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wolfstar fluff thought of the day:

You know wolfstar would just cuddle. not casually. not occasionally. but constantly.

They would cuddle like they’re trying to fuse into each other. like there is no space, no gap, no force on earth that could possibly separate them.

Mornings? absolutely. Remus half-asleep, wrapped around Sirius like an overgrown octopus, face buried in his neck. Sirius whining if he even thinks about getting up.

Evenings? of course. Sirius stretched out on the couch, head in remus’ lap, making zero effort to move while Remus runs lazy fingers through his hair. Which then turns into Sirius grabbing Remus down until he is fully draped over him, nuzzling into his collarbone while Remus just holds him tight. 

Nights? don’t even try. You could set the bed on fire and they’d still be tangled together, refusing to move. Sirius deadweight clinging to Remus, burying his face in his chest like a spoiled cat, murmuring “m’comfy, don’t care” when Remus sighs at his dramatics.

Slow kisses pressed to collarbones, foreheads, fingertips. sleepy murmurs of “love you” against warm skin. hands curling in fabric, in hair, in anything that grounds them.

i don’t make the rules. that’s just how they are.

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sweet dreams

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Ramble post 19373729

Topic- being trans/queer in the marauders fandom

There is so much hate going on, especially on tiktok and instagram rn. From my experience we're reletively alright here on tumblr but it still needs to be adressed.

The marauders fandom is for those who are pushed to the side. That goes for poc, ppl of the lgbt community, or anyone of a marginalized community.

We saw the hate from the creator of this world, took that, and turned this world into an inclusive space for character fan cannons/fics to roll with and made sure that fans felt like they had a safe space to go.

After all, James Potter-and parents- are known for "picking up the strays". The marauders themselves symbolize Found Family along with the skittles and The Golden Trio. Finding a space and the people in that space who will love you for being yourself regardless of the people who didnt (especially those who didnt and were supposed to).

I have found safety expressing my Sexuality here. I looked at some of the characters like remus and luna be so loved by their friends regardless of who they are, what they're interests are, and how they act, and realized that I deserve to have people around me who will accept me for me. That I am not too much. That I am enough. That I am deserving of everything good I want for my life. And because of the safety and love I have felt here, I only saw it fit to pour back into it because thats what we do for each other here.

No we dont all agree on things. Everyone has their own ships, their own headcannons, and thats okay. We can agree to disagree on things like this, and at the end of the day we will always have eachothers backs because we know what it is to be thrown to the side and no one should have fo feel like that.

Right now, I am seeing an obscene amount of transphobia, racism, and homophobia in the Harry Potter/ Marauders community, and it's devastating. People are being publically dead named right now because of headcannon disagreements. What the actual fuck?? Or I've seen some ppl go insane bc some ppl headcannon James Potter as mexican or desi. And some people headcannon sirius/remus/regulus as trans, and they are getting shit on too. What???

Do we not remember that we are talking about FICTIONAL CHARACTERS??? And that the marauders fandom makes fanfics... again. FAN... FICS. They are not cannon. Sometimes they arent supposed to be even close to cannon. It is fan based. Interpretations and expressions of said characters and story line. Dont like it? Turn the other way and find people, blogs, videos, stories, and headcannons that you DO like!

As for the treatment of other fellow fans here, im truly devastated about it. Trans people do NOT deserve this kind of treatment, especially here! Especially since this fandom is based on inclusivity, acceptance, and found family.

Whats even worse is the ppl who say Fuck JKR and hide behind that while STILL continuing to act against the lgbt community, marginalized groups, and other fellow marauder fans. You know who you are. Do better.

The world is already a scary place, and a scarier place for trans folk. With Tr!mp in office here in the states, its even scarier to see all of the excessive hate on my community and seeing less and less safe places available for both queer and trans people.

The safe places that trans people have are sacred, and thats how it should be here too

Forgetting the fact that marauders was during the 70s-80s (again the world is literally made up, logical time and the beliefs at that time dont have to follow), would James potter truly be a person to turn away a friend for being queer or trans. Think about it. Ill wait. Oh wait, I don't have to, because NO. NO HE WOULDNT! He found out Remus was a werewolf, a literal XXXXX creature that can brutily kill people one night of the month, and james said "yes, I accept him. And because of my friendship to him, I will research and go through the process of becoming an animagus because I care for my friend and he doesnt deserve to be alone." As did sirius and peter in the end.

