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I love this i love this i love this

Andrew Minyard has a beautiful brain and is quite the comedian, as we can all read in the books ('is your learning curve a horizontal line?'). So I introduce to you the headcanon that during movie nights Andrew will whisper all kinds of commentary in Neil's ear, and Neil regularly dissolves in giggles or straight up laughter and everybody is so confused because the scene wasn't even that funny? Is Neil hearing voices? Stoic Andrew Minyard cannot possibly be that funny right? Neil just waves them off and tries to hold his laughter in. Andrew, btw, is very smug about the fact he can make Neil laugh like that.

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@emma_draws_xo on instagram shared this beautiful piece with me recently.

I can't believe my music inspired this. Moreso that it speaks so true to the themes that sparked my initial ideas for creating the song. The lull of water, the depth and endlessness of echoes lost in a cave.

When I received this I felt really seen. Like my song had spoken to those who have listened in the exact language that I hoped it would.

Thank you for sharing and creating this Emma! A lovely start to the new year and a good omen, I'm sure <3

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Dan, literal seconds after witnessing an attempted murder and a man's arm being destroyed: "Neil, we won!"

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no cause andrew was so afraid he made neil up and once he would be off his meds he would just vanish into thin air

like can we talk about the way he told him "maybe I'll come back and you won't be here anymore" before they took him to easthaven?? that was so fucking heartbreaking

and then he comes back and neil is still here and he says "you were supposed to be a side effect to the drugs" and calls him a pipe dream??? insanity

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i can't stop thinking about how none of the aftg plot would have happened if andrew wasn't there to slam neil with a raquet.

neil would've ran away, dropping the "neil josten" persona, he would've never been recruited to the foxes and probably would've died alone somewhere else (like he told kevin he would).

without neil, there'd be no truce with ichirou, and kevin would've never had the courage to confront riko alone, so he would've remained as one of riko's pets, maybe forever.

jean would have killed himself sooner rather than later (in every universe he dies).

and andrew would have never broken the deal with his brother without neil's constant interference, so even if he wanted to reconcile their relationship, aaron would have resented him and never spoken to him again (most likely).

neil was the cathalyst of so many major events, and all thanks to a "rabid little goalkeeper" who was on his meds and thought it was amusing to hit the fuck out of a random, unassuming kid with a raquet in a random high school in arizona because he was bored.

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“no problem," matt says. "need anything else?"

"a clear shot at riko and no witnesses," neil says. matt grins like he thinks neil is joking

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andrew really bought his dream car and kissed his dream boy within the space of a few hours. I bet that was the happiest day of his life

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I want whatever "they moved like they were caught in each other's orbit" andreil shit they have or smth

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Neil promised Andrew ANYTHING as long as he closed off the goal and Andrew asked him to take his shirt off - the closet is fucking glass

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…Andrew and Neil moved like they were caught in each other’s gravity, in each other’s space more than they were out of it, cigarette smoke and matching armbands and lingering looks when one fell out of orbit for too long…

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thinking about how Neil let Andrew do every single one of these things to him without noticing just because Andrew’s a boy and Mary was heteronormative

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There is absolutely a game where Neil gets slammed into the wall and it dislocates his shoulder, except that the force at which he then hits the court floor is so much that he cleanly gets it popped back in and then he's up like a shot as if nothing happened and all the foxes are just :O and Neil is like :|

And Andrew is in goal just pointing to the court doors with his racket just >:| and Neil slinks out to let Abby look at his shoulder.

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Burning 2018 dir.Lee Chang-dong

Requested by @dogscomplex

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It’s me, I’m the loser thug

I love me a love sick loser that parades around as a bad boy / criminal

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One of my favourites 영원이

posting this video here because I want to watch it over and over again .

this scene: 10/10✨

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"you smell good" okay now bite me and tell me I taste good

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me when someone brings up any drama I supposedly witnessed