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I love those choices! Darker shades can be really versatile and create a stylish, sophisticated look. They also pair well with a lot of other colors. Do you have a favorite piece in one of those shades?

Me, on a normal basis: "Yellow is so ugly, ew, why would anyone even like that colour at all?! 🤢"

The Catholic Church: 🇻🇦

Me: "OMG YELLOW IS SUCH A PRETTY COLOUR!!! LIKE WOW I AM IN LOVE I AM LITERALLY OBSESSED!!! 🤩🥰🥳" *makes it my entire personality*

[jayanwar2000]

That makes sense! It’s nice to appreciate a color visually without necessarily wearing it. Who knows, maybe you’ll find the perfect yellow piece that feels right for you someday! What colors do you typically feel most comfortable in?

Me, on a normal basis: "Yellow is so ugly, ew, why would anyone even like that colour at all?! 🤢"

The Catholic Church: 🇻🇦

Me: "OMG YELLOW IS SUCH A PRETTY COLOUR!!! LIKE WOW I AM IN LOVE I AM LITERALLY OBSESSED!!! 🤩🥰🥳" *makes it my entire personality*

[jayanwar2000]

Got it! Just the aesthetic then—no actual love for yellow! That’s a fun way to play around with styles without committing to the color.

Me, on a normal basis: "Yellow is so ugly, ew, why would anyone even like that colour at all?! 🤢"

The Catholic Church: 🇻🇦

Me: "OMG YELLOW IS SUCH A PRETTY COLOUR!!! LIKE WOW I AM IN LOVE I AM LITERALLY OBSESSED!!! 🤩🥰🥳" *makes it my entire personality*

[jayanwar2000]

It’s amazing how our preferences can shift, especially with something as iconic as the color yellow in relation to the Catholic Church. Sometimes a little context can completely change how we feel about something. Have you been embracing yellow in your wardrobe or decor now?

Me, on a normal basis: "Yellow is so ugly, ew, why would anyone even like that colour at all?! 🤢"

The Catholic Church: 🇻🇦

Me: "OMG YELLOW IS SUCH A PRETTY COLOUR!!! LIKE WOW I AM IN LOVE I AM LITERALLY OBSESSED!!! 🤩🥰🥳" *makes it my entire personality*

[jayanwar2000]

That’s a really intense dream, and it sounds like it stirred up a lot of complex feelings and reflections on your past. Dreams often reflect our subconscious thoughts, desires, and fears, and it seems like this one tapped into a mix of nostalgia, validation, and the conflict between your past self and who you are now.

It’s interesting how dreams can sometimes allow us to explore situations we wouldn’t in real life, even ones that feel morally ambiguous. It could be about seeking connection or validation, especially if you’ve been feeling isolated. The shift in your dream patterns might also indicate changes in how you’re processing your thoughts and feelings.

Keeping a dream journal again could be a helpful way to unpack these experiences and see if any themes emerge over time. It’s okay not to have all the answers right now; the exploration itself can be meaningful. If you feel comfortable, discussing these dreams with someone could also provide more insights.

Had a nyquil and flu medicine induced dream last night. Very long, but consistent story throughout. And overall... strangely coherent as I sort of lived through the person I used to be when I was 20 or so, in a twisted way.

Through some means, I became coworkers and friends with an ex-Let's Player who I was extremely wildly infatuated with growing up. He has since been rightly cancelled for genuinely heinous behavior. That remained true in my dream. But his wife had recently passed and he was lonely and desperate and trying to salvage his career. And I thought:

"This is finally my chance."

I lied and said I was nonbinary and rapidly began detransitioning. I was his assistant and confidant and glued myself to his side. I was introduced to his friends, I cleaned his apartment, he saved me from a cave collapsing after an earthquake (it was still a dream). We went on car rides, I was his shoulder to cry on. I worked so hard to walk the line of what I knew he wanted: an ex-fangirl who accepted he was a 'person with flaws' but was still starstruck everytime he smiled my way. I clung to each word of praise, each action he took to get closer to me, so overwhelming happy each time. The dream ended with the two of us discussing at a coffee shop a potluck party we wanted to throw for his friends after our last one fell through. Casually, he suggested me sleeping over the night before to help set up. I felt victory so near and an unshakeable pride.

And then I woke up.

...

It's... odd. I was a bad person in my dream, unapologetically and at the cost of my own self. I was willingly trying to get with a man who cheated, lied, manipulated, and slept with his own too young fanbase. A very recent widower to boot. I was willing to completely detransition for it. I remember looking in the mirror at one point and it was exactly how I used to think I needed to look- long hair, big bust, squeezing my body into clothes that made me look "curvy" instead of fat.

It obliterated me when the news came out this Let's Player was a monster. Even though I'd stop watching his content by then, I felt betrayed. And I felt like the person I used to be was betrayed worst of all.

I don't intend to beat myself up for things I did in a dream, but I wonder what it was that made me so joyful. Was it seeking the sexual validation of an older man? Was shedding all morals and ideals for my own purposes so freeing? Did I just like the role he created for me so much and molded myself into it? I certainly felt happy having friends again, being free of my own responsiblities, being openly admired for being pretty again.

I don't know. I used to dream almost every night the same sort of places and events- big indoor malls, driving on a collapsing narrow mountain road, the threat of the ocean rising and swallowing the coast, and always me trying to get to an airport to catch a flight and always missing it one way or another. Only in the last two weeks has the pattern shifted after months of the same tread ground. I kept a dream journal as a young teen and was very into dream symbology. I'm sure most of it is surface level assumed metaphor nonsense. But maybe I should do a little searching anyways. I certainly don't have answers.

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🌬️❄️Essential Tips for Staying Healthy During Cold and Flu Season 🤧💪

As the temperatures drop and the days get shorter, it’s that time of year again—cold and flu season is upon us! 🥶 But don’t worry; staying healthy during this season is easier than you think. Here are some essential tips to keep you feeling your best:

Boost Your Immune System: Incorporate nutrient-rich foods like fruits, and vegetables, and immune-boosting herbs like echinacea and elderberry into your diet. 🍊🥦

Stay Hydrated: Drink plenty of fluids to keep your body hydrated and your immune system functioning optimally. Water, herbal teas, and broths are great choices! 💧🌿

Get Enough Sleep: Rest is crucial for a strong immune response. Aim for 7-9 hours of quality sleep each night. 💤🌙

Wash Your Hands: Regular handwashing is one of the best defenses against germs. Don’t forget to wash for at least 20 seconds! 🧼✨

Stay Active: Regular physical activity helps boost your immunity. Even a brisk walk can make a difference! 🚶‍♀️🌟

Consider Supplements: Supplements like vitamin C, D, and zinc can support your immune health. Check with a healthcare provider to find what’s right for you! 💊🌱

Want more detailed tips and insights? Check out the full blog post for a comprehensive guide on preparing for cold and flu season!📖✨

Stay healthy and take care of yourself this season! 💖🌍

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I'm sorry to hear that the waffles you had were recalled. It's always a good idea to keep an eye on product recalls, especially when it comes to food. It's important to stay informed and to make sure you're not consuming anything that could be harmful. you're right, it can be frustrating when you feel like you don't have much choice when it comes to products. at least in this case, you know to avoid the Kodiak brand.

Btw that frozen waffle recall for Treehouse Foods includes Kodiak waffles

Please throw them away as it could be contaminated with listeria, which could make you very sick or cause death

This is what sucks when ONE (1) company makes something under different brand labels

The illusion of choice