Be more like James Potter. It is not difficult to respect people. Respect your fellow marauders & hp fans. Keep this a safe place for them, and all.

Thank you.

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james lives to eat people out, regulus lives to be eaten out

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Sirius kisses Remus like he’s trying to prove something and Remus kisses Sirius like there’s nothing left to prove.

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i love fics with sirius taking care of harry and just😔 being there for him😔 and harry having someone who loves him and wants good for him😔

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When I said I never felt closer to a character than I did with Remus Lupin, getting diagnosed with PCOS WAS NOT WHAT I MEANT 😀😀

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I could go and argument why i think anderperry is a very canon subtext of Dead Poets Society based on the choice of A Midsummer Nights' Dream as the play Neil is acting on but I rather say LOOK AT THEEEEEMMMMMMM

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Me with my.... uh... wut 2010? Dell computer that dies when unplugged XDXD

My shitty laptop and Google doc are fighting for their lives as I’m writing a sex scene. PUSH THRU BOYS. PUSH THRU.

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Why can’t Marauders fandom and Snape fandom just get along, shake hands and make out make peace.

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wolfstar had some snogging sessions without talking about what it meant and now everything is a good excuse to fight and make up: ✨

Sirius gets up the second Remus enters the room. "Where the hell have you been all night? It's past curfew and you had the map with you the whole time."

Remus pretends to ignore him. He takes off his jumpers and Sirius loses some focus staring at his chest through his old white shirt. "Wouldn't you like to know?", he answers dryly.

Sirius seems to regain his consciousness, his lips twitching in scorn. "Fuck that. Just so you know, I've been waiting for you since dinner to give you this shit."

Remus finally looks at him, and Sirius picks up what was left on the chair he was sitting on earlier. "...The new Lou Reed album? What the fuck, Pads?"

His big brown eyes melt like honey, and he looks at Sirius like he's a bloody star, making Sirius lose all his strength again.

"Yeah, yeah, I traded it with a slytherin kid for some stogies since you wouldn't shut up about it, you ungrateful whore."

Remus smile is big and the small dimple in his left side makes an appearance. He takes a step closer to him. "Thanks, Sirius. Really."

Sirius puts his hair behind his ear, slightly blushed. "S'fine, Moony, no biggie."

Remus leans over him. "But it is, though. What can I do to thank you? "

Peter, sitting on the couch where they're bending over, rolls his eyes at James. "For Godric's sake, at what point did they get so close to each other's mouth?"

James giggles, seeming to be uncertain whether to watch the whole scene or give them some privacy. "No idea, but I'm pretty sure they forgot we're here."

They look up and Sirius is now brushing his fingers against Remus' jaw, who grins back at him. "Anything for you, Moons.", he whispers.

Peter cleans his throat. "I really feel like we should get out of here before they-"

"And here we go again.", James gets up with a little jump and they both run to the dorm as Remus presses Sirius against the back of the sofa in a filthy kiss.

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Yall!!!! I started working out at the beginning of this year to improve both physical and mental health, and today was the first day I really looked at myself in the mirror and thought DAMN I'M HAWT! 😭😭

I have a good way to go still, im just starting after all, but I'm really happy and proud of how far I've come so far and had to talk about it okay, thanks bye 💛

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Book: I have a compelling plot and a deep, intricate world.

Me: Cool, but do you have Black brothers angst?

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So I had the vision for a WolfStar edit to the sound of Medicine by Harry Styles for SO LONG, and I know the edit is really bad, but this is my plea for someone talented to take the idea and make it work. I’M BEGGING PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP!! Anyone?

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IKIK IM LATE im late but I LOVE MAH BOIS!!!

Happy birthday Moony! 🌙 (Sorry I’m a bit late)

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OH MY FKN GODS I LOVE THEM SM

Painted this LOTR au wolfstar art for DTIYS on insta because why not?

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I did it, I was able to put down AO3 for 2 nights and I finished This Is How You Lose The Time War..... I am akshsksksj in s h a m b l e s

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