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Shut up.

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How come every time I find someone interesting, people think I have a crush? If I was having this conversation with Lucy, she'd be asking the same thing. 

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You are the Loch Ness Monster, Ten. That's why we're such good mates.

I guess not, but... it's still weird. She's Nat. Robin and Stasia are too much for me; they're both very tough girls and can easily kick my ass. Jasper... I haven't known her for very long. She's Amity, but she's... different. Not animated at all, like the rest of them.

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It's okay, man. I guess it's just too odd of a topic for me. Which is strange for me, because I am pretty much of an oddity. I knit for fun, for crying out loud. [chuckles] It's just weird to think of Natalie as anything more than a friend - you understand that.

Or any of my female friends. Like Stasia, Robin... Jasper... y'know?

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I am calm. And I know she doesn't have cooties. It's just... we've been friends since we were still in diapers. There's no way I could think of her like... that.

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I know, but still.

It's weird, man.

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[groans]

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... what? No. No, no, no. We would not. 

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Well, think about it. I have one male best friend and one female one. You probably don't see that as justification to your beliefs but I do. No one can replace you, Ten, you should know that.

No, you're not. I'm completely confused now.

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I'm glad my sweaters are useful. And that you can be yourself around me.

Crawling races? Do you know who won? She's this Dauntless girl that Ten has a crush on. He went into school girl mode and was gushing about her to me the other day. He even blushed; it was awkward.

Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.

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You're both my best friend. I didn't know I wasn't supposed to have more than one.

I have no idea what I'm supposed to not be reading into.

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She's my best friend. She needs a break from the politics, so she's staying the night. And I've brought it up, and she's not sure if it's safe. That, and Nat's worried she'll get caught - unless Lexi is secretly a party animal, she has nothing to worry about. But I'm not going to force her into a situation she's uncomfortable with. That's all.

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What? No!

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Exactly. I don't get it, though - all I basically do is knit you sweaters, what else is there that compels you to stick around? I'm just Jacob Loveless, after all. [points to himself]

  We've practically been joined at the hip, for as long as I can remember. But if I vow to never leave your side, you need to at least let me go to the bathroom when I need to. It's only fair. I'm sure Stasia would be able to help us out. Or Arabella. I'm pretty sure we'll be seeing more of her.

Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.

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Oh, I won't. What kind of best friend would I be if I abandoned you? You... don't think I'm boring? I don't know what to do at one either, but I'm sure there's a guidebook for this kind of thing. Worst case scenario, we just ask someone.

Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.

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Possibly. I'm pretty sure Nat's coming over that night, so we'll see.

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