friendly or fruity?

Shes the type of person to great all woman around her with a "Hey cutie!" Or "Hey princess!" Or "my Queen". Not just with me, but with everyone else. This sent me into gay panic the first time, but thats just her.

Then the other day were talking about her volunteer trip out of the country this coming summer and how excited she was and how I always wanted to visit the country shes going to and we ended up exchanging instagrams so I could keep in touch with her and see her posts in that country. But like-- is it friendly or fruity?

And then she walked away for a moment and I went to my coworker bestie who Ill call L and she was like "Gurl... calm down. I can see how you interact from here-" SCREAMING WDYMMMMMMMMM (but like is it noticable?? Cuz if shes not flirting I dont want it to look like I am... if i am... IDK WHAT IM DOING THIS IS NEW TERRITORY)

But like... IS IT FRIENDLY OR FRUITY???

If it's friendly, it's no way in hell im gonna look like the fool when one of my big rules is to not date or have any romantic affiliation with a coworker. If it is fruity, i would rather look like the fool who didn't know, you know???

ARE WE FLIRTING OR NOT AGHHH-

(Edit not me posting this at 4:44 pm wtf universe??? (444 and 1144 are my numbers))

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Eyyyyy so if ur as obsessed with Bowie as I am you should likeeee listen to his daughter Lexi Jones' debut album Xandri pls and thank you CUZ SHE IS SO TALENTED AND IM SO FKN EXCITED TO SEE WHAT ELSE SHE MAKES IN THE FUTURE!!!!

Pls check puf all the other songs on the album!!

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remus singing “the prettiest star” to sirius horribly out of key, slightly tipsy on cheap beer and the grey of sirius’ eyes. sirius devouring every moment of it, falling impossible more in love each second.

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Nothing on my mind, just Sirius sleepily stirring sugar into his coffee with his husband Remus rushing down the stairs, late for work, giving Sirius a quick peck on the cheek, before leaving without a jacket, giving Sirius an excuse to go down to the college to deliver it

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Okay we survived, happy 4/20 kids stay lit

About to commit some violent sins here on the lawds day 😀

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About to commit some violent sins here on the lawds day 😀

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Soooo easter sunday dinner checklist lets go!

• aunt tried to send me sermons on salvation cuz I had questions in the past and wants me to listen to them- 3 hr and a half long sermons (Im a closeted pagan, left the church years ago)

• uncle was super fucking racist.... again.

• uncle talks about chem trails... again

• uncle goes off about the gays, liberals, etc... AGAIN.

• uncle acts like a brainless yelling trump supporter... as per usual

• The millionth joke or jab is said about me not having a bf ( I'M GAY)

• Another conversation insulting the catholics. "Were not cat lickers here"- says mom staring at me smiling.... me dying inside bc me... im a cat licker... get it... cuz im gay... ill go home

• grandma yells at an unholy decible about whats right and wrong. News flash, she is wrong.

• OOP! Another religious debate has ensued- King James vs Standard American Bible validity 🙃

•OOP! More antifeminism comments from the aunt and grandma!

•OOP!!! My mother embarrassing my sister by misinterpreting a phrase and making a big fucking deal about it at the dinner table infront of everyone

AND THE SUN IS STILL UP! YIPEE LETS SEE WHAT OTHER FUN CONVERSATIONS HAPPEN AT THE FUCKING JAYCRHILO FAMILY FUNCTION 😀

Y'all..... I' m so fucking tired. I hate family holidays.

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Something soooo cathartic about when wolfstars dynamic is Remus being shy in general but an absolute demon in bed and Sirius being an absolute demon in general but shy in bed.

Sirius the first time they fuck: what the hell where is all of this confidence coming from?!

Remus: I know I’m an awkward weirdo but I’m not exactly a virgin?

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i love watching romcoms and deciding which one is remus and which one is sirius

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BRINGING THIS TO ATTENTION AS IM REREADING!

Katniss and Peeta are still 16 in Catching Fire.

SIX. TEEN!!! AND THE WAY THE CAPITOL GOES CRAZY ABOUT THEIR "MARRIAGE". Like... being 20 yrs old rn and fully realizing now just how fkn INSANE this is. And then!!! The idea of children!! Mr. Peeta "if it werent for the baby" Mellark! Which okay genius on his end yes, but again, THEY ARE SIXTEEN! If they werent going back to the games, they would want to hear about their sex life too, AND the capitol would eat that shit up for breakfast!!

And like I wonder, what are the relationship expectations like in the capitol? How do they treat Their children and young teens? Ik that, from Effies words is sotr, that ppl in their 20s and older are already told to get face and body mods to stay looking younger and attractive. And considering the rich ppl who would buy the victors time and sa/grape them, and glimmer wearinga see through dress during her interview, AND THEN JUST BEING SENT TO THE GAMES ANYWAY, they obviously dont have high value on children.

But we also know how hypocritical the capital and the people are. So, what about the capital children?